bella + beast


I've got a depressive disorder. My shit's not in order. I'm overweight. I'm always late. Some days I'm broke. Some days I'm rich.
 Some days I'm nice. Some days I can be a bitch. Some days I'm strong. Some days I quit. I say what's on my mind. I've got too many things to say. I rock tight jeans, pearl earrings. Extrapolate my feelings. If I drink, if I smoke I keep up with the guys. I'm a daughter and a sister. My family is dysfunctional but we have a good time killing each other. I've been through some shit. Sometimes I cry a whole day. I care a lot and never know when to stop. I'm passive aggressive. I love my butt. I won't shut up. And I never really grew up.

[bellaandbeast]

You know you’re getting bad again when you contemplate overdosing on tablets, not to kill yourself, but just to knock yourself out long enough to get a break from your relentless and toxic mind

Confessions of a broken mind

[danger]

[bellaandbeast]

They have no idea what it is like to be me.

[soturnonefelibata-deactivated20]

[bellaandbeast]

[the-forgotten-tragedy-deactivat]

[emilydb]

[xguns-4-handsx]

“I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it.”

— Winona Ryder (via everyday-islike-sunday)

[surviving-hero]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[quietvoiced]

[bellaandbeast]

I've got to get you out of my head or I'm going to wind up dead.

Confessions of a broken mind

[emilydb]

[bellaandbeast]

Goodbye

[emilydb]

[bellaandbeast]

And the worst part is I don't even care anymore how that may affect you. I'm done caring more about others you couldn't give less of a damn about me.

[love-317]

[bellaandbeast]

Exactly what you're doing.

What you did yesterday.

What you did the week before that.

What you did the month before that.

Let's not kid ourselves that my death would mean anything to you.

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[bellaandbeast]

There will be no again.

[suicidalnixi]

[foolisland]

[bellaandbeast]

And so she fell off the edge into the abyss. Just another forgotten soul; a bleak statistic.