soon to be Skinni Legend™

5'6 SW: 170 CW: 137 UGW:130 / active September 2020 / sort of recovering so pls don't ask abt coaching or to be 'ana buddies' or whatever /

[basicallyabat-deactivated202401]

I just feel obligated to say this...

… The things I post here are unhealthy. They are bad. If you ever sometimes look at them and think, “That’s crazy,” or “I don’t think I want to do this anymore,” then that’s awesome. And you should hold onto that feeling.

It isn’t weak. It’s strong.

Recovery isn’t fat, or weak. It’s choosing life over death. Because you either recover or die. Ana isn’t forever. 400 calories or less a day isn’t sustainable.

So yes. I am unhealthy. This blog is unhealthy. The mindset required to follow this blog is unhealthy.

You all already know that.

I just wanted to remind all of you that if you ever, ever feel like quitting, it’s okay to quit. Despite the meanspo and the sweetspo, it’s okay. You are not actually a lardass or a fat fucker for deciding to live a real life.

That’s all. 💖

[waitingwatchingwaiting]

me fasting: I don’t wanna do this

me binging: I don’t wanna do this

me restricting: I don’t wanna do this

me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this

[benevolent-peach]

I am the Worst Anorexic

[waitingwatchingwaiting]

me fasting: I don’t wanna do this

me binging: I don’t wanna do this

me restricting: I don’t wanna do this

me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this

[curseworm]

the inherent shame of beginning… dont look at me while i learn

[emailgf]

I wish everyone would admit that classic literature is inherently difficult to read, and that you shouldn’t feel stupid if you don’t “get it”. Especially the dark academia/ classic lit fandoms and stuff. Like unless you have the vocabulary and pop culture knowledge of an 18th century nobleman, it’s going to be a tough read. It’ll take you longer to read; you’re not stupid if you’ve spent several months on a single book! And you don’t have to enjoy everything. It’s okay if you got bored after one chapter of Wuthering Heights, and couldn’t be bothered to read the rest. It’s okay if you want to read your favourite kids book for the 10th time instead. You’re not stupid. No piece of literature is inherently better, more “important”, more “meaningful”, or more “intellectual” than another. First and foremost, read what brings you joy.

[benevolent-peach]

LMFAOOOO y'all look at what happened on twitter

[rancid-fawn]

[benevolent-peach]

i'm so glad I joined ed twitter :')

[iloveycu]

“you’re so sweet!” thank you i have abandonment issues

[mysterymeat6649127739816]

why is everything so hard but not actually that hard just i cant do it

[covthin-deactivated20210314]

idk who needs to see this but spices dont have calories u dont have to eat bland food

[beautifulminduglythings-moved]

bitches will be like “i love animals” but hate themselves…… you are an animal girl. <3 love yourself. peace on planet earht 

[benevolent-peach]

when you say fuck it and eat a bag of takis for breakfast because "it's four servings I'll be sooooo full until dinner !!!!" but you're an idiot and have 8 hours until your shitty frozen beef merlot ,,meal''

[greatwhiteprivilege]

i feel so dumb and embarrassed after expressing any emotion

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

"ur so quiet" thanks i am trying not to exist at aII

[benevolent-peach]

[benevolent-peach]

I just binged !!!! Fuck !!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!