This is Me

Hi. I'm Hannah, and I like alot of things.

[cloudabserk]

BEST DAY EVER ☀️🌸❤️🦋

based on this

[aslongasitsblack]

everyone making fun of hollanov for not having the domestic wherewithal that scott hunter does but you have to remember that hunter is five million years old and has probably been looking to settle down since before the new millennium while shane just discovered what being gay is and ilya just discovered the concept of being in a relationship

[shanerozanov81]

ilya: *fucks shane like there’s no tommorow and makes sure shane has the best first time imaginable AND makes shane come hands free*

shane: now the bed is all dirty :/

ilya: *who is so in love with this clearly autistic man and still can’t believe that’s the first thing on shane’s mind after mind blowing sex* what? 🫥

[chewbacca]

Connor Storrie and Hudson Williams at the 83rd Annual Golden Globe Awards

[phanbeats]

like!!!! not even 4 months ago we didn't even have confirmation that they were for sure dating and now im supposed to sit here and act normal about them discussing the logistics of having sex at vidcon????? i can't

[wtf-is-hockey]

A couple of people have talked about how married they were when Shane wouldn’t let Ilya carry his own bag at the cottage but their first actual already-married moment was when Shane said he could “smell the cigarette from here” and Ilya let out an exasperated breath and said “I had one.” What do you mean he defended himself like he even had to. What do you mean he revealed he’s trying to smoke less for Shane. He went from “…Okay” (a clear idgaf if I’m not supposed to smoke here and who do you think you are for telling me I can’t) in ep. 1 to “I had one” in ep. 2 lmao he was already a goner by their third hookup.

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[nyxlyx]

just when i thought i was calming down about this show, i find out shane was protecting his man from the wolf bird in actual fluent bird

[thomasmomwell]

ilya rozanov asks shane to be his boyfriend, attempt 1: bro I fucking love having sex with girls

ilya rozanov asks shane to be his boyfriend, attempt 2: might fuck around later and marry a woman lol. yeah i have one in mind. she's really hot :) her dad was a goalie :)

ilya rozanov asks shane to be his boyfriend, attempt 3: [to shane's parents] WE! ARE! LOVERS!

[heatedrivalrysource]

Hudson and Connor look like proud parents! ❤️

[sheisraging]

he looks so happy <3

[dykekarkat]

eventually yuna's gonna b like "it's really upsetting u cant get pregnant because your children would've been the best hockey players of all time" and shane will look at her like she shot a dog in front of him

[itrimehalle]

shane is so fucking funny for this

[oathkeptroxas]

Yuna and David had a valid concern when asking about Ilya's past promiscuity, because they need to know that their son's partner is taking it seriously

The "I have only been in love with one person" line from Ilya is beautiful and poignant and said without doubt or hesitation, to relieve all of the Hollanders concerns.

But what I think is important is that Shane's response of "Same here. Only one." Though this may seem unnecessary to his parents ("we know you pretty well, Shane"), it's NOT unnecessary to Ilya.

Ilya crashed the fuck out over Rose Landry. Ilya expected Shane to bring Rose to All Star Weekend, in the books Ilya even expects Shane's "can I tell you something?" To be an engagement announcement. Rose could be open and affectionate with Shane in front of the whole world. The whole world thought that Rose and Shane were in love.

Ilya isn't used to being loved. Ilya doesn't believe he can be loved.

Ilya needed to know that not only does Shane love him, but at no point, regardless of how much Shane denied himself or how hard he tried with others, at NO POINT did he ever give his heart to anyone else.

[aslongasitsblack]

genuinely imagine you are an in denial eighteen year old gay boy who’s like “okay i dont really care about girls whatever i just like playing hockey and i want to play hockey well :)” and then this mother fucker walks into your life

[circle-the-earth]

[texasteaparty]

Shane is scrolling through recipes for two (he won't make that mistake again, no sir)

while Ilya is scrolling the Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov (hockey rpf) ao3 tag