Losing...

22 y/o 5'6 SW: 171.2 CW: 171.2

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Stats

Age: 22

Height: 5'5 to 5'6

SW: 171.2 lbs

GW: 115 lbs

LW: 94 lbs

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July 22 Diary

What I did today to START

Weighed myself...171.2 lbs

Ate like two meals instead of everything in my sight lmao (I've been struggling with binging June-July and it brought me back here)

Went to the gym: cardio and weights

Logged into this account

Made 10,000 steps

Took laxatives to start off empty for tomorrow

I plan to start 500-800 calories tomorrow. I didn't count today. Just wanted to get through the day without overeating to be honest. I feel really good about this return...I think I'll stick to it.

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Game Plan

OK. I started today, July 22nd. I'm 171.2 lbs right now. I'm confident I can be in the 140s in three weeks (maybe less)...

Laxatives on day one (today) to have an empty, fresh start

800 calories MAXIMUM from here on out, indefinitely

Ideally, 500 calories/day

Gym everyday (cardio, weights, mobility exercises)

10,000 steps every day...non-negotiable

Weighing in every day

I've been at a "starting weight" before; I know how to do this. I think if I stick to the program, I'll have no problem losing a pound a day for the first four weeks. After that, I'll adjust as needed. I'm INNNN this!!!

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Still here at 22...

When I was 16-18, at my lowest weight, I used to think about where I'd be in my 20s with ana. I thought I couldn't possibly STILL be here but I am lmao

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What are good tags?

I haven't been on here in a while. What are good tags/communities for this stuff nowadays? I have a bunch saved but I'm not sure how active they are.

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My Great Return

I'm the heaviest I've EVER been in my life so I'm back here...I feel so ready to commit again.

I'm older, and more motivated than ever...just need more discipline/accountability. That's what Tumblr is for...