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[0xeff]

Life Situations

I'd just like to take a moment to chat about something personal to me. It's a bit of a heavy thing to discuss and there's some details about it that I don't feel very comfortable sharing, but I figured that I have little to lose in reaching out for some help. To preempt any worries, this means absolutely nothing for Dreambubble. It stays up regardless of anyone's generosity. It is so cheap to host that it's largely a non-issue.

The gist of it is, I need to leave my home town. My mother got involved with some dangerous people. She was assaulted, and neither of us feel very safe at all here any more. So we've been scrambling to get out of here and start somewhere else. Closer to other family. This was going okay up until a little while ago, where we learned that the place we had prepared denied us unexpectedly and with no given explanation. Now, this doesn't mean that we're going to be out on the streets, but it does mean that I'm going to have to find a motel room for myself while we try and search and save for a place to move into. This puts a significant strain on my finances. It's going to be extremely hard for me to both save and stay there at the same time, enough for combined first and last on a new place. Motels are expensive. Unfortunately I don't have other options available to me right now. So, I'm asking for help. To reiterate, nobody needs to feel compelled to give me money. Dreambubble is staying up, and ultimately I'm going to be okay even if I don't get a single cent from this post. It's just going to take me some time to recover. Please take care of your own financial wellbeings first. I would feel pretty bad if any of you got yourselves into a bad situation for my sake. There's two options for sending me something. Direct through paypal, or through my ko-fi. If you use ko-fi you're able to set up a monthly payment, or do a one-off. The paypal link only supports one-off donations. To the reader. Even if you don't intend on helping me in this way, I thank you for taking your time to read this. Spreading this around would also help me a bunch, but do not feel pressured into doing that either.

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[hootispootis]

[msparp-hell]

I really wish thell would just.. Give up the site to someone else. I don't even use the site anymore but I come back every few months to a new depressing part of the thell saga. It's sad to see him run the site into the ground like this, every few months he throws a fit and threatens to take the site offline for good (unrelated to the current sister incident) only to bring it back after a week or so while saying running the site is bad for his mental health and financial situation.

I just.. Really don't see what he gains from this.

[efaeriee]

anon i hate to be the bearer of bad news but he gains 💫money💫

[msparp-hell]

You know what's hilarious to me? After moving to dreambubble this person was trying to be a dick about my prompt just to be a dick for some fucking reason, and you know what happened? I summoned a mod and it was dealt with immediately. So what was mxrp's excuse for not dealing with issues way more serious than that for months at a time again?

yeah this + hex communicating clearly with everyone from day 1 really is showcasing that no, it has nothing to do with the fucking "userbase abusing staff for years" or whatever. thell is just a fucking dick.

[efaeriee]

kind of a bad take? userbase is absolute fucking hot garbage. the worst, tbh. and hex has been abused by them before! and so have other owners! even thellere! however, yes, thell is a dick -- there is no excuse for the state he has the site in but also userbase is hot garbage. not mutually exclusive is whar i'm getting at but its late ajsbsjna

[efaeriee]

That is so epic valid of you, here, have the funny meme that made Thell turn off reactions in official parp cord and made “insolent” tell someone to kill herself a while ago

it emerges......

[efaeriee]

You literally flip flop your views and opinions on everything depending on what gets you the most attention lol. So when are you gonna go back to pro Thelle??

where has my post history ever indicated me as pro thelle? i am allowed to hate the community and the way they treat mxrp owners and also hate the owner. also i have nothing to gain from attention i work for nobody B) vigilante vibes

[efaeriee]

pls don't be surprised if Thelle comes back to mxrp -- and be careful if some rando in the community who hasn't been vetted whatsoever just happens to pick mxrp back up. esp if they try making money on it! maybe it's them (AFAIK there's not like ample proof of whatever happened to Thelle but i also barely skimmed the tag)

mxrp is a shitshow and the userbase is too so even if it isnt Thelle (literally if it's anyone aside from the cherp staff or a very popular mxrp tumblr) be super fucking wary my guys

[efaeriee]

also to add to this he's literally already trying to profit by getting like a transfer fee thing involved. homie if ur done with the site just fucking pass it along? why you gotta make money?

[efaeriee]

pls don't be surprised if Thelle comes back to mxrp -- and be careful if some rando in the community who hasn't been vetted whatsoever just happens to pick mxrp back up. esp if they try making money on it! maybe it's them (AFAIK there's not like ample proof of whatever happened to Thelle but i also barely skimmed the tag)

mxrp is a shitshow and the userbase is too so even if it isnt Thelle (literally if it's anyone aside from the cherp staff or a very popular mxrp tumblr) be super fucking wary my guys

[efaeriee]

Stop acting like a baby lol

k

[efaeriee]

me: i think raceplay shouldn't be allowed but i don't run the site so it's whatever

steve's server: that's a HOT take

me: ...it... is?

[msparp-hell]

I think at this point, this drama really should stop. Some of us don't like Thelle because we gave money for our logs and lost the log site. Some us want to protect Thelle because our memories do matter still. We'll see how things play out and have an open mind to the future. Thelle has his faults, but so do we, the users. We are toxic sometimes and we have to admit to it. Sending positive vibes now, and I hope everyone has a good day.

thell is going to continue to grift from people, lie about them, and blame them for it, so, uh, no lol. if he fucks off forever i'll never mention him again. pinky promise

[efaeriee]

this is a bad take. terrible, even. your memories do not fucking matter, homie, i'm sorry. thell is a predatory human being who violated someone's personal privacy via his administrative status and is still capitalizing off of something that he has also lied about significantly. respectfully, fuck your memories. you're damn right the users have their faults and it's allowing a horrible person to continue to profit for some dumbass online roleplay.

[cherpbooboo]

does anyone ever get the impression that whoever wrote the current version of cherp is kinda...not really good at coding? thank the goodness it's being fixed in the rewrite by their current devs but yeesh

You might be into something anon

[efaeriee]

u mean thell, anon? u mean thell's very shitty code that has always been shitty? u mean the same code that hex has always referred to as spaghetti when they worked at mxrp?

[efaeriee]

ngl i just find it a little funny when Hex gets harrassed with basically... no warning in the server there is no response from the mods. they can't really talk about anything in steve's server, including the cloudfare report which they were LITERALLY involved in, like actually had personal stake in:

but in spite of literally having a rule that states

users can call hex a cunt

and yet THELLERE, with the same moderator present in the chat, is more than welcome to dogpile other users (the idea of them being in the wrong isn't what i'm arguing here so don't take it out of context), even when he has no involvement in the situation.

hm.

[efaeriee]

thellere mxrp: i can not share my dms

also thellere mxrp: i refuse to take this dispute about me stealing money from someone out of the public eye by literally making it impossible to contact me outside of a highly public setting when it literally only takes like four clicks maximum to add someone as a discord friend

[efaeriee]

wondering why thell left cherp. maybe he didn't leave cherp at all, considering his entire mindset revolves around money. maybe he was removed.

[msparp-hell]

the way that thellie WON'T send the computer server thing that TT paid irl real live money for, but WILL overnight ship computer parts to fix his disk array thing to host his personal web sites.... ok girl. we see how it is.

[efaeriee]

ventmxrp rlly said "imma cause moderate levels of discomfort for approximately twelve hours and then ignore the tag"