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Wasting All These Nights (Trying to Keep You Off My Mind)

Summary:

Rumi’s bachelorette party was supposed to be harmless fun.

Instead, it becomes the beginning of everything falling apart.

Between her fiancé, her best friend with unresolved history, and a dancer who sees her a little too clearly, Rumi is forced to confront feelings she’s spent years burying.

Sometimes, the most dangerous thing isn’t falling in love — it’s realizing you already have.

New fic is up! I’m doing something different with my previews this time by making it look like film scripts as it is set in L.A this time around. Enjoy!

[hocapontus]

A tease for the next chapter of WATN

Apologies for no update today - the chapter is written I just still need to read through it and expand on some sections I’ve highlighted. I’ll try and get it ready for posting next week.

Have this tease as something to tide you over until the next update

[unintentionalpenis]

[twinkee]

Delivered in discreet packaging my ass.

[wizardshark]

hey whats with that sign

[princington]

oh, you thought 🌶

[princington]

tender mornings

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theirs

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"Sweet talker."

[princington]

very little rest after all 🌶

[hocapontus]

Wasting All These Nights (Trying to Keep You Off My Mind): Chapter 19

sorry for the delayed posting, i went out yesterday after work and got drunk lmao

so this is the last pre-written chapter i have, so weekly updates are gonna stop until i can lock in and get back to the speed of writing i was at when i started the fic

[princington]

meeting the in-laws ii

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getting some rest

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bonus:

[hocapontus]

What if WATN and ETS Celine got swapped for like a month?

hmm

watn Celine would be devastated with what she swaps into - her god daughter, who she loves whole heartedly, harmed in the way she is and that they clearly don’t have the close relationship she and her Rumi have, it would shatter her. But she’d work to rebuild the relationship with Rumi. She’d probably spook Rumi at first, being so caring and her attitude doing a 180, but Rumi would relax soon enough.

As for EtS Celine - she’d be thoroughly confused but happy that this Rumi is unharmed. I think interacting with this Rumi and seeing how soft Rumi is with her, compared to her Rumi would make her re-evaluate how she treats EtS Rumi. She’d come back a different Celine, one who’s more patient and understanding, because she realises how much she’s messed up with EtS after witnessing what a healthy relationship between them can be.

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how would things unfold for EtS Zoemira if they never met Rumi?

I imagine they’d continue being all loved up, but they’d both be feeling like there is something missing.

Zoey would likely cancel her trip to see her Dad to go with Mira to meet Hwan, as she wouldn’t want Mira to go on her own. Zoey would probably not show as much restraint as Rumi did and fully punch Hwan during the meal ahaha.

They’d continue their life together but yeah, they would both always feel like there could be something more, but unsure of how to mention it without risking the other feeling like they’re not enough.

[hocapontus]

so the published chapters of watn have caught up to what i have already written, with tuesdays posting being the last fully written chapter. Writers block is still hitting me hard with the next chapter despite me knowing exactly what needs to happen in it.

This means my weekly updates might stop, gang. Sorry, I wish I could keep up with the weekly updates but my brain is not co-operating D:

[awildcaro]

WAR HAS BEGUN

[buggirl-lunesta]

[patronsaint-ofthedenial]

I will never forgive how quickly the majority of the fandom got over Cinderella's Castle

[princington]

"There's nowhere else I'd rather be."