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[beomdefsoul]

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[beomdefsoul]

A imagine where y/n is dating Mark and the rest of got7 treats her like a little sister. But her ex came to find her(didn't treat her well). So got7 protected her. Is that too long? >< I just found your page and i love your writing💕

Danger No More

Mark Tuan x Reader

Fluff

A/n: I'm sorry for being away for so long and thank you for supporting my writing cries T.T I hope you still like them hehehe.

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"Have we not made ourselves clear? Or do you need something more?" Mark questioned with cold eyes staring right into his soul.

"I'm sorry for the mess. I'll clean it up." You said as you started picking up the broken glass shards from the floor, a result of the fight with your ex from earlier on.

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A loud bang from the door swinging wide open was heard as you were texting away on your phone with Mark, discussing about what to do when him and the boys come over later.

Taken aback, you turned your head towards the noise and was shocked to see your ex right at the door with a rather angered expression.

"So you moved on fast huh? I knew you were doing things behind my back when we were still together. I guess you just couldn't wait?" He accused and charged towards you - the next moment you knew, he was gripping onto your wrist tightly and you were pressed against the wall.

"I have never done anything wrong when we were still tog-" Your sentence was cut short as you flinched when he grabbed the vase from the table beside and threw it on the floor; and this was the main reason why you broke things off with him - his anger issues and abusive tendencies.

"How is he better than me, huh?"

"It was never about him! Do you not see the issues with yourself?" You yelled, albeit shaky from the scare.

"Hey! What do you think you're doing?" Mark shouted from the door as both you and your ex turned towards him with your eyes literally begging for Mark to save you.

Mark had always knew about the past with your abusive ex and was thus very gentle with you in fear of triggering various bad memories and you were grateful for that and not forgetting to mention that his soft demeanour keeps you at ease too.

The boys ran in and immediately pulled your ex away from you while shoving him towards the door.

"You're really less than a man for threatening a girl like this." Jackson chided.

"Just move on, man. Reflect on yourself too." Bambam added as they started to surround your ex as he being to retaliate, wanting to get close to you again.

Sensing his actions, Mark held onto you as you hid behind him. Knowing how protective the boys are, you felt reassured knowing that he will never make it to you without them beating the life out of him and you were right as Jaebeom shoved him to the ground with a single push.

"Don't you dare get any closer. Leave this house now or things are going to turn uglier." Jaebeom growled; not wanting to throw the first punch as they are still idols after all and your relationship with Mark was yet to be revealed.

"Have we not made ourselves clear? Or do you need something more?" Mark questioned with cold eyes staring right into his soul.

Intimidated by the seven boys, he scrabbled up on his feet and turned for the door but not without giving you a warning - "Just you wait."

"Try us." Yugyeom said as he shut the door in his face.

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"Are you okay?" Mark immediately turned towards you and enveloped you into his embrace.

"I'm sorry for the mess. I'll clean it up." You broke away from his hug and started picking up the shard to which Mark squatted down and stopped you.

"It's okay babe. I'll do it. I'm here alright? There's no need to be afraid." Mark comforted as he took you into his arms once again, knowing how much you were trying to control your fear and emotions.

"Okay we want a hug too!" The boys chimed as they ran towards you and surrounded you with their warmth as you chuckled from their adorable antics.

"I'll always be here." Mark said as he felt you eased into his hug. You know, you always know - With Mark, he'll never let you feel danger again.

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[beomdefsoul]

Hi! Its been awhile since ive seen you here, just wanted to check up on you.. how are you?

hey love! i’m so sorry i’ve been busy with work but you can always send me a dm/ note if you need me!

[beomdefsoul]

This blog is the reason i got to know one of the most important person in my life🥺 we bonded over your writings^^

awwh! that’s really sweet to hear and i’m so honoured to be part of it! i’m so sorry i haven’t been writing much but since i’m much more free now, i have time to write so i guess it’s more bonding time for y’all again? ❤️

[beomdefsoul]

Hi 🥺

I was wondering if you're still taking requests

have a good day/night❤️

hello love,

yes, i’m still taking in requests so do send me yours!

have a good day/ night too 🥰

[pinkmatters-deactivated20220507]

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[beomdefsoul]

Masterlist!

