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I am sometimes here

[beingsiri]

[beingsiri]

13 years ago

and I still feel this

[a-thousand-words]

“The past doesn’t need you anymore. Your future does.”

— etoile-filantes (via etoile-filantes)

[a-thousand-words]

“Making a decision isn’t about knowing every potential consequence. It’s about knowing what you want and chasing a path that takes you in that direction”

— Malinda Lo, Huntress (via a-thousand-words)

[farazberjis]

The power of thoughts can cause you either illness or recovery -Ibn Sina ( Avicenna)

[philosophybits]

“Happiness is not an ideal of reason, but of imagination.”

— Immanuel Kant, Groundwork of the Metaphysics of Morals

[beingsiri]

I tell myself lies,

I gaslight myself,

I am manipulating myself

to love

to care

to live

How can I still be here after 14 years?

[philosophybits]

“Character is determined by choice, not opinion.”

— Aristotle, Nicomachean Ethics

[philosophybits]

“Man is nothing else but what he makes of himself.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, Existentialism and Human Emotions

[philosophybits]

“Etymologically, integrity is oneness, integration is what makes something one. To be a thing, one thing, a unity, an entity; to be anything at all: in the metaphysical sense, that is what it means to have integrity. But we use the term for someone who lives up to his own standards. And that is because we think that living up to them is what makes him one, and so what makes him a person at all. It is the conceptions of ourselves that are most important to us that give rise to unconditional obligations. For to violate them is to lose your integrity and so your identity, and to no longer be who you are.”

— Christine M. Korsgaard, The Sources of Normativity

[philosophybits]

“I exist, that is all, and I find it nauseating.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

[quotespile]

“Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.”

— Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

[philosophybits]

“No one who sees what is bad chooses it willingly; instead he is lured into seeing it as good compared to what is even worse, and thus he is trapped.”

— Epicurus, Vatican Sayings

[beingsiri]

Dear Simone,

Three months…

Three months till

Ten months since

I’d rather relive the news about your passing than letting it become a whole year without you

I will forever be in denial

I will look for you in every corner of the world

till the day I die I will not accept your death

you’re still here

[philosophybits]

“I am condemned to be free.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, Being and Nothingness

[beingsiri]

I hope and begged for her to not mention your funeral but she did and that mean you’re gone.

they said goodbye, to your body to your soul

which means you didn’t fake your death

but I wish you did

[philosophybits]

“Happiness depends upon ourselves.”

— Aristotle, Nicomachean Ethics

[beingsiri]

“The sadness will last forever.”

— Suicide note of Vincent van Gogh (1853-1890)