My Weightloss/ Safe Space (not Pro)

Height 165, 5’5 Sw: 64.5 142 pounds Cw:51.5 Lw: 47kg 103 pounds Gw: 55kg 121 pounds 🔓 Gw2:50 110 pounds 🔓 gw3:45 99 pounds ugw:40 88 pounds

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Guys I’m more active on parler and my user is @beggingtobethin

And my ed twt is @begging_tobe_thin

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It’s effectively taken me a year and a half to lose ten kg because I keep doing so well and then gaining again and then loosing and then gaining and fuck I feel like such a failure I should have been at my gw long long ago

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I will never forgive myself for trying to “recover” when I got 2 kg away from my gw, are u,,,BiTCH ARE U DUMB HOW STUPID CAN I BE WTF

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I’m back after a big depressive week long binge episode uwu I hate myself but I’m liquid fasting all of this week and then I’ll buy new scales bc if I buy them now I’ll probably kms bc of my weight

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Once I get to 99 pounds I’m going to eat 1 pound of vegan mac n cheese so I can be 1% Mac and cheese

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Making Felice Fawn on sims to keep me distracted through my fast tomorrow 🥰

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Is it just me or has the Ana community pretty much disappeared??? Like have y’all moved to a different app?? Using different tags maybe??

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I can’t believe I have to lose 3x this to get to my gw :,( kinda makes me lose hope

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My hip bones do be finally coming out a little bit doe 🥺👉👈(I’m so bloated from drinking alcohol today tho :( ,,,)

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How come the super skinnies are fucking tiny and they eat like 1700 calories a day yet I eat under 1000 even in a binge yet I’m still a mammoth 🤔🤔 something isn’t adding up

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Really don’t know to do anymore..

I don’t want to self harm because I havnt done that for so long but I’m in so much pain and stress and just anger right now and I want to kill myself so badly but I don’t want my sibling to find me but my mum keeps pushing me and pushing me and I’m dropping out of school because I’m failing and it just feels like I have nothing left

I tried contacting kids helpline or lifeline but they are too complicated and scary

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Who else out here suicidal but terrified of dying fat but also want to die bc I’m fat 🧐

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I’m supposed to go back to school in 2 weeks but I’ve gained so much weight during quarantine and I can’t possibly lose it by then and I want to fucking kms I think I’m going to drop out purely because of this, fuck anas ruining my life 🙃 even though I want to go to school and want to get an education I can’t face people seeing me this fat

And to make matters worse I got my period this morning after over 3 months of not getting it I genuinely don’t know what to do or how to cope...

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dreaming of thin - following back xx

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🥀🔪Lilith Levisis💉⛓

my actual favorite thinspo of all time i love her so much ✨

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I gained 5 kg from a bit of a binge fast episode it only lasted a week so hopefully some of this is water weight but my motivation is how good I felt going to sleep when I weighed 47 kg... feeling my hip bones dig into my bed and just being content and happy with myself. I can’t wait to get back and I did it once I can do it again

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My bestie texted me tonight to ask about that yummy low cal microwave pumpkin pie recipe that I used to eat all day every day. Truth be told, I completely forgot what it was and this is no bueno because it is delicious.

I couldn’t find the original on my blog, but I did some digging and found the recipe online! 

2-Minute Low Calorie Pumpkin Pie

If you need a little something to satisfy your sweet tooth, whip up this 75-calorie pumpkin pie for one. This simple recipe, with a bit of whipped cream on top (or greek yogurt as a substitute) is enough to fool a lie detector test. It only takes 2 minutes to make, but the end result tastes as delicious as traditional, calorie-packed pie.

Ingredients:

½ cup pumpkin puree (try to get the simple pumpkin kind, not the pumpkin pie filling kind with loads of sugar)

¼ cup egg whites (from an egg or carton)

Sweetener (Agave, Truvia, Real Sugar, Splenda, etc) (or eliminate it all together)

Cinnamon or pumpkin pie spice

A Bit o’ Vanilla Extract

Directions: 
Mix together all ingredients. If you prefer a flan-like texture, add more pumpkin; if you prefer a cake-like texture, add more egg whites. Microwave for 2 minutes. Use a mix of Greek yogurt, hazelnut cream cheese, and pumpkin pie spice for icing. Top with toasted pecans if you want to!

Makes one serving.

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