He abandoned her because she couldn’t handle the pressure
Of knowing that every happy moment had a dark valley following
In her head, she was captive to her emotions and phobias
They chained her up and plastered her on a wall for all to see,
For all to judge and scrutinize the scars on her frail feeble arms.
Joe orchestrated ways to unabashedly bash her self esteem,
Through sweet phrases he slithered into the nape of her insecurities
Her insecurities that he claimed to carry with her
Were now his to string along her emotions and ambitions
And dissolve her mind in the acidity of his toxic lies.
Time lapsed,
She relapsed,
Scarred her laps
And now he gently places her heart on her laps
And, with strict calculation, extrapolates the impossibility of their love
On the graph of her endless devotion, now blurred with tear lines.
She sits,
She weeps,
Her lips,
Do sip,
The drip drop
Of blood from atop
Her crown of thorns
Rosy with blood
For all the harm
She did to herself,
And on the headstone she carries slowly to her grave,
She places a tiny hourglass, full of all the rubies in her past,
They, a brave mark of the time she had love, courage and colour.
And now, on a desolate field, she lays her headstone,
And with her scarred and tiny tender fingers,
Starts to scratch the dry, barren earth, swallowing dust
With a face of disgust.
Every inch she digs, her tears well in the hole of her heart
And release torrents upon torrents of a minds bleeding woe
On the dusty ground.
It softens,
It opens
A world she can be accepted in,
Lonely
Dark
Barren as the womb of her mind.
Where freaks like her congregate in desolation.
She is a meek freak
Quite literally sick.
Merited with abuse and accusations,
Paired with the leprosy of society,
For she is contagious and outrageously generous with her condition.
She is a sick freak,
Her ambitions not worth a dime,
Her heart not worth a happy chime.
That’s why she wants to die.
But she’ll always conveniently lie
And turn her darkness into a fake smile.