Bellialz chaos corner

Arts and crafts from Bellialz (Bellz, or Beebz | She / her ), Multifandom! : Kaosu da yo! Kaosu da ne!

[jurassicpeanut]

No bond stronger than a disabled girl and her disabled cat

[bellialz]

Back to my basics

New meds o(╥﹏╥), now I gotta wait 6 weeks for 'em to kick in fully again

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[bellialz]

Ranting 💢

Why does every shit ai fascist thing always just hate Australians 😭

Like, yeah. I absolutely hate it, bit its being forcefully thrusted into my face every 2 seconds and it doesnt even work properly. Can we stop sanitizing shit and start just being responsible for our own kids? Or is that too much for the fragile boomers to understand after their own kids cut ties for "no reason" after years of abuse

"Ooooooh skin is soooooo yuckyyyyy" fragile ass dictators cant handle ankles.

Anyway, this rant was brought to you by - ai id age verification being the law in Australia, even though the data base doesnt even register Australian id as legal age verification ~

[velnna]

there's a hunger, a longing to escape

[bellialz]

Figuring out my style ⸂⸂⸜(രᴗര๑)⸝⸃⸃

[bellialz]

Style practice with my splat-sona

Did this mostly all in one day over 10 hours ദ്ദി╥ ᴗ ╥)

BTW, the lil' blur is the post fx chromatic aberration

I might be joining this years art fight...

just FYI for those who look down here ~

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[bellialz]

sfdfhgsjhdfgj 〒▽〒 q(≧▽≦q)

WHY IS HE SOO CUTE???!?!?

HE

FREN

SHAPED

//// grounded velvet mites my beloved ////

[bellialz]

Using my octoling splatsona to practice anatomy and poses ~

[kaosu-kouma]

Don't know how to render still :p

I don't know how to render in this style, and nor do I know how to draw wings. But I think this is nice.

Fixes Luna to be more elegant and saturated. Tweaked Celestia's colours to be faded like a pretty sunset.

Background-less below and a bit of a... Idk? a trauma dump?

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TW - Trauma dump

I've not been too good lately, so it's nice drawing something calm for once.

My therapist has noted, that I am currently not going to be able to heal the wounds of an abusive and neglectful childhood because of my disability and current health.

Mostly because I'm still being neglected by the people I'm supposed to be relying on, and that is only opening and creating more wounds.

To fix this, I would have to move out of my parents house. However that isn't exactly viable with the current cost of living crisis in Australia. Not only made worse by the fact that I can't currently work because of my disability.

I may open for commissions soon. But in no way would it be able to raise enough to move out. I can only hope that when I manage to control my parents gaslighting and active sabotage in the disability pension. Perhaps it may allow me to get some more help for the future.

Anyway, enough trauma. Have a nice day / night reader ☾.✴˚˖⁺✦

[bellialz]

My splatsona

I can't actually play splatoon anymore :<, I used to play splatoon 2 but now my fingers dislocate when I use controllers. I still love how cool the universe and art direction is tho <3

[bellialz]

Still experimenting in an anxious craze 🫠 from the birthday week stress

[vrihedd]

Tumblr will always have a privilege to see my sketches first

[bellialz]

Experimenting with styles ~

Just messin' around with a punk style to match myself irl lol

[kaosu-kouma]

Commission - Nero

A thanks to Nero the pinbat over on Instagram for my first commission <3

(better late posted than never)

[bellialz]

Your art is absolutely gorgeous it deserves to have more recognition if I was Leonardo Da Vinci I would be proud of this generation I really hope you achieve your dream and here's a infinite supply of waffles

Thanks for the kind words! (and the waffles~) I wish you the same with your art journey!

[softwarepony]

mlp fusion adopts! £18 each! get them here

trixie x sweet biscuit, fleur de lis x citrus blush, apple bloom x vapour trail, cayanne x coco pommel 🌈

[softwarepony]

reduced to £16, still open!!! <3

[bellialz]

Being disbaled is a gamble everyday on if you'll be able to function the next.

I finally felt like the weight lifted from my bones only just for it to last 3 days and im back to "normal".

I felt normal and had no idea what to do with the time that gave me. But just as i start planning around the freedom i've wanted for years. Its ripped away from me carelessly.

The pain hurt more than normal now. My limbs are havier than i remember. I experienced good just to feel the bad 10x worse than before.

Its rage inducing.