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warning (will be tagged as necessary): body horror, mental illness, puppets & dolls, psychological torture, past child death, references to past pregnancy, grief, depression, frequent death mentions, hallucinations, hallucinogenics, spider & cobweb imagery

other muses: mia winters

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hey buds, could you all do me a big favour and comment on this post any faceclaims you can think of? i’m making a directory, and i’m open to anyone actor, model or singer.

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i’m really gonna sit here and make a roleplay help blog

i realised making the ethan fc list how much i enjoy scouring the internet for faceclaim suggestions, so i’ve decided to make a blog dedicated to that kind of thing

if anyone would like to find a faceclaim, a theme, memes, recommendations etc. i’m going to be doing a lot of that over on there

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Faceclaim Suggestions for Ethan Winters

Yaya (Ryan) Chamki is a model from Tunisia, likely of Arab-Berber background. Listed are possible faceclaims that might suit Ethan Winters without whitewashing him as he appears to have been in the game itself. These are based off of facial similarity to Chamki, trying to keep as close to his ethnicity as is possible, and Ethan’s age (born in 1984).

Disclaimer: these are only suggestions pulled from the Maghreb ethnic group and may not be specifically Tunisian, and are compiled based off of Chamki’s ethnicity as believed to be in June 2021. I cannot guarantee the accuracy of this given Chamki has not specified what he identifies as, therefore please use this list at your own discretion. This list is not meant to insult anyone, or whom they choose as a faceclaim for Ethan. Additions are welcome, as well as constructive notes and information, however hate (especially racism) comments/asks will just be deleted.

Special thanks to @tasksweekly​ who have incredible lists of various faceclaims and resources, that I found super useful in this search.

Marwan Kenzari - Tunisian 1983 (a lot of resources for him, especially for mlm content)

Aviv Alush - Tunisian Jewish, Yemeni Jewish 1982 (sadly very limited resources, not very similar to Chamki and Ethan in looks)

Elyas M’Barek - Tunisian, Austrian 1982 (some resources, including mlm content, however bares what I think is the least facial similarity to Chamki)

Saad Lamjarred - Moroccan 1985 (very close facial similarity to Chemki, not an actor however but does have some music video resources)

Fu'ad Aït Aattou - Moroccan, French 1980 (very limited resources, primarily a model, I’m personally torn on how much he resembles Ethan.) 

Elyes Gabel - Algerian, Indian, Mixed white European 1983 (plenty of resources, mixed race, however not Tunisian instead neighboring Algeria, some similarity facially to both Ethan’s character model and Chamki himself.)

Haaz Sleiman - Lebanese 1976 (plenty of resources, mlm content, LGBT+ actor, some similarity in the face however is older than Ethan’s canonical age and is not Maghreb. A possible alternative if you don’t like the above faceclaims, but also really don’t want a white faceclaim for Ethan.)

Alexander Koch - Lebanese, Italian-German 1988 (although a little young, I think in looks alone Koch is closest to Chamki, however not Maghreb. He’d possibly be a good alternative if you want someone who looks alike to Ethan but really don’t want a white faceclaim.)

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alex.andra dowling is a perfect fc for sherr.y birk.in but she only has historical resources and most of them her hair is also too dark

if anyone has any suggestions my ask/dms are open

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might fuck around and make this account multimuse

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SEMI- HIATUS !!

i didn’t want to do this, but since i started my medication only a few days ago i’ve completely lost interest in writing for Donna. she’s not the only thing i’ve suddenly lost interest in, but it is the one that’s bothered me the most, especially because i’ve not long taken up Donna as a muse- i think it was about two weeks ago!?

i love Donna and i’ve loved the fandom, but for whatever reason in only a few days my brain has now decided it Can’t Do That No-more Babey

so i’m putting her on a hiatus for the time being, just while my body and my meds figure each other out and let me write Donna again (it’s weird, since i don’t have any issues writing for Mia, my fics, or even Angie). 

i knew things were going to get a little funky, starting any new medications does that, but wow am i not interested in like most of my usual past times

i’ll still be lurking, might send asks or memes just to try and keep Donna’s muse alive (because I have muse, it’s getting the muse out of my head and onto the keyboard is the issue here) 

and hopefully! I’ll be back on here consistently

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good morning. i feel nothing from my meds, and i might be starting to lose muse for donna 

like i have muse, she’s there, but it’s like trying to pick up sand in boxing gloves

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Other Donna's, how do you guys work around Donna's powers? I'm nervous about them because they skirt around being god-mod like

I'm starting to feel like Donna's too nice again. I need threads where she's cruel, but I'm not sure how to handle her powers. I don't usually take on muses with mental manipulation based abilities or telepathy etc. for this reason.

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for a sec there I almost liked a man.

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James Sant, A Thorn Amidst Roses and Audre Lorde, “Walking Our Boundaries”

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1975 Picture Series: “The Castaways”

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What's your muse’s vibe? - stolen from @urias-beast, tagging anyone who wants to

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Donna is asexual, biromantic with a big lean towards the feminine.

She's quick to fall in love with people who come to her home, either as servants or other workers, if they're kind and soft spoken. It's mostly a fleeting crush that never ends well for them, as they usually end up trapped in the house and a whirlwind of hallucinations. Donna is unstable with these crushes, often they turn sinister and become driven by Donna's intense desire not to be alone.

Two women and one man hold a more permanent place in her heart, even if Miranda ended up twisting that love into pieces. These three were people Donna never wanted to hurt, who she willingly let go because her feelings for them were real, and not just frenzied crushes on whomever was remotely nice to her. (they never got far though, Miranda set the lycans on them...). The man was Claudia's father, and he wanted to take them both away with him, into the outside world- what a silly dream.

Donna isn't allowed to love. She isn't allowed to feel. When Donna feels things, her powers are far less controlled, they can affect anyone even Miranda, and what else is she good for than creating masterful, controlled hallucinations.

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Someone sit down before me and convince me that Claudia's father wasn't the son of former outsiders, who lives in the village bringing produce to the Heisenberg, Salvatore and Beneviento households after his father got too old to do it

Some Dev Pa/tel looking homely guy in soft, over worn jumpers and scruffy hair, bit of beard, smiles at Donna and is polite to Angie. His hands are worn from hard work but his eyes are so kind she can't bear the thought of using him as a playmate-

He's lovely and Donna doesn't know what to do with herself, oh no

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ANYA CHALOTRA Photographed for Episode Magazine