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my head feels like there's a railroad spike through my temples

& not in the fun way

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DMG

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im gonna fucking cry

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You know that cute way bugs wave their front legs looking for the next leaf to walk on I'm doing that to cute transgenders on this website

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bug 2 bug communication......... :3

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I am actually weird about certain oddly specific mtg things, too. (To be clear, you shouldn't play mtg.) Like thoughtseize. Flavorwise, it's reaching into your enemy's mind, pulling open their brain with your fingers, and plucking out a single thought of resistance. Which sounds hot. But it's really in the context of the gameplay that it shines for me.

At the opening turn of the game, in the setup phase, before anything happens, we both have our opening hands, our initial gameplans, and are about to start throwing spells. I take a penalty of life, two drops of my own blood, and I subtly, delicately reach out and open you up, unzipping your head like a jacket.

I reach into your brain and start riffling through your thoughts. All your cards are on the table. I take my time. You're paralyzed, just sitting there, watching me reverse engineer every idea still left in your head. Watching me calculate the critical component to extract.

Until I reach in and pluck it out. Psychic surgery. Discarded, disregarded, removed, forgotten. If I've done it right, that'll be the single most important decision of our battle. The decision you no longer get to make. I love the look of despair on your face as my choice sets in. As you calculate the implications and consequences with your pitifully imperfect information.

It's basically sex. It's not uncommon for players to concede rather than let the spell go through. Safer to die than experience my most tender intimacy. I really like it. I'm normal.

been feeling kinda empty lately

considering deleting my socials again

just tired of the constant dopamine stream

#bb's musings