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Blondie's Directory
all of my current worksꨄ︎₊⊹
-Ticci Toby (Tobias Rodgers)
Slumber
-Hoodie (Brian Thomas)
Warmth
-Masky (Tim Wright)
Shotgun
Tim Wright x reader "Shotgun"
original request from @pierrotrequiem ! tumblr deleted the request or something i was PISSED, but here u go anyway. didnt know if u wanted smut or not :p
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summary: the tension between you and tim is satisfied on a withered porch
wc: 1.6k
Once again, you found yourself walking out onto the small porch attached to the back of the mansion, only to find Tim in his usual spot on the worn down couch, lighting a cigarette.
Quietly, you watched as his gruff hand slowly brought it up to his lips. His hair fell effortlessly in front of his face, and he stared into the dark forest surrounding the mansion. He had a different look to him when he smoked; brows furrowed, arms crossed, silent, adorn with an occasional pause to flick the excess ash off.
Even after all the missions you've gone on with him, each time you're near Tim you seem to learn a new habit of his. The way he pauses before proposing something he's unsure about, the look on his face when he's trying to come up with an excuse for doing something careless, the man's mysteries are endless.
Hesitantly, you settle down next to him. Tim wasn't the type to outright ask anyone to leave, but he'd make it clear if he wanted you to. So, when he looked over at you, offering you his cigarette, you knew he was alright with your presence at the very least. As you took the cigarette and brought it up to your lips, Tim's piercing gaze never left you. It wasn't just an intense feeling when he'd watch you, it actually felt safe in a way, too. Like he was telling you he never misses anything you do.
Blowing smoke out of your mouth, you ask lowly, "So, how come you're out here?"
He leans further back in his seat, running a hand through his hair. "Needed to get away from it all." he sighed. You knew he'd say that, he was always trying to get away from something, whether it be the aftermath of a stressful mission, or just his crowded thoughts. And he always retreated to this withered porch.
You offered him his cigarette back, and he took it, before bringing it back to your lips.
"Open." he mumbled, watching intently as you take a long drag. The nicotine overwhelms your senses, making the moment more floaty than before.
He chuckled lightly, before bringing the cigarette back to his lips, taking a deep inhale, then leaning his lips close to yours, just barely brushing against them. As you opened your mouth to question, he harshly blew the smoke out.
He gave a weak grin and he watched as you coughed, your nose scrunching up. Your eyes were watering, and he looked like he couldn't get enough of it.
He looked up at you through his brows, your face still recovering from the smoke blown directly into your mouth.
"Sorry," he murmured with an underlying sense of satisfaction.
Unbeknownst to him, you thought there was something slightly exhilarating about it. The way he was so close to you, his eyes set on your lips.
"Don't worry about it," you rasped out, "I liked it," you ended with a whisper.
He chuckled almost silently, before reaching his hand out to hold your face. His hand was rough, but somehow still felt soft against your skin. In the rare moments where Tim was a gentle person, each movement felt so special and calculated.
"Me too," he murmured, before taking a long puff from the cigarette, and leaning in to fully press his lips against yours. He once again blows the smoke into your mouth, slower this time, but instead of coughing, you kiss back, reaching your hand out to hold his face in return.
The kiss was filled with hesitance as much as it was filled with longing. His soft, slightly chapped, lips moved against yours as if you were made just for each other. The lingering cigarette taste that would usually feel dirty felt romantic, and you couldn't help but silently hope that he wouldn't suddenly change his mind and pull away.
You thought about all the times his eyes slightly lingered on you, and wondered if this was always his goal. If he had always wanted to be close to you, hold you, and kiss you so hopelessly.
"Sorry, Doll. You just looked too damn good." he remarked smugly as he pulled away, tossing the nearly stubbed out cigarette onto the porch floor before grounding it down with his boot. However, there was no undertone of callousness, it was just his way of saying he really had been wanting to do that to you. Wanting to hold you close and taste the lips he'd been staring at for months. And before you could really think about what he meant, he was already pulling you in for another kiss.
He wrapped his arms around you, bringing you close against his chest. When you'd occasionally get the chance to breathe, his musky scent completely floods your nose, complicating your senses.
"Oh god," he rasped between kisses, "If only you knew how much I fucking wanted this. It was killing me."
The air felt heavy. like a thick blanket wrapped around the both of you, trapping you in the moment. It wasn't restrictive, just grounding.
"I wanted it too, Tim," you breathed, "so much."
He pulled away to look at your face, a hint of genuine admiration in his eyes. Just as his hands trailed down your side, you both heard footsteps.
Quickly, you both pulled away, eyes shooting to the porch door.
Brian walked in, a dumbfounded expression on his face upon seeing the two of you there, seemingly breathless.
"Hey..." he began, "We've got a mission. We gotta leave right now."
You and Tim looked at each other before standing up. You brushed yourself off before murmuring, "Let's go, then."
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It had been two months since that night, and nothing more had happened. Things were almost the same as before.
Awkward silence was still exchanged, but so was subtly standing too close. Letting your hands brush against each others for a little too long. However, neither of you made a move. It was the most agonizing, tension filled two months of your life.
You couldn't forget how he held you that night, like you were the most precious thing in the world, while his lips moved against yours in such a tender and heated way.
So, you did what Tim would normally do instead, you settled on the raggedy couch on the porch. You pulled your knees to your chest, wondering what to do about your aching heart. Tim is such a complicated man, so hard to read, and it left you feeling stuck.
You leaned your head against the back of the couch, eyes half-closed, before you heard the porch door open, and a familiar figure settled next to you on the couch.
"Hey," Tim sighed as you looked up at him, "I want to talk to you. about that night."
