Be You. Love You. Enjoy Life.

For anyone that takes the time to read this blurb! My name is Allie, I'm an animal loving university student studying sociology and french. I have 3 cats and a mini weiner dog. I live with my girlfriend of 3 years... yes I am a lesbian ! Apart from the...

[never-not-ever]

[colorfulbiscuithandsdiplomat]

“but if I sit in the rain, maybe I can drown in something other than my own thoughts.”

~ Unknown

[alifechasingchaos]

Unexpected tears.

I often burst into tears at the first hint of someone raising their voice at me.

It’s like my mind just shatters in that moment, and the only thing that I can remember how to do is cry.

I know that I’m not afraid of the person who raised their voice, and I know that I’m usually not in danger.

But in that instant when someone yells, my mind gets transported back to a time when raised voices meant pain and fear and crying. Since pain and fear were absent, my trauma-riddled brain knew that crying was the only other option.

So, yes; if someone yells at me, I’ll almost certainly burst into tears.

Perhaps my body is trying to make up for all the times I avoided crying, or all the times I was screamed at to stop crying.

Maybe I’m subconsciously squeezing in these unexpected tears to make up for all the things I’ve yet to mourn.

[my-vanishing-hope]

do you know what I cry about at 3am? Sometimes it’s because of the deep rooted childhood trauma, and my current, difficult life situations….but sometimes it’s just because I can’t sleep.

[bispectacular]

I fucking hate having bipolar disorder I hate how it affects every fucking part of my life I hate that I have to explain it to people because my shitty moods make my actions really inconvenient and confusing I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!

[believeinyourself147]

You know it’s sad when

You’ve been so depressed for so long you get good at writing suicide notes.

[xxxblackreaperxxx]

[loveelifee-deactivated20250423]

SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN MENTALLY ABUSED WILL:

1. Say sorry alot 2. Have a lowered selfesteem 3. Hide there feelings in fear they might upset you 4. Need a lot of reassurance 5. Have break downs during tiny disagreements thinking it will get a lot worse.

Please give us a chance we are trying out best to deal with things

[asking-jude]

I’ve always liked quiet people: You never know if they’re dancing in a daydream or if they’re carrying the weight of the world.

John Green (via asking-jude)

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[stillawfullydepressed]

My life is one big disaster, why am I still alive? I’m so exhausted…

(via stillawfullydepressed)

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[asking-jude]

She was brave and strong and broken all at once.

Anna Funder (via asking-jude)

[a-flightlxss-bird]

Today was such an exhausting sad day. I just woke up and wanted regretted it immediately. There’s so much I want to do but there’s always something in my way and I just.. I just don’t want to exist.

[the-suicide-effect]

⚓️ Message me whenever you want. I’m always here if you wanna talk. ⚓️

[the-suicide-effect]

Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die

(via the-suicide-effect)

[whycantijustbegoodenough]

All I do, is play pretend..