In my real life am in a relationship in which he and I talk about our fantasies and desires with deeper and deeper honesty. We divide our fantasies and desires into three categories: first, those that will never happen; secondly, those that seem possible and we like to imagine but seem unlikely (but still possible) because of logistics, or time, or that we can't ever imagine becoming a priority; and thirdly, those that we are feeling more urgently and are making plans to realize. The fantasies all involve things that will happen to me. This is one.
It's true, I am a good girl. In the kinky sense of "good," but the kinky sense of "good" has a lot of spillover into life in general, in terms of being a generous spirit, and a pleaser, especially in sexual ways but also non-sexual ways. I follow his directions, I accept and celebrate what is done to me and with me, I don't question because we have been together 15 years and I don't need to question. He looks after me, and I am sweet and willing and grateful the entire time.
We have decided that it is time for me to explore other partners. Other male partners, that is, because I already have other female partners I meet for dates or overnights from time to time, an occasional thing.
Every scenario we fantasize about involves him, when it happens it will still a Dom/sub situation.
One thing I don't have is any feeling of doubt. If he is in charge, I am in his hands, and I am released from thinking and decision-making, and I love that. I just have to feel. This is the perfect level of submission - complete feeling, just letting myself flow. It will be unconstrained by hesitation or shyness. He knows and I know that in this situation I will be totally open and frank about my desires and sexual needs. My sexual needs are close to the surface, I dive in, I am open about my desires, and I will be like that with other men. It's just the way I am and he knows it and he wants me to have the experience and feel no reservations or boundaries other than what he sets - and he will give me total freedom.
He leads me in naked, His two guests are there - they may or may not be men I know. I leave that decision totally up to him. They are all dressed up and I am totally naked, except perhaps for some frills like a very pretty waist cincher (red probably but maybe pink, I have both), stockings, heels, and my collar of course. Red lipstick, hair done, eyes done. Very presentable. He will tell me to kneel, and I will do so, and do it beautifully. I want him to be proud of me. In our daily, non-kink existence, he is proud of me, proud of the work I do, as an executive in a significant company. He is proud of how I interact with people, and proud also of my body. He likes to show me off. He confesses that one of the things he looks forward to in this scenario with other male partners is how confident he feels that they will be blown away by my deep submissive nature, my practiced submissive nature, and also my sexual intensity. It's hard to me to express how meaningful all his pride in me is.
He will invite them to touch me, to take their time... wherever and however they want. I know and he knows even know that my pussy will be drenched, my wetness spread to my inner thighs. My nipples will be hard. No question that as they touch me I will be unable to stifle gasps and whimpers physical reactions like shivers and twitches of arousal. He wants to see their reaction to my very smooth pussy. Very smooth because I had electrolysis to remove my pubic hair about six years ago, and I am very smooth all over, pussy and ass. He will encourage them to play with my breasts and my nipples, to engage in as much torment of my nipples as they like. This might be my first orgasm because I can cum from nipple play.
He will tell me to take their cocks out. This is one thing of which he will be especially proud because I learned early on and have quite a bit skill at taking a man all the way down my throat, just about no matter what size he is, and I am a good swallower. I will suck them off and swallow their cum. He is confident that it won't take long before they are hard again.
The one thing I really want is to be tied up. Tied up in such a way that I am totally exposed, mouth, pussy and ass. He will demonstrate some flogging, the crop, and invite them to try. I can cum from my pussy being flogged. I so hope that I do. He would be very pleased.
The other thing that I really want and that he agrees with is that it won't be a frenzy of disorganized fucking but it will be paced, no pauses or fumbling wondering what's happening next. My mouth, pussy and ass are available and I do want to be fucked like that. I am happy for all three of them to fuck me as much as they want. He will watch how I'm doing, but i have quite a bit of stamina.
In the end I will be done, of course. I will be drained, exhausted, a sexual wreck, in a deep submissive zone. He will probably have to carry me to the couch or the bed or wherever we are. After care will be required.
I have skipped the details, but I think I will leave those to the imagination.
At this point, this is still a fantasy, but of all my fantasies, this one has about a 9.9 chance out of 10 of being fulfilled. I can't wait.
There may be things you think I have missed out, or that you'd like to know more about, so if you have any questions or comments, I'd love to hear them and answer them.
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