You examined his unusually tense posture, his hands resting on his thighs. And god, you hoped he wouldn't say that night was a mistake, or meaningless to him.
Your eyes avoided his as you looked off into the dark woods. After a few moments, you mumbled, "Did it mean anything to you?"
Tim looked slightly surprised at the question. He hadn't really thought about what it means to him per se, but he knew it wasn't a mistake.
His calloused hand slowly came up to your cheek and turned your face to look at him. You leaned into his touch, staring up at him. There was a hint of vulnerability in his eyes, like he was holding back the part of him that wanted to spill out his feelings.
"It meant everything to me." he finally mumbled out. "You mean everything to me. i'm sorry that i avoided telling you that."
Just as you opened your mouth to respond, he continued.
"I want you to be mine. I want to take care of you the way you deserve. I just can't help feeling that... a man like me won't be enough."
He closed his eyes for a brief moment, letting out a sigh. "Just wanted to tell you that."
You could tell by his hands tensing and absent gaze that he meant every word. You couldn't help but lean your face closer to his, his eyes meeting yours.
Timidly, you begin to lean your lips closer to his, before beginning to pull away nervously. But, before you can, Tim pulls your face close and presses his lips against yours.
You feel breathless, slightly light headed, but so satisfied. His rough hands move from your face to your shoulders, savoring the moment. That familiar musky scent floods your senses once more, and you feel completely consumed by the moment.
The kiss is by no means graceful, it feels like two months of harsh tension poured into a single kiss. It was an amplified kiss compared to last time, and you could feel his desperation. His hands move roughly against your body, each hand seemingly in its own world, his left hand on your shoulder and his right on your hip.
Gently, you pull his bottom lip between your teeth, biting softly. The groan he lets out vibrates between you. his thumb rubs against your collarbone as he pulls away. Your chests are dropping and rising quickly as his eyes peer into yours, trying to gouge your reaction.
"Missed the way your lips taste," he whispered, "missed having you so damn close."
You couldn't help but smile softly. It was an interesting, new side of Tim; a gentle side that was reserved for a select few.
"Me too," you tease, "didn't know Tim Wright had the capacity to miss someone."
He chuckles, running a hand through your hair. "Only you," he mumbles quietly, before leaning his head down to your neck.
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(dividers are not mine, credits to XxRosemixX on pinterest)
Brian Thomas x reader: "Warmth"
summary: camping on a mission with Brian, on a particularly cold night
PiV, finger sucking, brian is sweet
wc: 3.1k
Camping out during a mission was less than desirable. It was muddy, cold, and humid all at once, and things only got worse when it came time to sleep.
So, when Brian suggested you both take a stop for the night in the middle of a forest with no motel in sight, you had no choice but to agree. It would be hours until you reached your destination and Brian could only drive for so long, he was only human after all. And, of course, he was prepared in the most annoying way possible; he brought a tent and two sleeping bags.
“It’s just for a night, Doll,” he reassured. He knew from the way you grimaced at his original proposal that you’d be less than willing to go through with it, but he knows you’re even worse when tired.
Brian kept driving until he “felt” the perfect place to stop and set up camp. He parked his truck slightly off into the depths of the forest, right next to a small clearing. It was smooth, and just big enough for his shitty tent. He turned to you, flashing his usual toothy grin before speaking, “You wait here, Dolly, yeah? Get some rest after a long drive. I’ll get ’cha when I’m done.” Honestly, you were tired. Of course, you just sat in the passenger seat the whole trip, but listening to Brian’s mindless rambles about something he and Tim did or something random he’d been thinking about drained the life out of you.
You looked up at him, nodding softly, before he got out of the truck. You heard him walk to the back of the truck, pulling the raggedy tent bag out, along with the rolled up sleeping bags. There was something so domestic about the situation, especially compared to your life, where chaos was constant. Brian rolled up his sleeves, taking the tent out of the bag, along with the rods. He’d done this a million times before, probably with Tim, but not with you. Matter of fact, this isn’t the only “new” thing you and him are doing as of late. For a year or so now, you and Brian had been in each other’s proximity, offering the occasional smile or “Good morning”, but it seemed like a new element was added into your relationship. You went on missions with Brian and Tim, but now, it was usually just with Brian. And on those missions, you would talk for hours. You originally thought he wasn’t a man of words, that it was all up for interpretation, but now? You knew Brian as if he’d given you a handbook about him.
Not only would you go on missions together, but you’d stay in motels, go to diners occasionally, and he’d always open doors for you. At first, you assumed it was the standard where he came from, maybe his way of displaying “chivalry”, but something about it felt different than the usual politeness. Not only would he open the car door for you, but he’d offer you his hand. Then, when you arrived at wherever you were going, he’d get out first and do the same thing. He really did treat you like his doll. The strangest thing about it all was that you liked it.
This newfound closeness proved its existence, so much so he started calling you ‘Dolly’ somewhere along the way. He said something along the lines of, “You’ve always got that hair done up with a nice pretty outfit- just like a doll.” The nickname stuck, and something about it felt so intimate. You couldn’t deny that Brian was an attractive man, his gap-toothed smile and his subtle southern accent adding a sense of unique attractiveness, but the way he came up with a nickname just for you made something inside of you flutter.
After about five minutes, Brian was already almost done setting up the tent. You couldn’t help but notice that he’d kept stealing glances at you, before quickly refocusing on the task at hand. He looked almost flustered, shrugging his shoulders to ground himself, letting out a sigh.
He finished setting up the tent, doing one last walk around, pushing on the rods to ensure their stability. He placed the sleeping bags next to the entrance before making his way back to the car, opening the passenger door. He gently cupped the left side of your face, rubbing it softly with his thumb, before whispering, “How’s my girl? Cold?”
