[bellamyblccke-blog]

so honestly, i’ve had a bit of a lack of muse here on bellamy.  it’s rather unfortunate.  but after that season finale, ugh, i can’t right now. like tears are streaming down my freakin face! i plan on coming back. this isn’t goodbye or anything, i just want to keep you all informed. i hope i won’t be gone for too long. i love all of you!

xoxo 

amber

[bellamyblccke-blog]

bleh. i’ve been so ugh lately.  my muse is a bit slow here, i’m working overnights for the next week, so replies and just activity here is going to be slow boo!! bare with me peasss

[bellamyblccke-blog]

i want a plot based on water under the bridge by adele where they are together, they love one another, they believe they are soul mates, that they are meant to be together. but they are so toxic.  they fight far too much, they go days without speaking, they break up and swear they are done.  one of them continues to pretend their feelings for the other isn’t real.  they constant cheat, lie and manipulate.  anytime the other tries to move on, they come back into their lives.  but the first weeks are amazing, full of angst, love and passion, until they start fighting again.  the one who pretends to not love the other doesn’t ever want to fully break up with the other, they continue to keep them on a leash. but in all, they do love one another. the other loves the one more

[oblivicnn]

so i have been thinking on making a multi muse account similar to this one, but with like minor character (maybe some major idk yet) basically an account that will house characters with fandoms that may not be large enough to have a full account on.  i was wondering if anyone has requests? i’m pretty open, and well i have to know the show and fandom and what not.  but if anyone has some suggestions, hit me up? i’m already thinking nick miller from new girl, possibly link from zelda, maybe monica from friends. i need a few. i don’t want to have too many, but knowing me, i will be oh so obsessed. i’ll still be here of course. i want to balance everything out.

[bellamyblccke-blog]

i want a plot based off paris by the chainsmokers. it would be modern day, young adults. where our muses are madly in love, they have like nothing, and they fight all the fucking time, but they always make up seconds later.  they are there for one another on everything. if one goes down, they go down together.  they drink, smoke, make love, and laugh far too much.  they are immature, but have something to prove.  their parents hate the other, but they could care less.  they run away from home and think they can survive on their own.  they sleep all day, and party all night, guys hit on her, and he starts trivial fights which only leads to them fights, which leads to make up sex. they build pillow forts, they buy far too many snacks they can’t afford, they run across busy traffic roads, they are madly in love, and don’t care about anything but one another. 

[fyeahbellarke]

There was no hope. Now there’s hope.

[bellamyblccke-blog]

Been a bit MIA. Been busy, exhausted, and just meh. Work has been killing me, and I just can't. I'm still here, and plan to stay here still loves. Just give me the time, I'm always here for chatting, so hit me up. I always need friends.

[bellamyblccke-blog]

☆ grocery shopping together tho :3

—— platonic affection @hoperisen

he slowly crept up behind her, seeing her distracted by the colorfully filled shelves, bellamy moved past her without her glance, as he pushed the cart quickly down the aisle to her notice, as he his laugh emitted down the aisle itself.  they hadn’t been there more than ten minutes, and bellamy had already ran off without her.  turning the corner quickly, he knew exactly her stance, as she would follow him, as he stood in his tracks, waiting for her arrival. ( and that she did ) as he jumped at her, scaring her even more. “Aaaha.’’ bellamy chuckled, feeling the soft hit on his chest from the blonde. “Oh come on, you know it was funny.’’ although he had done this every single time they found themselves in public at any store, he was baffled on how she still wanted to go out with him whatsoever.

