Belinda

-she/her -13-14 yo- This account was created for entertainment and creativity—If I happen to unintentionally annoy or upset anyone—I sincerely apologize 🙇‍♀️ thank you for your support 💗

[belindajesopha]

My Oc x Canon (yaoi)

The prince with his angel

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I don't even have enough money to buy food. Where exactly would I get the money to commission someone?

I draw everything myself, even the lettering.

My art style just isn't very consistent, that's all.

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[belindajesopha]

A male lion and a lioness [ wip!]

I think Abel's taking both.

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Nathan fem AU (Natalie)

Pull-tab ring

And he was the one who put a pull-tab on her finger himself

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I commissioned a second drawing from him @miidama 💕💖💖

It's beautiful! I love Cain's art style, he's amazing! 💕💕💕

The relationship between Krusnik and Asmodeus is an extreme case of toxicity; there's no love, but can two extraterrestrial beings interpret the word "love" the way humans do?

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I love Abel so much...

He's not perfect, and he's not the kind of cool, flawless shounen protagonist people usually imagine. (At least not in his Crusnik form and even that comes with plenty of conditions.)

He's incredibly cute, a silly, and somehow looks good in absolutely everything he wears. On top of that, he's a true gentleman.

I adore this son-in-law of mine more than words can say

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Estilo manga ,estile novel shibi

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Yk i made this and wrote a poem bc i headcanon abel writes poems to lilith so he can deal with his grief and i just realised thats SUCH a Nathan thing lol

Your artwork is beautiful,

you did an amazing job.

I also read the poem. Was this your first time writing poetry? If so, that's genuinely impressive. It reads like something written by someone with much more experience.

And yes, Nathan is absolutely the type to do that. He was born on Valentine's Day, after all, so perhaps that's one reason he's such a romantic.

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I'm not sure how to explain the difference between Nathan's two brothers, so here's an example.

Stefan:

Samuel:

And somehow, both of them think they've given a perfectly reasonable answer.

Yes, he's a bit chubby ,he's a growing boy.

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Natalie, or simply Nathan as a woman.

I was just playing around with the idea of how much would actually change in that version.

Honestly, she'd still be Nathan in almost every way just considerably more troublesome.

Her oldest brother would probably send her off to a strict boarding school just like he did with Nathan, except this time it would be one meant to polish young noblewomen into proper ladies. Unfortunately, she'd still spend her time arguing with scholars and academics, which is exactly why her brother would eventually notice her talent for diplomacy and decide to raise her to be more like their mother.

Unlike Nathan, who had to work hard to win his brother's approval before pursuing a diplomatic career, Natalie would probably get there much faster. She's far sharper with her words and far quicker on her feet.

Her ideals would be exactly the same as Nathan's.

The difference is that she'd probably have to become a Cardinal. A woman trying to wield that level of influence as a layperson would have a much harder time.

As for Abel, he would fall for her completely.

Natalie resembles Lilith in many ways, but she would make one thing perfectly clear: she refuses to be anyone's replacement.

That said, Abel would probably have a few headaches of his own because she's rather mischievous.

And in the end, she'd love Abel in exactly the same way Nathan does.

If she ever happened to tag along on one of Abel's missions, she'd probably end up becoming a field medic on the spot.

Abel, meanwhile, would probably consider himself the luckiest man alive after receiving a lipstick kiss on the cheek from the Third Princess of Frank.

I tend to jump around between different AUs and whatever nonsense is currently living in my head.

That said, I'm mostly a yaoi person.

There'll probably be some yuri content eventually, too. I like switching things up to keep things interesting, and I'd really love an excuse to draw more women.

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Page 101 :

[Nathan est un enfant étonnamment facile à élever et peu difficile en matière de nourriture. À présent, son poids commence à dépasser légèrement les normes recommandées, au point que le médecin de la Cour a dû rappeler à plusieurs reprises qu'il conviendrait de modérer quelque peu les repas pris au-delà des trois repas quotidiens, en particulier les douceurs que ses nombreux parents s'empressent de lui offrir par affection.

