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carelvss:

❛huh, you’re right, it is just you and me – guess that means the guy i was talking about was me.❜

with a smirk upon his profile, declan then wasted no more time in leaning forward as his hand rested against konstantin’s cheek, lips soon finding their place against opposing ones whilst the lids of brown orbs fluttered closed into a contact that he had honestly been wanting from the moment he lay eyes upon the russian, not to mention the fact that he wanted to help him feel better since he was clearly feeling down over someone who had massively hurt him.

    despite all the signs pointing towards the obvious, konstantin     wasn’t expecting the sudden feeling of soft lips pressing upon     his own coupled with a palm against his cheek which instantly     caused heated blush to flourish wildly. heart began to beat up     a frenzy within caged chest, the russian almost wanting to melt     into an intimacy that he had been craving for since he lost his     only love, and there was no denying just how beautiful and     alluring declan was; but stupidly, all he could think about was     him. the man that he told himself held ownership to his lips,     held control over his heart as well as over any sense of just     moving on, despite how much he desired to be wanted, he     was desperate to be needed and needing back. konstantin     was someone that eagerly wanted to be LOVED, but the russian     that had broke his heart stopped that from happening, palm     gentle as it pushed against declan’s chest in order to break     the kiss, honestly ashamed and upset that he was forced to     do such a thing in the first place.

    ❛---- i ---- i c-cannot do t-that, i a-am sorry.❜

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carelvss:

❛i think i might know someone who can prove you so very wrong, he just so happens to be nearby – i bet he’d change your whole outlook on the never being able to move on deal. and besides, he KNOWS you’re boy- friend material.❜

   curious optics looked around the environment, nothing but bleakness    within the night-time illumination coupled with immense silence bar    the vocals that had echoed from the other male. there was nothing,    nobody, konstantin allowing furrowed brows to turn back towards    declan as a smile, lopsided and confused, tugged upon his profile.

   ❛--------- who? there is no person but me and you?❜

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carelvss:

❛you will move on, trust me, you won’t be like this forever. i know that this guy has hurt you, that’s pretty obvious, but if he isn’t coming back then you shouldn’t be sulking over him. you should be out there find- ing yourself a new guy! someone who won’t just up and leave you.❜

  ❛i -- i really do not think i can. m-move on, f-find new man, i can not    do that...no. b-besides, as if man would want me, i am not good    boyfriend material, that h-has been proven once, i d-do not need    to h-have it proven other time, no? i - i deserve to be this way.❜

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xrunawcy:

it was only mere seconds after konstantin had felt that moment of pure bliss that damon’s own climax took over his entire body, hands holding on tighter to the opposing males own as his thrusts kept up a pace for a short moment before eventually starting to slow down, chest heavily rising and falling with heavy breaths and sweat clung to his skin from the intimacy. as his movements now came to a halt, damon pulled away from being buried within the crook of the russian’s neck so that his profile was now inches from konstantin’s own, lips then gently pressing against the luscious ones that were opposite in a brief kiss. he felt like this moment was truly perfect, never wanting it to end as he pulled away from the kiss so that he could gaze into mesmerizing blue orbs that opposed, small smile now stretching upon his profile as his hands still held onto konstantin’s own.

❛p-perfect one here is y o u.❜

  konstantin had never felt like this before, never being able to experience   what it was like to be fully intimate with someone without the fear of them   scurrying away in claiming that it was wrong, not that he assumed damon   was in for the long haul but it still felt amazing none-the-less. smile swept   upon features that were completely sweat-veiled, tresses sticking upon   the smooth skin of forehead as his hues gazed up towards the older   man’s own, almost feeling overwhelmed to the point he could feel the   corners of optics beginning to burn; was he seriously about to start   crying in front of damon? the russian had to suppress that and he   knew it, the last thing that he wanted the other man to assume was   that he was feeling anything negative, something that would have   been the furthest thing from the truth in this moment as legs, slightly   quivering, kept themselves bound around opposing waist, keeping   damon as selfishly close to him as humanly possible as profile   leaned upwards in order to press a full kiss against the luscious   lips that made his own tingle into a complete frenzy. speechless,   overwhelmed and konstantin was okay with that, hands squeezing   lightly against the ones held in his own upon doing so.

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carelvss:

❛you’re not gonna be grieving forever, man, it just seems like that right now, but it’ll all be okay eventually, i promise. if you ask me? he’s a fucking idiot for leaving you behind.❜

   ❛i -- i was not good e-enough for him, no m-matter what would have     happened between u-us. he would have realized mistake h-he had     m-made in b-being with me if his papa w-would have accepted. that     i-is truth...i t-try to move on like i know dimitri has done b-but what if     i never do? what if i a-am lonely and sad forever?❜

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xrunawcy:

the feeling of opposing legs wrapping around his body only caused his thrusts to become much quicker than they were before, teeth sinking deeper into weakened pulse as he could now feel the sparks of his own climax becoming known at the pit of his stomach, knowing that he was only mere moments away from that moment of complete and utter bliss taking over his entire body. hands still held tightly onto the russians own, squeezing them with every hard thrust that was pushed within such perfectly snug walls, causing muffled moans and groans to spill from damon’s lips against the other mans neck, truly feeling like he never wanted this moment to ever come to an end, not when this felt so damn perfect to him.

   grimace pulled against slender features as each hard thrust drove    konstantin to the inevitable release, the feeling of the older man    buried deeply within snug walls, the warming contact of holding    hands coupled with the teeth sinking into frail pulse sending him    into a state of bliss that he had never experienced before. despite    having one ounce of intimacy within his life, the russian almost    felt virginal considering dimitri had become nothing but a ghost,    the fact that damon was the one currently taking his breath away    something he was sure would never be forgotten. as heels of    feet dug harder against the small of opposed back, butterflies    fluttering in a frenzy within his stomach as consistent moans    and russian tone of ‘s-so perfect, d-daddy’ streamed shaken    from twin-flesh, konstantin couldn’t control his climax any more.    reaction was swift as darkened tresses suddenly rolled back    against pillows, loud moan echoing into the four walls of the    room as back arched from the sheets, heavy release flowing    from a length as the height of his arousal truly took hold, hands    squeezing tightly against damon’s own as he rode out his utter    high, groans of a completely elated nature made audible upon    doing so.

