petite abeille

Chiara. 32. ♓️☀️♉️🌙

[breikka]

Climbing

[sweetlikeacherry]

hmm I think I will simply devote this year to loving myself more

[beemyamour]

I'm so in love with my girlfriend!

It's crazy how wonderful life can be when you take care of yourself and have a positive mindset!

Btw i will soon start posting my life on here again

A new chapter of my life is opening real soon!

[beemyamour]

After being played with my emotions by a 29yo immature man, dated a 44yo man that potentially traps their partners in his home

i fucking deserve the best! For now I claim nothing more but sincere, healthy love. The basics...the best will come right after.

[beemyamour]

I think i found love in a psychiatric hospital

[beemyamour]

Short but intense journey

Was an experience for sure

[beemyamour]

I think i found love in a psychiatric hospital

[beemyamour]

Taking new antidepressants tomorrow

Can't wait to feel something again

[beemyamour]

I deserve so much more than the confusion he left me in just 2 weeks 😭

[johtonese]

POKEMON Z

[beemyamour]

DAJE CAZZO!!!!!!! 😍😍😍

[kornart3]

POKEMON LEGENDS ARCEUS

[ueberdemnebelmeer]

TUTA GOLD MAHMOOD (2024)

[beemyamour]

I had to put down my cat a couple days ago because of cancer.

If i know i'm capable of keeping feelings for a long time it's because of HER.

We fought and made up like sisters. She slept with me all the time since my mum passed and helped me get through the immense pain of losing her.

She has been my companion and best friend since 2010 during the worst years of my life.

It's so hard without her. I feel so alone and empty.

Thank you my sweetheart. I will forever love and cherish you in my heart. Thank you for keeping me alive for so long before i found the help i needed.

[beemyamour]

Year 2023 started with my mum having brain cancer and lungs complications at the same time. Cancer took her away from me in May 11 but showed me she was dying on my 31st birthday in such a cruel way. Ended our long personal war against covid, we tried so hard to protect her sick lungs, while people shamed us for being vaccinated and still using masks under the hot summer sun.

My aunt came from Paris just in time, helped my sister taking care of my mum while i couldn't, (body paralysis turned me into the worst sister and daughter during her last week on earth). She stayed, helped us and gave us some tips. I had a couple weeks filled with lots of adrenaline that made me think i could do something good...the illusion all of a sudden left me empty, both physically and mentally. I am still trying to shake this off of me after 5 months...depression is fading so slow, i gotta be patient.

I gained so much weight because of the pain, binge eating and depression made me lose all the control i had while i was trying to stay alive for me and my family. Now i'm on several drugs, i feel better but i sleep so much i'm never satisfied with my days. Resting is something i HAVE to do but my hyperactivity makes it hard for me.

I started new sports like volley trying to gain some healthy habits...broke my finger on the 3rd day. I'll be back cause i LOVE volley (totally didn't expect this) but i'm pissed. I met new people i feel cool to be around and i'm afraid i won't be friends with them. I gotta keep my hopes up. I need and deserve friends so badly.

I am planning a way to welcome in 2024.

I want the new year to be symbolic. A real new fresh start that will help me build up a life with no more illness, no more cancer running in the family , no more poverty and no more depression.

...my candles will surely do the damn thing.

I am ready to show off and love myself deeply.

[railroadlion]

Hisuian Decidueye

[battlevilla]

[beemyamour]

This eclipse got me losing my job and left me so exhausted...my request is to find balance, get the good amount of rest at night and gain the strenght to start a bigger job and a new chapter of MY life, instead of focusing on people that don't support me that much.

Gotta be honest, beating depression this time is hard as hell 😔 i'm looking forward to find a lil bit more of help and support.