You leaned your head against his hand, finding comfort in how warm it was. His hand was big and rough, but always gentle.
“…A little.” You admitted, looking up at him. He chuckled, taking his jacket off and draping it over your shoulders carefully. “There you go,” he mumbled, “That’ll help.”
Suddenly, he leaned in, his musky smell immediately surrounding you. He seemed to hesitate before gently brushing your hair away with his hand, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. He lingered there for a moment, before pulling away. “Stay here, I’ll be right back,” he promised. He walked back to the tent, leaving you there, flustered.
He began unrolling the sleeping bags, still looking back at you from time to time. You watched him disappear in and out of the tent, laying down each sleeping bag. After a few minutes, he walked back to the truck, tent bag and sleeping bag covers in hand, placing them back in the trunk. He walked back to the passenger door, opening it, and offering you his hand. “It’s warmer in the tent,” he assured.
You took his hand and stepped out of the car. The cold night’s chill brushed against your face, causing you to shiver. Brian shut the car door before wrapping an arm around you as you walked to the tent, rubbing up and down your arm to warm you up.
He gestured for you to get into the tent, which you obliged. He was right, it was warmer in there. You settled on one of the sleeping bags, bringing your knees to your chest, trying to conserve the warmth. Brian followed in after you, lying down on the sleeping back next to you.
“We’ll get up early tomorrow,” he began, “maybe find a nice diner, yeah Doll?” He turned his head up towards you, grinning at the way your eyes lit up at the mention of an actual breakfast rather than whatever food was stashed in his truck.
“That would be nice,” you mumbled. “Maybe some pancakes.”
“Anything you want,” he teased. Though, the tease was only really in the delivery. You could tell Brian meant it, and that he wasn’t just talking about breakfast. His voice was syrupy sweet, no pun intended, and rarely held actual malice.
He pat his knee before sitting up, unzipping his sleeping bag. “Get in Doll, it’s gettin’ cooler. Don’t want the chilly air to steal you,” he suggested. You unzipped your own sleeping bag, and slowly crawled in. Brian leaned over, zipping it up for you, before doing the same for his own. You both settled down, letting out tired sighs.
“Wake me up if you need anything,” he whispered.
You let out a yawn, before mumbling, “Yeah, Bri…”
You weren’t sure how many hours had passed, but you woke up freezing. Nothing but pitch black and Brian’s quiet snores surrounded you, and falling back asleep would definitely be a challenge. You still had Brian’s jacket on, wrapped in your sleeping bag, but it proved ineffective. You couldn’t stop shaking, trying to hug yourself for warmth. You lay on your side, facing Brian, and subconsciously curled towards him. Your head bumped against his shoulder, and he began to stir awake.
Your eyes darted to his, your face beginning to flush with embarrassment. He let out a groan, rubbing his eye. “Something wrong, Doll?” he mumbled, voice raspy from sleep. He turned his head, eyes landing on your shivering form. He put the pieces together quickly and leaned on his side, pulling you against his chest.
“…Could’ve woke me up if you were cold,” he mumbled, tangling his fingers in your hair.
“F-Felt bad,” you stuttered out. He felt like a human heater, especially when you were so close to him this way. He let out a quiet chuckle, kissing the top of your head. He rubbed his hand up and down your back, generating warmth against you. You pressed your cheek against the heat of his neck, lips brushing against it. You felt his breath subtly hitch, grip tightening slightly. You paused, before pressing a gentle kiss against his neck, just below his Adam’s apple.
He swallowed hard, his hand coming to a halt on your back. “Can’t… Can’t just do things like that, Doll,” he mumbled, voice shaky, “it’ll leave me wantin’ more.”
You let out an almost silent giggle before pressing your lips against the same spot, admiring the effect it had on him. You continued kissing his neck, placing a trail of gentle kisses, till you reached his jaw. His lips were slightly parted, soft breaths falling from them. You pulled always from the crook of his neck, now being face to face with him. His eyes found yours, and he reached his hand up to hold your face. He slid his thumb against your lips before mumbling, “I always liked these lips of yours.”
Your eyes fluttered shut. The moment felt almost dream-like, and your heart was pounding. Slowly, Brian lifted your jaw, angling your lips in the direction of his. Tentatively, he pressed his lips against yours, his free hand finding the back of your head, holding it gently. The kiss was almost feathery, and you could feel Brian holding back. You pressed your body closer to him, letting out a quiet whine against his lips. You were no longer cold, Brian’s body was so warm, and his lips were even warmer.
Brian pulled away from your lips, pressing them against your neck. The sounds he was eliciting from you were so vulgar, and he hadn’t even touched you yet. He kissed a particularly sensitive part of your neck, grinning against your skin upon hearing your soft moan. Brian’s hand traveled down the side of your waist, till it reached your hip. He placed a rough kiss on your lips, mumbling something like, “You don’t know what you do to me.”
Your hand found his stubble-adorned cheek, admiring the warmth of it. He was so masculine, not just because of his looks, but because of his actions. You’d never known a man that treated you this way, and Brian didn’t even seem to know how well he treated you, which somehow made it better. He pulled away from the kiss, eyes staring into yours. He was slightly out of breath, but a genuine smile grew on his face, nonetheless. “Wanted to do that for so long,” he confessed. He held you tightly against him, stroking your cheek gently.
“Me too,” you whispered quietly, “Wanted to taste you.”
Brian let out a hushed chuckle, his hand leaving your hip and gliding along your thigh. “Glad you felt the same way,” he mumbled, hand sliding between your thighs. You lifted your thigh up in response, making room for his hand. He already felt the heat emitting from you, cupping his hand against your clothed sex. “Didn’t know my girl was feeling needy,” he grinned. “Need me to help?”