“come on we need junk food.’‘ bellamy exclaimed, leaving the cart for clarke to push.  “i’m tired of all those healthy things you get.’‘ he rolled his eyes, making his way to the chip and cracker aisle. as he turned back towards clarke who was behind him. looking back at the shelf as he placed two backs of brightly colored chips into the bottom of the cart, he grinned over at clarke, as he turned back to grab another. dropping the third in the cart, he noticed she had already placed the other two back on the shelf. “oh come on princess.’‘ bellamy rose his voice, as he grabbed the same bags, as he tried to place them in the cart, clarke only fighting to place them in, as he struggled. she was far smaller than him, but she still put up a fight.  the bags rustled between bellamy’s fingers, as he tried pushing her to the side, their laugher continued louder, as they seemed to not care about anything but this. “you won’t win at this.’‘ bellamy chuckled, brushing more roughly against her.

finally, he tossed the chips in the cart, as he pinned clarke against the shelf, looking down at her with a huge smile on his face. “for that, we aren’t getting any vegetables.’’ he assured her, as they stood there in silence for a moment. “and i’m getting three more bags of chips.’’ he explained, unpinning her as he returned back to the choices of chips.

[bellamyblccke-blog]

xnotafraid:

&&. CLOSED STARTER // @bellamyblccke

barely carrying herself through the gates of arkadia, she just about COLLAPSES in miller’s arms. one name all she can groan in desperation. skin littered with radiation SORES. breathless. pain settling in every INCH of her body. octavia blake hadn’t quite built up the same resistance as the others. not to the radiation. not when her time had been spent hidden in a rather safe compartment in the floor. missing out on the slow exposure to solar flares that would prepare them for the ground. and so it’s hit her. just like it had hit luna and her people. killing all of them but luna. now it was octavia. struggling to stay STANDING even with miller’s help. ❝ where’s bellamy? ❞

the main goal now was to figure out how to survive. it was something they had continued to do.  no matter how much MESS they had gone through, it continued to be a challenge on surviving.  waking up every morning was more difficult than it ever had been. in the back of bellamy’s mind, he only figured jasper had been right about everything, that his way was the best of the best.  he had just awoke, when he heard the loud sounds of people outside, unsure of the matter, bellamy stepped outside, seeing who had caused it. “octavia.’’ bellamy spoke loudly, rushing to her side, seeing her in front of him, as he took her into his arms from miller, as he rushed her inside. “clarke...abby.’’ bellamy shouted out, realizing both of them were not at camp.  laying her on the table of medic bay, he brushed the long brunette locks from her face. “o...o...are you okay?’’ 

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flameofacandle:

The past commanders are basically rampaging in the flame, demanding she kill Bellamy and declare war on Skaikru. That it couldn’t be promised that the sky people wouldn’t do this again. It had happened before, after all. Best to use Bellamy’s death to send a message.

But she refused to kill him and start a war. It took a lot to shun the commanders’ voices, but she managed it. She took a long breath. “I believe we should call this a blank slate, then. Both sides have made many mistakes against each other. But now the mistakes balance each other out. Now we can strive for peace instead.”

bellamy was taken back by surprise. he never witness the commander to show mercy ever. yet she was standing in front of him, showing forgiveness, or what seemed like it.  it was true,  they needed peace, they need harmony.  living together on the same planet wasn’t going to be easy. their ways were far different than one another, but they needed to learn to live together.

“how are we going to live in peace?’‘ he questioned. he was sure the answer wasn’t going to come easy, it never did.  he was still baffled on the matter that clarke had been right, that lexa in fact had some kindness in her heart.

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floatpain:

Raven didn’t bite down her moan once he sped up the pace, exactly in the way she wanted it to happen. There was nothing holding them back, she couldn’t even care if someone would HEAR them, she just wanted him to take her and give her what she needed. And she looked deep into his eyes once he pulled back, gripping her hips for better CONTROL, god she was eager to give him that. Control over her, over her BODY, over everything she was and had. He thrust himself deeper, hitting that SWEET spot, made her see STARS. And she let out a long, deep moan, her eyes falling close as she tried to keep herself together when he was thrusting further, closer to her edge. 

this was the exact ecstasy that bellamy craved. there was no mess with him and raven.  they didn’t need to sort out what they had, because they knew what they had. “raven.’’ it muttered from his lips,  as they pressed against her ear, breathing against her already heated skin.  he controlled the rhythm, as he continued on. his hands gripped her hips, as he laid on top of her. moving his hands, he pushed back more, as his hands eloped into hers, bringing them over her head, looking down at her naked body, taking in every moment with her.

