Moss is Growing On My Bones

27 • Ireland • Minors DNI • hw/sw: 211lb cw: 174lb lw: 147lb gw: 💀

[dreamz4evrr]

fuck

[sage-skeleton]

I'm moving in with my boyfriend! Into a gorgeous house that we would never be able to afford usually but a friend is doing us a favour!!

Some pros and cons....

Can't starve or fast as easily with him around, he's always wanting to go out for food and tempting me with unhealthy food.

However, the new house is literally right next to a very inexpensive gym, AND there are barre pilates classes I'm going to go to with a friend. There's also enough room for a walking pad!!

He also wants to get healthy, so if I frame it in a positive way maybe I can get away with some of my ana habits? I desperately need to exercise more to help my calorie deficit

[sage-skeleton]

I've lost and gained the same 15 pounds 4 times this year. Pleaseee please please just let me keep it off and keep losing 😭

[yonggbkssite]

[sage-skeleton]

I'm one day back into locking in why am I not skinny yet

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[r0ttent0y]

Why did i let myself get this b1g

[sunnyrc]

having an €D is insane because why does vacation feel like a punishment

[wishfulforasmalltomorrow]

trying to get back to a weight you were already at is just so fucking depressing

[veggiemedleys]

not really interested in having a physical form anymore

[mango-season]

i’m trying2be kinder to myself but this bitch is so fucking stupid

[pinkieofedblr]

Too f@t to wear nice clothes, too f@t for nice things, too f@t for everything I AM TOO F@T FOR EVERYTHING💔

[sage-skeleton]

I got my bellybutton pierced

I told my friends I wanted it done when I moved home so that I could motivate myself to be skinny by then

I wasn't. I'm not.

I was gonna back out and cancel, but I thought maybe it'll help motivate me? Wanting to show it off?

Bonus, it'll be healed when I'm ready to show it off

[sage-skeleton]

I swear I'm locking in again NOW guys.

Just a cup soup and a handful of raspberries today

[ghostownbitch-deactivated202607]

[sage-skeleton]

I'm bummed to be moving back to Ireland but at least I can get my ultraprocessed low-cal foods easily again! Halo top and diet ready meals here i come