Zero Benji

Hello I'm Zero I'm a tran autistic man my old account zerotheblankone got shadow band so I made a new one

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My child

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How should my fanfic end?

just stop it right where it is

add more fluff/smut and ignore the end of the world

figure out a way to stop the second coming

Voting ended onJul 16

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I've been thinking about this all week so I drew it

[suggestive?] Maybe but I'm not risking it. Image below cut

My brain is slowly rotting because of this show.

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What if Crowley had actually accepted Aziraphale's offer to go to heaven along side him?

^ my fanfic I've been working on for the past month. v

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I'm still working on it but there's quite a lot of content right now.

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Their reactions are vastly different

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The cover for my aziracrow fanfic

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I'm making a aziracrow/ineffable husbands fanfic and I need to decide on a name.

The plot is that right after session two, and Crowley goes to heaven with Aziraphale. There's going to be lots of angst so yeah.

which name should I choose for this fanfic

Big mistakes

heaven is worse than hell

grounded together

nothing rewrites pain (this is my favorite)

new and returning memories

never meant to be an angel

things never change

heaven isn't worth you

long lasting pain

what are we in the end

haven't I given enough

clipped wings, torn hearts

Voting ended onMay 18

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A drawing I made of them during math class

Me ranting about the ending v

Don't get me wrong the ending is well written. But it kinda just doesn't match the story in my opinion. Either make it a sad ending, them sacrificing themselves and the screen cuts to black, the end. Or find a way for them to get a happy ending where they are still angels/demons, I'm not exactly sure how that would work but maybe they worked with Jesus to change the end of the world, just like they did with Adam. That would make the most sense because Adam was the anti-christ and they convinced him to change the outcome, without changing the world. So it should be the same with Christ.

The ending does nothing to address the millennia of trauma that both aziraphale and Crowley went through. Aziraphale has religious trauma as the god that should care about them, was apparently ready to destroy humanity. And he was constantly told that he wasn't worthy of being an angel. Crowley had to fall for just asking a few questions. He had been kept at arms length by the one person that mattered to him for 6000 years. Told that he could love or care because he was a demon. This ending does nothing to help them process these problems. This ending is similar to the trope of a character being redeemed just to die. There's no extra character development, because they are different people now. The trauma that they both went through is what made them who they are, the human versions of them didn't have that. These humans aren't aziraphale and Crowley, they're just people who look and speak like them.

This ending also doesn't help with the emotional investment. Like what this ending says is 'look they met each other in every universe'. But this was already established. They met each other in every time period despite being on opposite sides, we know they'll always meet each other.

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Why is writing always like :

In your head :*the most poetic, beautiful, lovely thing you've ever heard or thought about*

And when you write it down: "and it was like really pretty or whatever, and stuff"

It makes me so mad when I have an idea for a fanfic and when I write it down it just turns out like shit!

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Heavily scared 10th doctor my beloved.

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Pls no hate.

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Chara.

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I just got a new obsession

Headcannons for my version of the 10th doctor (:

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AHHHH

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I don't really know if I like this drawing. Lol

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I painted this for my father, he loves the Beatles

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Very old Twilight drawing