Ayant moi-même exercé la médecine autrefois, je connais parfaitement les inconvénients que cela pourrait entraîner. Lorsqu'il est avec son père, je veille donc à privilégier une alimentation composée de bonnes graisses et à l'encourager à bouger davantage, notamment en courant et en jouant avec les chiens afin de dépenser son énergie.

Par ailleurs, l'enfant est d'une docilité presque surprenante. Chaque fois que j'en ai été témoin, il a toujours écouté avec attention les enseignements de Sa Majesté sa mère. C'est également un garçon vif d'esprit, doté d'un sens de l'humour remarquable. À l'heure actuelle, il parle déjà quatre langues. Son écriture demeure encore quelque peu maladroite, mais cela reste parfaitement normal pour un enfant de son âge et ne mérite aucune inquiétude. Il vaut mieux, pour le moment, le laisser profiter pleinement des joies simples de l'enfance.]

[Savez-vous seulement à quel point ce garçon est devenu têtu et rusé aujourd'hui ?!

Il ose tenir tête aux érudits de toute la Cour royale au point de les laisser sans voix. Dès qu'il a commencé à maîtriser les principes de la philosophie, il s'est mis à provoquer des débats partout où il passait, si bien que les pauvres savants ont fini par s'enfuir à sa vue. Pire encore, ses frasques ont déjà failli provoquer un incident d'ordre international !

Même l'école où nous l'avions envoyé afin de corriger son caractère n'est pas parvenue à le maîtriser.

Quant à son appétit, il demeure aussi remarquable qu'autrefois de ce côté-là, rien n'a changé. Cependant, je crains qu'il ne soit désormais impossible de le laisser simplement jouer comme un enfant ordinaire. J'ai donc pris la décision de l'envoyer dans une académie militaire.

Si vous étiez encore parmi nous et pouviez voir à quel point votre fils adoré est devenu insupportablement espiègle aujourd'hui... je suis convaincu que vous seriez tenté de retirer chaque mot que vous avez écrit dans cette page de journal !]

" Heh... "

Samuel sat with his shoulders trembling in silent laughter, his face still half-hidden behind the cover of an old, weathered book.

" And what exactly is so amusing? "

Stefan raised a brow and glanced toward his middle brother. This sort of peculiar behavior was hardly unusual whenever Samuel found himself buried in ancient literature or historical records written in archaic languages that required considerable effort to decipher.

" Oh, this was definitely written by Your Majesty's dear self, " Samuel replied, grinning. " I don't even need to compare the handwriting. It's obvious you were responding to The Royal Consort. "

He turned the thin, yellowed sheet toward Stefan.

It was nothing more than a small scrap of paper, faded by the passage of time, yet it had been carefully tucked between the pages of the late royal consort's personal journal.

Stefan lowered his gaze to the words he himself had written so many years ago.

Yet the sharp-featured king made no attempt whatsoever to deny it.

At the very least, those scribbled remarks had been sincere in their own way.

They had been his attempt to argue.

To answer.

To tell stories to the man who could no longer hear them.

Because their father had never been given the chance to witness Nathan's stubbornness, mischief, and growth with his own eyes.

And so, in the years after his passing, Stefan had occasionally found himself writing back to him anyway.

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This is just a little Bonus story.

At the very least, it confirms that Nathan's father loved him very much. It's a shame he died when Nathan was only six.

Had his father lived longer, Nathan might have turned out very differently and perhaps the hawkish Cardinals would be sleeping much more peacefully these days.

By the time I manage to find the exact words I want, I've already spent hours digging through definitions, expressions, and grammar explanations. My head is spinning.

I was on the verge of tears. (Nvm ,I already cried.)

French is so much harder than English. The tenses are an absolute nightmare.

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"This one's for you"

A tall figure stepped into view, his shadow stretching across the pavement and swallowing the dim glow cast by the streetlamps lining the quiet nighttime road.

The young man, who easily towered over him in height, lifted his head from where he had been absentmindedly nudging pebbles with the toe of his shoe. Blue eyes blinked behind thick spectacles as he held out a wax-paper-wrapped sandwich.

It was noticeably larger than the one he had kept for himself.

"Thank you"

The young diplomat accepted it carefully.

