It was the same visions, over and over. The same room⊠the same house⊠the same wolf with its bloodied teeth glaring at her. But this time her parents were already dead. She could recite their death off by heart in her subconscious state. Her father was lying with his chest carved open like an autopsy. The intestines trailed across the floor with blood splattering the walls. Wolves gnawed into his flesh as her mother sacrificed herself for her. It had already happened. Her mother was at her feet, dead with her eyes wide open.
But this time there was a third corpse lying on the floor. For some reason, Lucy could not recognize who it was. She laid face down, her brunette hair the same shade as hers shrouding her shoulders⊠Lucy approached her and lightly tugged at her arm to reveal her face and immediately she sprung back and fell down. Out of sheer horror, she could not breathe. Her sister, dead⊠blood poured out of her mouth as her dead body moved on its own accord.Â
âYou left me behind. Have you forgotten what I look like? You left me behind. You left me behind. You left me behindâŠâ she repeated over and over as she stood on her feet and edged toward Lucy. Her hand reached out and seemed to magically tear threw her torso. She watched in terror as her intestines were pulled and dragged out the way her fatherâs did. âNo! NO!â She screeched and squirmed but it was soon brought to an end with a snap of a neck. But in the dream it did not kill her. But it hurt. Her neck was twisted all the way around a hundred and eighty degrees.
Another nightmare. - she screamed in high pitched terror as she bolted up right from her sleep. When she had awoken the place was dark and in that brief moment she saw her sister in the corner of the room, edging closer to her the way she had done in her nightmare. No, she was awake wasnât she?? Wake up⊠WAKE UP!
âBenji! BENJI!â She screeched; her hands frantically clutched around her waist and to her neck with shaky grasps as the images of her stomach being ripped open and her neck broken and twisted re-played in her mind. It hurt. Her neck hurt⊠it felt so real. She seemed so real. But - the place where she stood by the end of her bed, now was vacant, she was gone.
I canât⊠I canât⊠I canât do this any more. I just want them to stop haunting me, I just want it all to stop. She chucked a pillow at the place where her sister stood. Lucy burst into tears as she screamed. Her heart was pounding so vigorously against her chest she felt as though it may stop entirely.Â
She needed to go back there, back to where it happened. She had to⊠it was something that had been bothering her for a while, and the longer she feared and dreaded even stepping foot in Direfield yet alone the cottage where her parents were murdered⊠where she⊠abandoned her sister⊠the more the night terrors worsened. Her subconscious wanted her to go back. Not even the medication was working tonight.
Since the first time he had met Lucy he had taken great precautions to keep his other form hidden from her. The werewolf that had attacked her at home and the fox that had attacked her on the way to Isolon were engraved in the young shifterâs memories. Both of which were animals he could resemble. It was unfortunate since he rather liked to run around on four legs instead of two, but he didnât regret the choice to have Lucy live at his home.Â
Recovering from his injuries took time, but he was back to snip top shape soon enough. His posture stood a bit straighter and his smile was a bit brighter. Alleviated was what he felt, and it was nice. Work was picked back up and his previous routine before the fight was restored. Today was no different. Now that he was able to shift freely without reopening any wounds he was back at the deliveries. Packages were made and sent off for hours before he closed up the shop and made his way home.Â
By the time he reached the front door he was in his humanoid form with his clothes on. Back into routine he went with chatting with Lucy and dinner. Afterwards he relieved the girl from the dishes so she could get ahead on rest. After the chores were taken care of he finally retired to his room where he spent the next several minutes reading over a novel. The bedside lamp was turned on, but dim enough for his eyes to make out the text. With only a fourth of the novel left he had managed to doze off into light sleep. His eyes closed and head nodding slightly as he leaned against the bed frame. Â
All of that was interrupted when he was suddenly woken up but a shrill shriek. It screamed bloody murder and it was near deafening with his sharp hearing. Benjamin rushed out of bed and nearly hit the nightstand from how unbalanced he was for a few seconds.  When he collected his sight and movement over his feet he directed his frantic steps out of his bedroom and over to towards Lucy's.Â
âLucy!â He yelled just as he breached the door to slam it open and enter the room. Fear hung heavily in the air and it spiked the concern tenfold when he saw just how disheveled the other shifter was. âLucy- Lucy, Iâm here.â He hurried over to the bedside to lay his hands on her shoulders. âItâs okay, Iâm here.â Worry lined his facial features as he knelt down.