You let out a choked whine, nodding. “Yes,” you gasped, “Need you so bad, Bri.”
He pressed harder against your cunt. “Tell me,” he groaned, “Tell me how much you need it, Doll.”
Brian knew exactly how to work you, and it always left you breathless. You’d belonged to him for so long and you hadn’t even realized it, and god did it feel good. “Please, Bri,” you whined, “Please touch me, need it so bad. Need to cum.”
With each word you mumbled out, you could feel his hand twitch against you, making it obvious you weren’t the only needy one. He kissed your head and whispered, “Anything for you, Doll.”
His hands meticulously slid into your panties, and he let out a strained groan when he felt how wet you were. His thumb found your clit, rubbing tight circles. “This all for me?” he teased. You let out a mix of a whine and a moan, subconsciously grinding against his hand. “Fuck, it’s all yours Bri, all for you,” you whimpered out.
He let out a satisfied hum. His fingers found their way to your entrance, teasing it. He couldn’t help but want to drown himself in the way you tense up just from his touch. He slowly eased his fingers in, careful not to hurt you, but also to feel the way you stretch around them.
You grabbed onto his bicep, biting back a moan. He continued rubbing your clit with his thumb while curling his middle and ring fingers, trying to coax as many noises out of you as he could. “That’s it,” he grunted, “Grab onto me, I got’cha.”
“Touch me more,” you whined desperately. You’d never felt so pathetic, begging just to feel more of Brian was like a humiliation ritual, but it felt so good. His long, thick fingers kept hitting that spot inside of you that your fingers could never reach, and all you could see is stars.
“Tell me what’cha want, Darlin’,” Brian whispered, “Use your words.” His voice was only fueling your desire to cum, but you wanted more than just his fingers.
You paused out of embarrassment, before choking out, “Your dick, Bri, I need… Need you to fill me up.”
Brian grinned at your dirty words, pressing a sloppy kiss against your collarbone. Brian pulled his fingers out of you, slipping them into your mouth.
“Want it that bad?” he teased, “Then clean my fingers for me.”
It was a mix of humiliation and pleasure licking your own slick off his fingers. You felt them twitch in your mouth, presumably from him imagining something else replacing them. He kept his fingers buried in your mouth till your spit began to drip out of the corners of your mouth, seemingly mesmerized by the expression on your face. “Good girl,” he groaned. He pulled his fingers out, hands shooting down to you shorts. Carefully, he pulled them off, along with your soaked panties.
You lifted your hips in desperation. “Hurry, Bri,” you whined out, the heat between your legs aching to be delved in. Brian unzipped his jeans, taking his cock out of his boxers. His tip was already leaking with pre-cum, and you couldn’t help but notice the way it curved up.
“Patience, baby,” Brian mumbled out. “Let me take care of my girl.” With that, Brian climbed on top of you, leaning down to press a surprisingly tender kiss against your lips. “I’ll be gentle. Tell me if it’s too much, yeah?”
You nodded needily. Of course, you didn’t really want him to be careful, you wanted him to fuck you stupid. To make you dumb on his dick, leaving you with nothing but the thought of him.
“That’s my girl,” he praised, before slowly sliding into you. You couldn’t deny his size intimidated you, but now? It felt like you were made for each other. Brian filled you to the hilt, letting out a groan. “Shit, Doll,” he breathed, “You’re sucking me in.”
You gripped his shoulders, longing for stability. His dick was effortlessly hitting the deepest parts inside of you, and each thrust made you clench. Brian leaned his head into the crook of your neck, placing sloppy kisses along your collarbone. It didn’t feel like a usual one-time hookup; this felt like something more, like real lovemaking.
“Feels so good,” you whined, lifting your hips in time to meet his. Brian grinned against your neck, placing a particularly sloppy kiss against it. “Taking it so well, Doll. So well.”
You couldn’t help but notice how he leaned back, drinking in your face. His face was full of genuine admiration, and you could tell by the way he slowed his thrusts into deeper, grounding ones, that he was feeling something foreign. His eyes filled with a kind of purity, like the heat of the moment had beautifully faded into something sweet. Your grip on his shoulders softened, and became a gentle caress. He reached a hand up to your face, holding your cheek.
“…Doll,” he mumbled quietly, “Knew I loved you at first sight.”
He pressed a kiss against your lips, cradling your face close to his. He didn’t expect you to break down and confess your own mutual feelings for him, it was just as if something inside of him told him he should tell you that.
Of course, it had been obvious that you both had love for each other, but hearing it directly from his lips made your heart flutter. Hopelessly, you pressed your lips against his. He ran his tongue along your bottom lip, pulling away only to whisper, “Cum with me, Baby.”
You felt yourself clenching around him, and bit back a whine. Brian’s soft words and tentative strokes lulled you closer to your release. You leaned your head bad in ecstasy, your orgasm rippling through you in gentle waves. It coursed throughout your body, relaxing each and every muscle, only intensifying when you felt Brian filling you up. He let out a low whimper, staying inside of you, dragging on his own release.
You let out a whimper when he pulled out, sensitive from the loss of contact. Brian lay down next to you, pulling you flush against him. You felt his chest rise and fall rapidly, and brought a hand up to rest against it. His heartbeat was fast, and feeling it felt grounding somehow. Brian mirrored you, resting a hand against your chest to feel your heartbeat. Brian smiled almost innocently, rubbing his thumb against your skin. “Cute heartbeat, Doll.”
You let out a quiet giggle at his dorkiness, snuggling up to him. He rested his head atop yours, letting out a deep sigh.