Hello guys!! I have created a Masterlist and I will keep updating it everytime I have a new post~ Hope you enjoy my stories <3 and I’ll reblog my updated masterlist every week because stupid me has really no idea how to put it in my description. :,)

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[got7ent]

bambam1a: 7YEARS GOT7 💚 IGOT7

Our story will never end

[kangyeosaang]

Last Piece Live Video (Hommage Ver.) · Yugyeom + Jinyoung

[parkshwa-deactivated20220906]

What’s with the trend of gif makers suddenly shaming fanfic writers? Or fanfic writers shaming other fanfic writers because they don’t write the “right” things? We’re all fan creators. What’s the difference in “respecting” an idol when you write something smutty and making a gif set with them thrusting/crotch shots/etc? 

Ultimately, you can just blacklist the tags you don’t want to see. 

Ultimately, you’re just making yourself look like a virtue signaling asshole when you pick this topic to go off on. 

Trying to say that idols interact with fans more than other celebrities is just not true. Look at any of their accounts and name one that has more than a handful of replies to accounts that aren’t brand/celebrity accounts. Trying to say that they are going to see the fics really isn’t that true either. Most accounts on twitter I know have BTS accounts blocked. If they go looking for them, that’s on the individual idol. Fuck, BTS has a whole ass official fanfic game. 

I think the main thing that people don’t understand when it comes to this is that pretty much every single fanfic author I talk to doesn’t view the Namjoon or Hongjoong or Seonghwa or Jungkook or ANY of the idols they write for as the idol. Most of them write aus so far from the real world that really all they’re doing is using their name and a couple personality traits. 

The thing to take away from this is that, personally, writing kpop fanfic is really just a way to let my stories have an audience. Just slap an idol’s name on a character and you have people who will read the fic. It’s an open sandbox for you to play around with and a community to be part of. Writing can be incredibly isolating. It takes hours to write one fic. To give you an idea, if I focus on writing for a solid 20 minutes, I can usually write 500-600 words. I know authors who write faster. I know authors who write slower. So putting that much time into a story is scary. It’s scary if you don’t know people will read it, so writing for a community offers some safety. 

Creating is human nature. Some people draw. Some people write. Some people make gifs. It is all valid. To try to say that people shouldn’t create or to try to say that they should be ashamed to create is, quite frankly, real shitty behavior. 

[thatmultifandomhoe]

This deserves all the notes

[choo94]

𝐿𝑖𝑚 𝐽𝑎𝑒𝑏𝑒𝑜𝑚 , 𝑖𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠 ... 𝑠ℎ𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑦 (ノ▽〃)

Cute Jaebeom is the most adorable thing in the world, lets more and more love and support him <333

[beomdefsoul]

Hi! Its been a while since we talked! Congrats on ur job btw

hi babe! 🥰 yes, it’s been soooo long and i most definitely missed you as well as writing too!

thank you so much, love! i hope you’re doing well too! ❤️

[beomdefsoul]

Ill-Fated Pt.2

Ill-Fated Pt. 1

Jaebeom x Reader

Angst

A/n: Omg it’s been so long since I last wrote something so please pardon me if it isn’t up to standard :( Do keep your requests coming in! hehe

“If I were that great, why didn’t he want to choose me?”

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[beomdefsoul]

Ill-Fated Pt.2

Ill-Fated Pt. 1

Jaebeom x Reader

Angst

A/n: Omg it's been so long since I last wrote something so please pardon me if it isn't up to standard :( Do keep your requests coming in! hehe

"If I were that great, why didn't he want to choose me?"

"Come on, let's go to your favourite café to get some warm coffee for your cold little heart, shall we?" Jinyoung joked, trying to lift the mood up in hopes that you'll forget about the man who broke your heart, even if it's something only for that moment.

You squinted your eyes at him before tangling your arm around his and leaping towards the direction of the café, "Let's go!"

You know how people always joked about how the more you don't want to see someone, the chances of the both of you meeting increases? And that's exactly the case the moment you pushed the door of the café and heard the melodious voice that once whispered sweet nothings into your ears as you fell asleep.

There was Jaebeom, with his arms around the waist of his girlfriend at the cashier while looking at the petite girl with honey pouring out of his eyes before he diverted his attention to order.

"Let's go elsewhere, babe." Jinyoung said as he quickly pulled your wrist but was taken aback when you moved in the opposite direction and into the café, "It's okay, Jinyoung. I'm all good."

"You... sure?" "Most definitely." "Alright then. Let's go."

Jinyoung took the upper hand as he held your hands into the café and towards the cashier. 

Sensing movement between him, Jaebeom turned and it was obvious that you could see the shock in his eyes as he immediately let go of his girlfriend's waist and scratched his nape while looking at you. Looking at the situation, Jinyoung quickly tried to catch the attention of Jaebeom, "Hey! It's been long since I last saw you! Busy with work?"