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icebitxh:

     even the azgeda blood running through the warrior’s vein couldn’t take the edge of the cold air away as echo emerged from the mountain. it’d been to long since the mountain men had captured her. to long since fresh air filled her lungs. arms hugged close to her chest, eye searched the crowd. the sky boy had kept his promise. had everyone been wrong about them? or was this another trap. everyone started leaving, going back to their villages; echo had a long travel a head of her. being azgeda over looked from the time being, the other’s walked past her giving sympathetic looks. she spotted familiar face in the crowd. “belomi.” slowly she pushed through the crowd, making her way over to him. “ – you kept your promise.”

it was his purpose. he was meant to save his people, to save them from this wreckage.  there was no way he was going to let anyone perish in such a way.  bellamy had never been good with sympathy, but he couldn’t let her, them meet their end in this place. his eyes scanned the crowd, taking insight of who had escaped.  he wasn’t able to save everyone, some were far too gone, some were already gone before he got there.  his eyes met with hers.  he had no destination to save her, or obligation, he didn’t know her, yet she was human, just like him.  “i told you i would.’’ he assured her, his eyes stayed on hers.  he could tell she had been through so much, he wasn’t sure how long she had been there, but even a moment was far too long. “they will never do this again.’’ he assured her again. he knew fear lingered in them all, but he wanted to appoint that she never had to fear again.

[bellamyblccke-blog]

gosh how i wish there was some fandom of new girl, or like a roleplay family that would love new girl characters. i am itching to play nick miller, like so bad. like i need ness desperately, jessica day where are you? come to me jessica night!! (fun fact: i roleplayed nick miller for like a second once, and no one loved me so that was sad)

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munday memes

✘ - what portrayal are you really proud of?

well i couldn’t solely base a portrayal off just this blog, because i just started. but i think i’m doing a heck of a decent job.  but i think my best portrayal would have to be my eli goldsworthy off degrassi.  i played him for years, in families and independently. i believe i grasped him so well that he was just like me.  i have played a lot of different characters, but eli was something different to me. i truly miss going thru his eyes, understand him. he was a complex character ( like all degrassi characters ) but he fit so well with me.  i miss him dearly, and wish the fandom hadn’t died. bellamy seems to be a close one as well. although i haven’t been on this account for a long period of time, i did play him a few times prior in families.  i can’t really know if i did well or not, all i know was that i was terrified to actually become an independent roleplayer of him, but i don’t regret it for a moment!! i truly love this fandom!!

[bloodymischa]

the 100 personality traits *bellamy blake

[musingsiren]

muse-related munday memes

some of these may not apply to everyone!

☯ - which muse are you not active anymore on but wish you were? ☮ - if you could take on the appearance of your muse would you? ♧ - what fandom do you really want to join in the rp community? ♢ - how many muses do you have? ♔ - list all of your muses, active and non-active ✮ - if you have an(y) oc(s) what was your inspiration to make them? ▲ - do you make other rp blogs easily?  ✘ - what portrayal are you really proud of? ▼ - which blog’s graphics are you most proud of? ✖ - is it difficult for you to think of an autoplay for your muses in general? ✿ - why did you choose to make your muse? ❃ - what’s a really small way you’re similar to your muse?

[bellamyblccke-blog]

‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ (with Clarke)

he cupped her hand, seeing how deep she had been cut. “clarke!’’ bellamy shouted, holding her still, as he looked around for anything that he could use to stop the bleeding.  he took notice in how cold she was, how she didn’t seemed to care about her injury. this wasn’t just a small cut that she could walk off, she was bleeding, as the red formed against his own finger tips.  tearing the sleeve off his shirt, bellamy wrapped her hand tightly, as the red only seemed to seep through the cloth. “this will make due until we get back to camp.’’ bellamy still held her hand, looking over at her. “clarke, what’s wrong?’’ he questioned, catching her hues, as he was only worried about her safety. “you don’t deserve this clarke, you don’t.’’ he pursed his lips closed. @starsxmemoriesinthesky