A faint scent of mayonnaise drifted upward, suggesting an ordinary filling.

The unusual part was its size.

Abel promptly plopped himself down on the edge of the curb without the slightest concern for maintaining a priestly image. His cheeks puffed out as he devoured his sandwich at an alarming pace, chewing rapidly as though someone might steal it from him if he slowed down.

Curiously, he never alternated sides.

The silver-haired priest apparently preferred chewing with both cheeks at once.

Nathan flicked aside the tail of his expensive overcoat and lowered himself onto the grimy curb beside him without hesitation.

How long had it been since he last sat on a sidewalk like this?

Perhaps the date was somewhat peculiar.

Perhaps even a little pathetic by conventional standards.

Yet as long as this person remained beside him, Nathan couldn't care less whether dust stained his fine coat or sewer rats decided to nibble at his shoes.

Moments like this

Quiet moments spent with Abel

Were rarer than any jewel in the world.

"I'm terribly sorry," Abel said after struggling to swallow an oversized bite. He kept his eyes fixed ahead as the streetlights briefly flashed across his glasses. "I've never really had the chance to treat you to a proper dinner in return, your Excellency"

He was most likely referring to the lavish meals Nathan frequently treated him to.

Grand multi-course dinners at restaurants so expensive that a wandering priest's meager salary could never hope to reach them.

"I never expected you to repay me with fancy dinners."

Nathan smiled softly and cast a warm glance toward the man beside him before taking a bite.

"Consider it a token of appreciation for a hardworking AX agent."

As expected, the sandwich contained nothing more complicated than creamy egg filling.

Abel probably hadn't known his preferences and had simply chosen the safest option available.

"Is that so?" Abel paused, offering the sheepish smile that seemed uniquely his own. "Honestly, I'm so embarrassed I don't know where to put my face anymore. Nathan-dono... you're an incredibly kind person."

"Are you teasing me, Abel-sama?"

"Absolutely not!" Abel flailed both hands so energetically that his glasses nearly flew off. "How could I possibly mock the man who keeps feeding me? I'm not nearly cruel enough for that."

Nathan chuckled quietly.

His gaze lingered on that flustered expression with unmistakable fondness.

Abel, however, soon noticed something strange.

Nathan's sandwich looked almost untouched.

The diplomat had barely eaten any of it.

Had he chosen the wrong one?

The thought immediately sparked concern.

After all, this was the only thing Abel could realistically afford to buy for him.

Without careful budgeting, he might end up surviving on bread and water for the rest of the week.

"How did you know..." Nathan finally broke the silence. He dabbed the corner of his mouth with a handkerchief in a gesture of effortless refinement.

"...that egg filling is my favorite?"

His voice softened.

"It tastes exactly like the sandwiches my father used to make for me when I was little."

Abel raised a brow.

Then quietly released a long breath.

So it had been pure luck.

He had simply grabbed something that looked filling without much thought.

The coincidence was almost ridiculous.

He didn't even know the man's father's name.

For all he knew, even the Vatican Library's archives probably didn't contain records detailed enough to trace every branch of the royal family tree.

Yet as he looked at the young diplomat beside him

A man who always greeted him with warmth, patience, and gentle smiles

The blue eyes behind his thick lenses softened.

"I really like it."

Nathan's voice dropped almost to a whisper as he leaned a little closer.

"And what about you, Abel-sama?"

A playful smile tugged at the corners of his lips.

"Are you full already?"

He lifted the sandwich slightly.

"Or would you like to help me finish this one?"

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I just threw it together before going to sleep, so it's probably a little rough around the edges.

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Saya ,cain ,abel bocetos XD

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I finally have an AO3 account now, so I'll be posting my fanfics there!

I don't actually read on AO3 very often, though (´＿｀。)ﾞ

Anyway, V.I.A is calling me!

But first let me figure out how this website works

my eyes are already spinning from all the menus.

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Cain Nightroad x Asmodeus seal (saya)

Some doodles I made of my favorite ship XD

These are literally toxic...there's no love here, it's domination and impure desires and how to corrupt a destructive god😵🏃‍♀️☢