You weren’t sure how things would be tomorrow, but for right now, you were going to savor every last bit of this moment.
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(dividers are not mine, credits to XxRosemixX on pinterest)
Ticci Toby x reader: "Slumber"
somno, PiV, begging, biting, dry humping, orgasm denial
wc: 2.1k
At first, Toby would creak open the door of your bedroom while you slept, just out of curiosity. A moment of perversion that nobody would ever find out about, a silent sin just for him.
He'd peer in, memorizing your sleeping form. Your vulnerable position, your slow and soft breathing, how your hair was sprawled all over your pillow. Your vulnerability made his dick ache, and he had to physically stop himself from crawling into bed with you.
Of course you and Toby had missions together, maybe the occasional smoke session, but you were never quite close enough. Not in the way he wanted you to be, anyway. He savored the moments you happened to be close to him, your smooth skin brushing against his scar ridden body, the feeling giving him a high that he couldn't recreate with anything else.
He had obviously jerked off to you before, but only to the thought of you. Never did he think he'd stoop this low; coming into your bedroom at night, wishing to be the blanket that wrapped around you.
He'd palm himself while keeping his gaze on you, admiring the way your chest rose and fell. Slowly, he'd slide his hand into his pants, careful to not make any noise. He'd stroke himself in synch with your gentle breaths, a silent plea to be closer connected with you.
Quickly, he learned that you are in no way a light sleeper, as you would display no reaction to any of his verbal tics. Even after he whistled once, your sleeping face was unwavering. Somehow, this made it better for him: he could grunt and groan right next to you and you'd give zero reaction.
On one particularly warm summer night, you opted for a tank top and shorts instead of the usual oversized t-shirt. And though Toby would usually get his fix watching you from your doorway, he couldn't help but come closer.
Slowly, he walked over to your bed. You were laying on your back, blankets half covering you, and he thought it was the hottest thing ever. Part of the pleasure was knowing what he's doing is wrong, and disgusting.
He stared at your face almost innocently, his eyes filled with admiration and longing. You looked so pure, like a baby deer. He felt terrible for "corrupting" that image of you, but couldn't help chasing the feeling it gave him.
He gently placed his hand on your chest, feeling the way it rises and falls. His thumb rubbed circles on your collarbone, and he couldn't stop staring at your face.
Then, his hand landed on your breast, feeling the warmth of it against his hand, before giving it a gentle squeeze. He bit back a whimper when your body subconsciously arched against his hand.
"F-Fuck." He whispered, squeezing your breast again. The way your body reacted to just his hand made his dick strain against his pants, the way you unknowingly allowed him to touch you so sensually set him off. Something about you wanting him without knowing it made him feel some sort of deep connection with you, like you definitely wanted him back just because of this.
Almost hesitantly, he leaned his head down, neck twitching, and pressed his lips against yours. He was so gentle, the kiss was barely even there, partly to not awake you, but partly so he didn't lose control. Toby knows himself; one sloppy kiss and he's cumming in his pants.
He pulled away slowly, trying to see if you woke up from the contact, and let out a sigh upon seeing your soft sleeping face.
His hand came up to your cheek, his thumb resting against your lip.
"Shit," he mumbled, "y'lips are s-so fucking warm."
He traced his thumb over your lips, admiring how soft they are. Suddenly, and carefully, he crawled next to you in bed. He stays tense, being careful to not stir the bed too much, and places his hand on your lower stomach.
His pinky gradually inches under your sleep shorts, almost giving him space to decide if he should really go through with what he wants to do.
Ultimately, he slides his hand into your panties. His hand rests against your sex as he looks back up at your face, focusing on the way your eyebrows slightly furrow, your lips parting.
His hips twitch, craving friction against his straining dick. He slid his fingers against your heat, feeling how soaked you are. Slowly, he rubs his fingers against your clit. You let out a quiet mix of a whimper and a moan, and it makes his hips stutter. He doesn't want to wake you, but he can't deny the feeling you're inflicting upon him. He continues rubbing you, loving the sounds he's eliciting from your lips.
The way the moonlight was hitting your body, the way you smelt, the way your brows would furrow when he rubbed just right, it was intoxicating to him.
He knew he shouldn't be doing this. He knew he shouldn't be enjoying how your body was reacting to his fingers, your hips moving against him. Subconsciously, he began rutting against your leg as he touched you, imagining his dick replacing his hand.
He slid his fingers down, covered in your slick, teasing your entrance. Carefully, he slid two fingers in, admiring how your flesh squeezed against him.
Suddenly, he feels you stir. His eyes dart to your face, widening as he sees you waking up.
You let out a whine as your rubbed your eyes before looking down, seeing Toby, and feeling his fingers inside of you.
He stared back at you, beginning to remove his fingers, mumbling frantically, "I'm so s-sorry-"
"Don't stop," you whine, bucking your hips. "Please." You finish.
He stares at you unsurely, before readjusting his fingers. He slides them in and out with ease. Quietly, he whispers, "L-Like this?"
"Yes," you gasp, "just like that, Toby." You can't help but arch, leaning your head back into the pillow. You hadn't yet comprehended the situation; you woke up to one of your best friends laying in your bed, fingers buried in you. Something felt so deliciously dirty about the moment, he was so cocky in the beginning, but now nervous and eager to please.
Abruptly, Toby leaned down and caught your lips in a kiss. You returned it eagerly, moaning against his lips.
He rubbed his clit with your thumb, desperate to feel you moan against him once more. He bit your bottom lip roughly, soothing it with a gentle lick. "S-Sorry," he grunted, "I got exicted."
You smiled against his lips, biting back a giggle.
