thoughts

this blog will be me expressing my feeling towards my life.

[beforethea-m]

She was like the moon, A part of her was always hidden away.

[beforethea-m]

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel pain.

[staaying]

you only know part of me

i am a universe full of secrets

[staaying]

at the end of the day it’s you. it’s you who has to make sure that you’re okay. it’s you who has to hold yourself. it’s you who has to decided to keep going. sure making some tea will make you feel okay but you really do have to make sure you’re okay. you have to keep holding on and keep trying, it’s hard out here, I know that. it’s you and you can do it. you can do whatever you want to do because you are strong and you’ve made it so far.

words i have to tell myself every so often (via staaying)

[beforethea-m]

It's hard to accept, but you can’t change the past. You can’t go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life would be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that’s the beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days- but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab a hold of it.

[dellrey]

Lana Del Rey at the P&E Wing Event honoring Rick Rubin.

[faqoloqy]

If you’re not amazed by the stars on a clear night then we won’t work.

[doll]

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

Walter Bagehot (via doll)

[causings]

“the universe said: everything you need is within you. you are stronger than you know. you are the daylight and you are the night. you are not alone. you have played the game well. your soul is a solar system. i love you because you are love.”

haven’t felt very loved lately, so i thought today would be a good day to remind myself that it’s just me against the world. just me against myself.

[twentyfront]

I really like this 

[beforethea-m]

Sometimes you’ve got to run away to see who will run after you. Sometimes you’ve got to talk quieter to see who’s really listening. Sometimes you’ve got to step up to fight only to see who’s standing by your side. Sometimes you’ve got to make a wrong decision only to see who’s there to help you fix it. Sometimes you’ve got to let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.

[beforethea-m]

We become a lot of different people before we settle into who we really are.

[beforethea-m]

Do you ever think about all the people who you might have fallen in love with if only you'd taken a different way home or stood a little longer in the bread aisle at the supermarket? All the people who might have been an integral part of your life but instead you'll never know them. The unimaginable impact that our mundane choices have on our lives really gets to me. Think of how many times I might have died if I'd made different choices. Maybe I'd be homeless. Maybe I'd be famous. Maybe I'd be rich. Sometimes I'm so overwhelmed by the impact of my choices that I can't choose anything at all because I'm afraid today will be the day that I made the choice that changes everything.

[this-oh-so-lost-girl]

Are you happy?

[butbeforeyouleave]

i love that feeling. you know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like its going to be okay. when you’re as hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. i need more of those moments.

(via butbeforeyouleave)

[quotemadness]

I loved to sleep with the window open. Rainy nights were the best of all: I would open the window and put my head on the pillow and close my eyes and feel the wind on my face and listen to the trees sway and creak.

Neil Gaiman (via kvtes)

[beforethea-m]

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you  deserve. And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.

( via @beforethea-m)

[beforethea-m]

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who spends every minute of the day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re okay. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy. Someone who should have taken the chance to be with you years ago instead of getting scared and being to afraid to try.

(via @beforethea-m)