Fear

Just a kid, fear about her life.

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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

ehh?

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Can you mourn something that was never truly yours to begin with?

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"We don't meet people by accident. They are meant to cross our path for a reason. Reasons to build us up or to break us down."

—Cherrt Lyn Sanipa

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and, you are scared.

to bringing someone new to your life.

cause you know, how they will hurt.

from their expectation.

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Wind, moon

And star looking down to you,

Giving their silent whisper,

to your happiness.

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Moon,

and star.

Seeing to you,

sleepless, and crying your heart out.

They smile,

and,

You drift apart to never-ending life.

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The silent wraping you.

But, you feeling annoyed for that.

Cause the silent remind you for your past.

And you not happy,

never being happy,

again.

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It's midnight.

And you still awake.

Cause you need a answer

for unspoken question.

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“The worst feeling is when you still feel lonely around the crowd you have. Knowing that no one feels the same as you, and feeling like the loneliness is eating you away.”

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Aku sudah tidak dapat mengekspresikan apa yang ada didalam pikiranku lagi.

Aku memang selalu merasakan kesedihan, tapi dihari ini. Perasaan menyedihkan ini berlipat ganda. Rupanya, merasa sedih disaat berulang tahun itu, terasa sangat menyakitkan.

[beinglife]

Please, I just wanna be happy.

[vagueenthusiast]

Old Wiggy n ‘Shanks

[beinglife]

Hidup itu menarik, karena kita tidak pernah tau akan menjadi apa.

Terkadang, kamu merasa bahwanya kehidupanmu selalu berada di titik teratas. Tanpa ada embel-embel apapun, kamu mendadak menjadi seorang penguasa. Seperti dia yang selalu menjadi oase dalam dahaga pencarianmu.

Atau, kamu mendapati dirimu di titik terbawah, tanpa mengetahui apa dan yang mana akan menjadi jalan keluarmu. Hanya berdoa, dalam tidur yang menjadi neraka dirimu sendiri, dan bangunmu hanya angan untuk bertahan dan menghadapi nerakamu itu.

Tetapi sayang seribu sayang, kamu mengetahui, mengapa hal ini ada dan terjadi.

[beinglife]

Mengikhlaskan, adalah bagian yang tersulit.

#day2

#050119

[beinglife]

He said, "It was my fault, sorry."

But I'm said "No, it's not your fault. It's was our fault. Not only you, or just me."

And, he slowly nodded. But, after that he disappeared.

#day1

#030119

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My bait fishing

So, I just thinking. Gimana ya kalau gue bikin tulisan selama 30 hari buat mendeskripsikan apa yang gue lalui dihari itu? Menarik nggak sih, ya ngga berupa tulisan, bisa cerita, random tough, or just another famous quotes?

Yay or Nay?

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Loh? Bisa buka ya? Hahahaha