"Felt... good." you reassured, hoping he'd do it again. His fingers kept moving, meeting in time with your moans. The way he studied you was exhilarating, his eyes going back and forth between your pussy and your face, as if he couldn't tell which he wanted to stare at more.
He felt you flutter around his fingers, nearing your peak. He leaned down, placing a firm kiss against your lips, before he breathed, "don't cum until I tell you. O-okay?"
You looked up at him, whining, "I- I won't. M'promise."
He grinned, leaning his face down into your neck. Then, he bit roughly, while at the same time curling his fingers roughly inside of you. You whined, stunned at the sudden pain. At the same time, something about it felt good.
He licked your neck, for pleasure or for licking drawn blood you couldn't tell, but it made you clench around his fingers. He placed another rough bite lower on your neck, his teeth slowly sinking into you.
"F-Fuck," he cursed, "your skin, it's so.."
"Pretty."
"Come here, Toby," you mumbled, cupping his cheek and bringing his lips back to yours. The taste of his mouth was intoxicating somehow, and he was so rough it almost felt gentle. He pulled his fingers out, eliciting a moan from you because of the loss.
"N-Need more," he whined against your lips, "Need more of you." He humped your leg faster, chasing release.
"Tell me what you want," you breathed, lacing your fingers in his hair.
"Y-your pussy," he grunted, "I want you- I want to make you cum on my dick."
You sat up, giving him one last rough kiss. Swiftly, you straddled his lap. His hands grasped your hips, pulling you flush against him, rubbing your closed sex against the tent in his pants. You moved your hips in time with his, letting out quiet whines, before your hands traveled down to unbutton his pants.
His tip was already covered in pre-cum, completely flushed. You wrapped a hand around it, squeezing it, before giving it a rough stroke.
Toby groaned, his hips bucking up. "God, I knew y-you had good hands." He whimpered. "K-Knew you'd be perfect."
You grinned as you let go of him, leaning back. You lifted up to slide your shorts off, tossing them to the side. Toby's hands shot out, grabbing your hips, tracing the lace edges of your panties with his thumbs. "Leave t-these on," he mumbled. "Looks cute. R-Real cute."
You nodded in response, letting out a whine as he pulled you close to him once more. His hand trailed down, teasing your clothed pussy. His fingers traveled up and down your slit, drowning himself in the feeling of your slick soaking through.
He pulled your panties to the side, exposing you partially. You cupped his cheek, mostly for a sense of stability, before lining yourself up with his tip. He whined at the contact, forcing himself not to buck up. "W-We can go slow, yeah? Don't w-wanna hurt' ya," he rasped.
You look up, eyes meeting his. Somehow, he was the vulnerable one now; here he was, exposed, just for you. Something about him was so innocent, his brown curls falling in his face, his habit of nervously chewing his lip, it felt so real.
You slowly sink down onto him, feeling every curve and vein against your sensitive walls. It hurt, but felt so good. It felt like your souls were intertwining, a feeling that inflicted something bittersweet on the moment, but nonetheless beautiful.
Toby groaned, pressing his lips against yours sloppily. The kiss was so raw, so genuine. Your teeth clicked, and you felt Toby smile against your lips, wrapping his arms around your waist.
Unhurriedly, you began to move your hips up and down, letting out a whine at the lingering ache. Toby simply kissed your cheek before whispering, "I-I've gotcha. It's o-okay."
"Too... big," you mumbled. Toby let out a boyish chuckle, resting his hands on your hips.
After a moment of adjustment, you began to move. You clung to his shoulders, whining into his neck. He pulled your hips down hard, admiring the way his dick disappeared into you. Every sound you let out made his dick twitch, leaving him completely defenseless. He trailed his thumb down to your clit, rubbing rough circles.
"Shit," you whined, "keep doing that." His rough hands littered with blisters and cuts felt tender against you. You chased your own release, bouncing your hips, savoring the way his tip hit your g-spot so roughly.
You brushed your lips against his, whining against them. "M'close," Toby grunted, kissing your lips almost violently. You bit his bottom lip, feeling yourself squeeze around him. The way he's hitting your g-spot mixed with the rough circles he's rubbing on your clit inches you closer to your release. "Mm.. me too," you mumble, pushing yourself closer to him. His smell was so musky, smelling like the lingering earthy scent of the forest.
"Fuck," Toby breathed, "squeezing me so f-fucking good." He uncontrollably bucked his hips up with little to no rhythm, letting out desperate whimpers.
Your orgasm flowed through you in forceful waves, making you spasm around his cock. He let out a mix of a moan and groan, his own release coursing through him. He continued bouncing you on him, helping you ride out your orgasm. He lied down with you, pulling you flush against him, still inside of you.
His uneven breaths came out softly against the top of your head. Sweetly, he pressed a kiss on your forehead, before whispering, "D-Did so good f-for me. So good".
You couldn't help but let your lips curl up into a slight smile, resting your head against his chest. You'd seen this gentle side of Toby before, but it was rare.
His arms were limp but firm around you, keeping you against him like you were the most precious thing in the world.
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"in conclusion"// patrick stump x reader
patrick stump x f!reader
summary: you're sad but patrick's there to make you happy
word count: 1,117
silent confession, fluff
you were having another one of your gloomy nights. even while in your own bed, you felt lost, and the thought of anyone interrupting your continuous melancholy felt larger than life.
you were trying to distract yourself, mindlessly clicking through channels on tv. nothing could make it fade away.
then, ironically, you heard a knock at the door.
at first you wanted to just ignore it, to hope whoever was there could feel your despair through the walls and know to stay away. however, something pushed you to get up and walk to the door. even just the walk from your bed, to the living room, to the front door, felt like a journey.