"Oh.. Yeah, yeah. I recently got a new job as you know." Jaebeom replied with an awkward chuckle before turning to look at you again while your eyes were fixated on the girl with a gentle smile.

"Let's sit together after you guys have ordered!" Jaebeom's girlfriend suggested as she gave you a bright smile.

"Alright!" You replied before they got their orders and started looking for a table.

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"Are you sure you're okay with sharing tables with them? I mean we can always takeaway and go catch a movie at home or something."

"Don't be silly, Jinyoung. I'm fine. It'll be a great chance for Jaebeom and you to catch up too!" You'll be lying if you said that seeing Jaebeom and his girl didn't hurt you at all but you were surprised that it didn't affect you as much as you thought it would. Maybe, that's the power of time.

Jinyoung just gave you a simple smile before nodding, knowing that nothing could change your mind.

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"So... How have you been?" Jaebeom asked as you sipped on your drink.

"I found a new job after we graduate and is doing pretty well now, I guess?" You laughed as you answered awkwardly and Jaebeom giving you the gentle smile you once loved as he took in your voice and attention that he missed.

"Are you single?" You were taken aback by this sudden question from his girlfriend, "I'm sorry if it's sudden! Like I've heard stories from Jaebeom about you and was just wondering if such a gem like you is taken!"

You shot Jaebeom a quick look before answering, "Oh, yes; I'm single." Deep down all you were thinking about was why did Jaebeom share stories about you to his girlfriend? What relationship between the two of you did he mention when talking about you? Friend? Best friend? Or someone he loved? And the throbbing question of, 'If I were that great, why didn't he want to choose me?'

Jinyoung took your hand that was under the table and gave it a pat before placing it on his thigh as a form of comfort. Little did the both of you know that Jaebeom saw and took everything into account as he felt a pang of jealousy shot through him.

After the question, it was obvious that your reaction wasn't that great anymore as you sunk more into your chair, recalling the memories you had with Jaebeom.

"I think we should go, we have something to attend to." Jinyoung said as he held you up and tried to get the both of you out of the café, seeing how restless you had become.

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Jaebeom couldn't help but kept thinking back about the gesture earlier and how your Instagram accounts had a significant amount of each other. It was strange, however, the more he thought about it, the worse he felt. He couldn't quite pinpoint what was the exact feeling. Was it anger? Jealousy? Or was it the realisation that he still had something for you after so long? Before he knew it, he was out of the house, walking aimlessly trying to find answers.

On the other hand, you were rather surprised that even though you were affected by the question, you got over it rather quickly as you reached home and got ready to watch movies with Jinyoung on the couch.

"You okay?" Jinyoung asked as he took a popcorn from your bowl; "I mean she asked the question just now..."

"I'm surprisingly not even thinking about it now like I feel that I've learnt to let go, not completely, I have to admit but it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would be. Besides, I have you to watch movies and do all sorts of things with me whenever I'm sad."

Jinyoung shot you his signature look, "I wonder who was the one that was all sad over him two months back?" he said before mimicking how you acted then as you burst into laughter before head locking him, "Stop making fun of me!"

Jaebeom, who was right outside the door the whole time after he found himself unknowingly walking to your house turned back as he walked away after hearing the entire interaction.

It was then, he realised. It was the anger that he let you go the other time and the jealousy that his best friend was able to have the time and attention of the girl that he still loves from before with the new addition of the sadness that he could never go back to the time before, when the ones sitting on the couch and having childish batters were the both of you.

It was, an ill-fated love, just for one. But who was he to blame?

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[beomdefsoul]

Masterlist!

Hello guys!! I have created a Masterlist and I will keep updating it everytime I have a new post~ Hope you enjoy my stories <3 and I’ll reblog my updated masterlist every week because stupid me has really no idea how to put it in my description. :,)

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[beomdefsoul]

Im new to your page and i wanted to know first if you still write? If so could you do a part 2 to Ill-Fated with a lot of angst( JB is jealous of the new budding relationship between jinyoung and Y/N) something like that. If possible?

omg i honestly feel so bad because i have a job now and i really write so little but i have tons of half written stories in my notes! HAHAH but since you asked for it, you’re gonna get it! ❤️ i’ve haven’t been receiving requests but i’m glad you did! hehe stay tuned ya! i’ll be up in 2 days time max! 🥰

[imjaebumaf]

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