♡ active april 2025 ♡

TW: ed/ana blog isabel, she/her, 18 yrs old

[bellas-body]

♡ intro post ♡

hello loves! i'm isabel, she/her

i've struggled with disordered eating and body image issues since before i can remember, but it didn't manifest as anorexia until last year. i tried to recover after last summer, but then i got really into weightlifting and went on a "cut." so, here i am again.

i 100% support anybody who is strong enough to recover <3

i am 18 years old and always looking for ana buddies

hw: 181 lbs

lw: 157 lbs

cw: 162.2 lbs

ugw: idk, i told myself i just want to lose another 20 lbs then go back to doing it the "healthy" way. but we'll see how that goes.

love, isabel ♡

[bellas-body]

"i better never hear you call yourself that again (chunky). you are absolutely perfect exactly how you are never let anybody tell you otherwise. you are too damn fine to believe that about yourself."

okay so just twist the knife ig

[bellas-body]

♡ 24 hr fast ♡

today i am doing a 24 hr fast to make up for my binge yesterday. i had breakfast this morning and will be fasting until 6:30 am tomorrow.

breakfast: 386 cal

2 packets fiber and protein maple brown sugar oatmeal (300 cal), 0.25 cup raisin bran (40 cal), 1 tsp honey (21 cal), hair skin and nail gummies (15 cal), breezeberry alani (10 cal)

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[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet day 2 ♡

calorie limit: 1200 cal

breakfast: 335 cal

1 cup raisin bran (190 cal), 1 cup 2 percent milk (120 cal), hawaiian shaved ice alani (10 cal), hair skin and nail gummies (15 cal)

lunch: 374 cal

buffalo chicken pizza (300 cal), 0.5 cup pineapple (54 cal), 5 strawberries (20 cal)

snack: 0 cal

large diet pepsi (0 cal)

after that... i binged

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[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet day 1 ♡

calorie limit: 1400 cal

breakfast: 325 cal

2 packets protein + fiber maple brown sugar oatmeal (300 cal), watermelon wave alani (10 cal), hair skin and nail gummies (15 cal)

lunch: 352 cal

buffalo chicken pizza (estimated 300 cal), 0.5 cup cucumber (8 cal), 0.5 cup cauliflower (14 cal), 1 tbsp fat free ranch (30 cal)

snack: 315 cal

0.5 cup reduced fat cottage cheese (90 cal), 2 oz deli turkey (60 cal), 5 saltine crackers (60 cal), big slice colby jack cheese (90 cal), breezeberry alani (15 cal)

dessert: 206 cal

0.25 lemon glaze cookie (147 cal), 2 bites strawberry tres leches cake (estimated 59 cal)

dinner: 182 cal

0.5 cup reduced fat cottage cheese (90 cal), 2 cups watermelon (92 cal)

total intake: 1380/ 1400 cal

steps goal: 5k/10k

gym sessions this week: 0/4

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[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet take 2 ♡

i only got 4 days into the get worse diet before binging for several days in a row, so i have decided to start over. this time i will be making the following changes:

-i will be tracking my steps every day and achieving at least 10k

-i will be going to the gym for 1.5 hours 4 times a week (20 min stairmaster, 1 hr incline walk, 10 min stretch)

-if i binge, i will do a 24 hr fast then start back on the day i was at

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[bellas-body]

♡ binge recovery day 1 ♡

in order to recover from my binge last night, i will be fasting for the next 3 days. the only exception is if i cannot get out of family dinner.

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[bellas-body]

♡ body ch3ck day 4 ♡

TW: body check

below cut

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[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet day 4 ♡

calorie limit: 1200

breakfast: breezeberry alani, hair skin and nails gummies (25 cal)

lunch: lo carb breakfast from local restaurant (471 cal)

snack: venti pink drink (200 cal)

ended up binging on full sugar rootbeer, texas roadhouse rolls, taco bell, and ramen noodles

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[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet day 3 ♡

calorie limit: 1400

sorry i didn't take pictures of everything today! i need to get better at that.

breakfast: oatmeal and yogurt bowl (forgot to take photo), hair skin and nail gummies, breezeberry alani (385 cal)

lunch: starbucks grande pink drink with cold foam, spinach egg feta wrap, gatorade zero, watermelon wave alani (450 cal)

dinner: boneless wings + watermelon (594 cal)

29 cal over

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[sage-skeleton]

starving is starting to feel good again

[bellas-body]

♡ body ch3ck day 2 ♡

TW: body ch3ck

below cut

[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet day 2 ♡

calorie limit: 1200

breakfast: oikos triple zero yogurt, breezeberry alani, hair skin and nails gummies (115 cal)

lunch (forgot to take a pic): popcorn chicken, 0.5 cup sliced cucumber, 0.5 cup red bell pepper, 1 tbsp fat free ranch (322 cal)

snack/dinner: loaded oatmeal (630 cal)

total intake: 1067

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[weightlossbian]

anorexia, AKA try not to be a mean bitch challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)

[bellas-body]

♡ body ch3ck day 1 ♡

weigh-in: 162.2 lbs

TW: body ch3ck

below cut

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[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet day 1 ♡

calorie limit: 1400

breakfast: oikos triple zero yogurt with skinny vanilla syrup, breezeberry alani, hair skin and nails gummies (115 cal)

lunch: 2 packets fiber and protein oatmeal, small banana, 2 tsp honey, emergen-c (468 cal)

gym: 1/2 scoop alani preworkout, gatorade zero (30 cal)

snack: 2 cups watermelon with 1 tbsp lime juice and a sprinkle of tajin, watermelon wave alani (106 cal)

dinner: 21 takis, 6 inch turkey sub, diet mt dew (650 cal)

total intake: 1369

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[bellas-body]

♡ get worse diet ♡

over the next 31 days, i will be doing the get worse diet with the goal of dropping 20 lbs. every day, i will post a body check and pictures/ calorie amounts of what i eat to keep me accountable. i will also post weigh-ins as often as possible (the scale is in my parents room).

i will be counting the calorie limit for intake, rather than net calories. i also will be making a couple of edits: 10k steps daily rather than 2k and exercise 4x a week, not just weekends.

if anybody would like to do the diet with me, just let me know! i would love an accountability partner.

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