"im coming," you mumbled, having to force the words out.
finally, you open the door to be met with patrick, standing there with his messily spiked-to-the-side hair and his usual band t-shirt. he gives you his sweet curved up smile, seemingly happy to see you.
"hey, you haven't answered any of my texts all day, i thought i'd come by." he said.
what he was saying internally was that he recognized your pattern, he knew that when you didn't answer him something had to be going on.
somehow, you smile glumly, murmuring out a quiet "come in".
he comfortably walks in, used to your house. he follows you with his eyes, secretly letting you lead the way, till you land on the couch, curling up. he thought it was sweet how you did that. once, he remarked that you were like a cat making itself comfortable.
he joined you on the couch, sitting close to you. you paid no mind to the proximity, he usually sat with you that way, sometimes holding your hand. or laying on your shoulder. or pulling you to lay on his. and sure, his friends joked that you seemed like a couple, but you paid no mind to that either. sure, it made your heart speed up, and created a colossal of butterflies in your stomach, but once again, you paid no mind.
and after a few moments of silence, patrick slowly leaned closer and wrapped his arms around you, just as you hoped he would. of course, all the other times he'd done this had at least a hint of friendship still remaining, but this time you found none of it. not in a negative way, but in a way that deep down you knew you couldn't continue to just be friends with him.
it never failed to surprise you how well your bodies could fit together. his arms went perfectly around your shoulders, your head flawlessly falling into the crook of his neck, with zero gaps. you could smell his natural scent, without any cologne getting in the way. embarrassingly enough, you were fan-girling over him in every way in your mind. the way his warmth enveloped you, the way the softness of his arms cradled you, and how his adorable face, and lips, were so close to yours. undeniably, it made your heart speed up.
finally snapping you out of your trance, he spoke softly,
"what's on your mind?"
you pondered the question, and realized whatever was giving you the morbs before was put on pause in his presence. slowly, you looked up at him, meeting his gentle gaze, and breathed out,
"just.. you."
the words you mumbled out without thought made your cheeks warm, as cliche as it sounds. but it was true, he was all that was on your mind. how could he not be, with the way he's holding you so closely.
he chuckled quietly, sweetly brushing your hair behind your ear. for a moment he just gazed at your face, not with confusion, but with admiration. he looked at you like you were the most precious thing to him.
you wondered why tonight felt so different with patrick. why his smile that usually seemed dorky seemed so romantic, and why the arms that've held you numerous times suddenly felt so intimate.
even in thought, you couldn't help but lean closer to his intoxicating smell and warmth. you nuzzled your head against him, and he gently rubbed circles on your back. it felt so right being there, like you were born to be there.
suddenly he brought his hand to your cheek, lifting your face up to look at him. after a brief moment of pondering, he leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss against your forehead. it surprised you, it was the first time his lips had ever touched your skin. it made you feel so flustered, and left you somehow feeling breathless.
you looked up at him with an almost dumbfounded expression and saw that you weren't the only one flustered. he looked as if he was afraid he did the wrong thing, like he just ruined a friendship he cherished so dearly.
you couldn't help but glance at his plush lips, and it didn't go unnoticed by him. he glanced at your lips before licking his own. the air felt tense now, almost heavy, but surprisingly comfortable. it was so childish how you were both flushed and nervous, which made it all the more meaningful.
finally your gaze caught his just as shy one, and an almost quiet agreement was made. he cupped your cheek once more, leaning closer to your face, and whispered hoarsely,
"i want to- i want to kiss you."
your breath hitched. his breath was shakey, and so was yours, intensifying what was already at stake, your friendship.
he blinked a few times before speaking again, this time in a worried, rushed tone,
"im- sorry, i didn't-"
he was interrupted by your sudden nerve to finally press your lips against his, savoring the electric feeling you've been yearning for. he kept his hands still on your body, more focused on pouring his love into you with his lips. you couldn't help but giggle softly against his lips at his passion, and sweetly enough, he giggled back.
when you pulled away and looked up at him, you saw him as a completely new person. not only as a friend, but as someone who loves you irrevocably. you both tried to catch your breath, still laying in your gentle embrace. the room felt lighter, and filled with a sense of relief.
after a few moments, you spoke shyly,
"...i've been waiting for that, pat."
he smiled bashfully, letting out a chuckle, before kissing your cheek.
"..i was hoping that was the case. i always felt that way about you, i just thought i'd mess it up. you're so sweet, so pretty, the complete opposite of me," he realized he was rambling, and finally said, "in conclusion, me too."
"finally"// fox mulder
fox mulder x f!reader
summary: after looking for you for two months after your abduction, mulder finally finds you.
word count: 1.5k
slowburn, fluff
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it had been two months since you were abducted during a case in new jersey, investigating multiple disappearances.
mulder, scully, and everyone else in your small corner of the FBI, had been consistently trying to find where you were being kept, especially mulder. the man hadn't gotten more than 4 hours of sleep per night knowing you were potentially in the hands of a terrorist.
every attempt to find you somehow backfired. mulder, or scully, would receive a call taunting them with your captivity multiple times throughout the weeks, all from different pay phones in numerous states. hardly any real investigating could be done to predict any motive or place where you'd be taken.
until now.
mulder was up till 5am, rereading everything that had been documented on your abduction, until he received a phone call. immediately he picked it up, and a computer automated voice spoke, "she is beneath the welmonts clock factory". immediately after the computer finished its message, the phone hung up. of course, mulder had already looked there on account of the lone gunman telling him a possible "obsession" of the abductor was clocks, and that was the oldest clock factory in the entire midwest. however, he was unsure of what "beneath" meant. without a second thought, he was out the door, and in the car.