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carelvss:

❛who left you? just breathe, calm down and tell me what’s going on, yeah? don’t say sorry, you’re clearly upset and i’m here to help you feel better.❜

  ❛---- d-dimitri. h-he -- he was supposed to be soulmate, w-with me forever    b-but...it is complicated. t-there is nothing that can make me better, i am    s-sorry. i am destined to grieve forever.❜

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xrunawcy:

hearing the word he desired to fill the room once again caused a shiver to tingle down his spine, motions only picking up a rapid pace as konstantin stated how close he was, damon now desperate for him to reach that inevitable point of no return – he needed it badly. both hands now reached to grab onto opposing ones, fingers lacing with the russians own before pinning them both down against the mattress, profile then leaning forward to bury within the crook of the others neck, teeth nibbling against sensitive pulse whilst thrusts kept up their frantic pace.

   there was no stopping the constant whimpering moans that fell into    the atmosphere, hands bonding with damon’s own in a tightened    manner that he hadn’t experienced in what felt like centuries, kon    then allowing his legs to wrap around the small of opposing back    in order to drive the pleasures deeper. he was feeling selfish and    incredibly needy ( perhaps for reasons of rebound ), desiring as    much as the older man was willing to give as he could feel him-    self reaching that inevitable climax more and more as time rolled    onward. goosebumps trailed over the russian’s physique from    the nibbles that flourished upon weakened pulse, profile moving    to the side instantly in order to expose the flesh of his neck that    he again selfishly wanted completely covered in markings. may-    be being marked by damon in that way would allow him to move    on from someone he would never even see again, it was a false    hope but it was all he had right now, optics clenching tightly shut    as he could feel himself faltering on the line of release rapidly.

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carelvss:

❛ruined my day? no, i didn’t mean it like that, man, i was just wondering what’s got you looking so down. you look like some- one just told you that your pet died —- that’s…that’s not what happened is it?❜

   ❛n-no, no, i do not have p-pet. no. i -- i am grieving, that is a-all. they     a-are not gone, b-but ---- t-they have left and i do not know how to     cope. i -- i am sorry. it is n-not your problem, y-yes? i should smile     f-for you instead, no? p-perhaps as way to say sorry?❜

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xrunawcy:

smirk never once shifted from damon’s profile, motions with the lower half of his body still keeping up a slight quickened pace, not wanting to stop for even a second, not when he was already so close to the point of no return also. but the words that had streamed from opposing lips a few moments ago were like music to his ears and he NEEDED to hear it again, he needed to hear it coming from konstantin since he was craving it more than ever right now.

❛what you j-just called me —— say it a-again.❜

    soft squeaked moans pooled from parted twin-flesh, back of blonde     tresses rolling against the pillows from the slightly quickened actions     that were taking place upon his sweet spot, konstantin knowing from     the butterflies that clenched inside his stomach, that he wouldn’t last     much longer. the order that was sent from damon however made him     suddenly aware of what he had said, he had actually said that, per-     haps that was due to the fact the other man was older or maybe it     was an actual kink making itself known, husked moans following     a word he couldn’t actually believe he was going to state a second     time around, russian strong in his dialect.

   ❛---- d-daddy. a-aah! i d-do not k-know -- how much longer i c-can --❜

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     ❛—- uh...i am sorry? if my expression ruined day? i did not mean it...❜

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    he was already reaching the point of no return, soft whimpers falling     from supple twin-flesh in the unknowing of what damon meant, what     noises or words had he created that he wasn’t even aware of in his     completely aroused state? slender digits maintained tightened grip     upon the others shoulders, a center point where kon could focus as     orbs finally fluttered up in a gaze of misty lust, looking towards the     other man in wondering.

    ❛—- w-what -- what sounds?❜

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irvnhydra:

❛all these questions and stumbling over your own words, are you sure you’re not high right now or something? sure seems like it.❜

  ❛you are intimidation, angry when i was only nice - that is why i    s-stumble, yes? you have made it clear i cannot say good, uh...    right thing to you. i am not drug-abuser, i am just konstantin.❜

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irvnhydra:

❛…what the hell is wrong with you? you on drugs or something? cause i’m no dealer if that’s why you’re hanging around me.❜

    ❛d-drugs? i -- no, i have never touched drug in my l-life? i do not      understand? why would you say that? all because i say sorry?      that -- that is not actions of drug-abuser, no?❜

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irvnhydra:

❛are you always this sickeningly nice? you can stop with the apologies.❜

    ❛uh, i -- nice? yes, a-all the time? that is just nature, i s-suppose. but,      apologies, right. sorry. i -- i mean -- i am sorry for apologizing, i -- ugh.      i wish i could shut up...sorry.❜

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irvnhydra:

❛well i’m fine, there you have your answer, huh? are you done wasting my time now?❜

    ❛----oh. i -- i did not mean to w-waste time. i -- i am sorry. sorry.❜