"not to be dramatic but..."

Chiara 🐝 *they/them 🐷

[rssr]

[beemymoonlight]

I love my girlfriend so much. I fell in love so easily with such a beautiful soul...

I am so incredibly lucky

We are going to be far away from each other for a year or two...i am ready to handle a long distance relationship because she is the one.

We're going to make it happen. Our plans are already made...we just have to be patient, work on our mental health then create a life together.

I am so excited!

[beemymoonlight]

2 incredible things happened today:

The guy i'm interested in texted me saying he likes me back!

I brought the concert ticket for Mahmood!

I feel so good, can't even 💕💕💕

[beemymoonlight]

After long years of loneliness, today i have a night out with some friends i'm making at volley...

I feel like i am slowly turning my life around

I am making some big positive changes

I finally feel like i'm deserving of good things

I am so proud of myself 😭

[beemymoonlight]

You guys...it seems like i'm good at sports????

I realized at almost 32yo i might have ignored/missed one important talent of mine

Way too late now, no need to cry about it too much, i know but i might as well bring this information into my next life 😌

[nancydrewwouldnever]

René Lalique, Diadem of pearls, diamonds, gold and enamelwork, ca. 1903 (Schmuckmuseum Pforzheim)

[errorlovespi]

This is a Money Cat. Reblog this before New Year's and she will visit to bring you good fortune for 2024

[beemymoonlight]

Therapy is making me realize how big of a control freak i am and how little i like myself 🙃

My therapist today told me i feel trapped while living in an open cage, just have to get out...

Jesus fucking christ i don't wanna see it that way cause it sounds so stupid because i really don't know how

How do i learn to trust people and let go of the things i can't control and NOT care? How am i supposed to open up again and show my true self without caring about the negative thoughts that will come towards me?

I wanna be perfect and morally clean forever tho...i have to let this shit go but man, how long is it going to take me?

[beemymoonlight]

I would love to make positive changes in my life but i am way too depressed to even try or even daydream about anything yet my psychiatrist doesn't want to give me medications and wants me to focus just on my stress and anxiety

I physically struggle walking in the house most of the time lately and i'm tired of feeling so drained and depressed

[beemymoonlight]

I've had the whole "An Evening with Silk Sonic" album playing for 2 weeks straight...highly doubt i will ever love any other album as much!

[beemymoonlight]

Tonight, for the first time in years, i felt safe and calm enough to say a light flirty joke at a stranger and made them smile! It felt good like i can actually improve my big social anxiety more if i tried! Feeling positive!

[astrologyshitpost]

Months of signs on the alignment chart

[elpantalones]

You know it's not the same as it was...

[elpantalones]

As it was....

As it was.

[lil-reminders]

you’re allowed to grieve the time you lost to mental illness. there are so many more adventures and happy days to come, but they don’t replace the ones you missed out on. you’re not selfish for needing time to heal from that.

[cyriledits]

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[larimar]

📷: : @rami_astro

[beemymoonlight]

Yesterday i had the worst anxiety attack i ever had...still have to recover from that shit!

Thing is i just can't put myself filling the paper my psychologist gave me to use whenever i get my episodes 🤡