upon arrival at the crummy old clock factory, which hadn't been in business for god knows how long, everything seemed as it was the last time mulder was there. the thought that this was a set up, a hoax to lead him to a secluded area, crossed his mind, but something told him to persevere and enter.
nothing had moved an inch since the last time he was here two weeks ago, but the air was thicker. maybe it was his anticipation to find you, or something was truly wrong with this place. he walked around quietly, inspecting things just as he had before. the whole place looked like one day everyone just left, even leaving clocks fully assembled on the various conveyer belts. while lifting his foot to walk towards the second door to exit, the tip of mulder's shoe hit something. while he was about to continue toward the exit, he instinctively looked down, noticing how the tile was subtly misplaced, and looked as if it had been jostled many times. he kneeled down, and very slowly lifted the tile up, revealing a small handle, but not a full trap door. after a small inspection, he lifted up the connected tiles surrounding the handle, and they stuck together as if manufactured that way. the full door was revealed now, and he quietly opened it. he peered in, and after seeing no visible threat, he began to climb down the small steps. he pulled out his flashlight and pointed it around, pulling his gun out and keeping it close. suddenly he heard a whimper, a sort of crying sound, and quickly turned his head to the noise, and finally spotted you.
and to put it simply, you had seen better days. your hair was knotted, clothes stained from god knows what, and eyes puffy and teary. he hastily made his way over to you and kneeled in front of you, gently reaching out his hand,
"(y/n).." he mumbled, before pulling you close, bringing your head to his shoulder.
you could do nothing but let out a soft, strained cry, and hug him back weakly.
after a few seconds of your yearning embrace, you mumbled faintly,
"mulder, we have to get out of here. he'll be back soon."
he looked as if he was pulled back into reality. he was so focused on taking in the presence that he had missed so dearly that he had forgotten there was a serious threat among the both of you.
swiftly, he picked you up, holding you protectively, and began to make his way back up the steps leading up to the clock factory. at the final step, he peered out, quickly scanning the area. after he stepped out, you shivered. it was much colder out here than it was in the dark cellar you were being held in.
you'd never seen mulder act the way he currently was, not ever. not even the plethora of times you've seen him carrying the victim of whatever case you were on to safety. while saving you, he seemed more serious about it. maybe it was because it was more personal to him, more personally important.
the look on his face told you he had no idea what to do, but he never faltered. he had a habit of doing that with you, as to not make you worry. you missed that.
he carefully opened up the back door and made his way back to his car, his eyes now filled with anger. anger for not noticing the slightly misplaced tile. anger for not doing better to save you quicker. he gently placed you in the passenger seat of the car and took off his jacket to drape it around your shoulders, even though you both knew you needed to get out of there as soon as possible. he got into the drivers seat and immediately headed to the nearest hospital while pulling out his phone and dialing a number before speaking,
"hey scully, it's mulder, i found her. im headed to the hospital. get people out to the welmonts clock factory as soon as possible."
for a moment you saw tears swell in his eyes, a slight quiver in his voice accompanying it. he hung up immediately after finishing his message, giving scully no time to question him.
you finally felt like you could rest. for two months you had been in constant fear, not knowing what the man who held you there was capable of, and not knowing if you'd ever be saved.
subconsciously, you leaned your head over to mulders shoulder, and hugged his arm. his hand subtly found yours, holding it gently, and rubbing it with his thumb. you'd missed his smell so much, and it lulled you into a much needed sleep.
when you woke up, you were in a hospital bed. the room smelt clean, much cleaner than the cellar of the clock factory. the bed was stiff but a vast upgrade compared to sleeping propped up against a concrete wall. you looked around the room, taking it in, before your eyes landed on mulder sitting on the couch, sleeping. you couldn't help but smile knowing he'd been in the room keeping you company, even while you both slept. just then, a nurse entered your room.
"you're finally awake. how do you feel?" she asked.
for a moment you'd forgotten how to speak. such kindness hadn't been a normality to you for some time.
"i feel.. safe again. though, my head hurts. its been a while since i've been able to sleep."
just then, mulder woke up, sitting up and looking at you with raised eyebrows.
"hey.. look who's awake." he said, with his usual playful grin.
though weak, you couldn't help but smile and let out a quiet giggle.
the nurse took your vitals, asked you if you needed anything, then left as quickly as she came.
mulder didn't seem to pay much mind to her, though, his eyes were on your the entire time.
he got up and sat on the edge of the bed, looking down at you with a subtle smile. then, he took a gentle hold of your hand, rubbing slow circles with his thumb. he knew it comforted you when he did that.
before your mind could process what your mouth was saying, the words "i missed you" left your lips in a whisper.
"..i felt so lost without you mulder," you continued, "i didn't know how to save myself."
he raised a hand to your cheek, cupping it gently.
"you're safe now, with me," he murmured. "i knew id find you (y/n)."
for the first time in ages, your lips curled into a sincere smile, looking up at him with vulnerability, trust, and above all, love.
he leaned down and planted a kiss on your forehead before pulling away and looking into your eyes. then, after a few moments of silence, he slowly lowered his face down, leaning his lips close to yours.
a breath caught between you, hesitation stretching far too long. his lips ghosted over yours, warming up to the feeling, before he softly pressed his lips against yours.
it felt electric, like a million confessions compacted into one kiss. tentatively, he held your face, not letting his hands go to waste. you felt the pit of love for him that had been manifesting for months finally bursting up, flowing into him.
he pulled away slightly out of breathe, before running his thumb over your bottom lip, a soft smile growing on his face. you shyly grinned back up at him. no words were needed to declare what you both were feeling in the moment.
he kissed your cheek before leaning close to your ear to whisper,
"finally."
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