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[berdlystudying]

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howdy fella fartsmellas! been a while since ive posted on here. im an ADULT now with BIG PLANS for THIS YEAR!!!!!!!! i am an ARTIST, STUDENT, ASPIRING KEYBOOBIST AND SMARTGENIUS so i need to STAY ON TRACK!!! i am currently learning/will learn:

🎨 ART FUNDAMENTALS (pictures included (just what i can share of course (this is for commissions (I NEED TO MAKE MONEY)

🎹 MUSIC (keyboard and chiptune, for my personal projects and swag points)

👐 AMBIDEXTRY (im a leftie and it hurts, man, but i still wanna keep my cool leftie swag points. only when its convenient though)

🇵🇭 TAGALOG (my mother tongue, which has dulled over the years)

🌹 HUMANITIES & SOCIAL SCIENCES (passion of mine i'm nurturing!)

🧮 MATH (to become a cybersecurity specialist in 10++++ years)

my online study group is freakinge dead so i need validation from like 3 other internet strangers blink blink smile smile FOLLOW FOR EPIC PROGRESS UPDATES and BRAGGING RIGHTS when i become (f)art famous in 10+++++++++++ years time ("oh, that guy? yeah, heh. i know him, we went to studyblr together. yeah, pretty niche. oh, you dont have to give me your wallet just because im niche, hehe... oh, you!")

[berdlystudying]

July 9, 2026

🌻 GenMath notes

🪶 PKLP notes

🪁 Art Study (15m)

🎨 Art Fight (30m)

im only doing the immediate tasks for subjects i care about, the rest goes straight to hell :J wont make the handwriting pretty and cool anymore ill just speed through it like i did when i was making my portfolio for ALS

[berdlystudying]

shoutout mysterious stomach pain for making me vomit for no discernible reason in the hours before school starts. now im missing school. great. awesome. preferable, even.

[berdlystudying]

July 9, 2026

🌻 GenMath notes

🪶 PKLP notes

🪁 Art Study (15m)

🎨 Art Fight (30m)

im only doing the immediate tasks for subjects i care about, the rest goes straight to hell :J wont make the handwriting pretty and cool anymore ill just speed through it like i did when i was making my portfolio for ALS

[berdlystudying]

July 8, 2026

🍇 Philippine Governance Notes (W1&2)

🪶 PKLP Notes (W1&2)

🌻 GenMath Notes (W1&2)

🎹 Keyboard Practice (30m)

🎨 Art Fight (30m)

okay so heres what we're gonna do. i already have notebooks for these subjects, ive already written notes on the day i came to class, and i genuinely cant be arsed to rewrite them PLUS the lessons i missed prior to my late enrollment on the new notebooks i have just so that its neater and in-order.

im going to (1.)add the notes i missed in Weeks 1 and 2 to my current notebooks even if its out of chronological order, i'll just write the title at the top so they know which ones they're looking at and its semi-organized.

(2.)the only exceptions will be maybe the color-coded notebooks. i'll rewrite those.

im going to (3.)leave the notes for subjects i dont care about to be rewritten/added onto over the weekend. if i miss them, its fine.

it genuinely took me over an hour and some more to get this all sorted out. PLEASE nothing sudden happen over the week that throws everything out of balance or i'll flip!!!!!

[berdlystudying]

i genuinely have so much to do like wtf. im taking it one step at a time and prioritizing which subjects i care about the most and its still hard to tell what i should be doing and when. im going to pick 2 subjects to lock in on and then one (1) easy written work to finish today and then figure out what to do next.

[berdlystudying]

in the morning i have about 3 hours and 50 minutes (breakfast and lunch subtracted) left to do things i need to get done before i have to get to school. if i sleep immediately after getting home, eating and showering, i get 5 hours and 30 minutes. on days where i really need to get something done ASAP i'll have to abandon keyboard practice in the morning and pick it up when i get home. time will tell with experimentation.

[berdlystudying]

gotta sleep earlier when i get home from school because my body needs more time to recover after 6 hours of dickin around. maybe at 8:30 or something

[berdlystudying]

really gotta be patient with myself about the unpredictable stomach pain i have in the morning that just renders me incapable of doing tasks that are normally easy

[nociceptrix]

How goated it is to be anything at all

[lettuce-tv]

don't go into the humanities because they're unprofitable and don't go into stem cuz its getting torn apart right now and don't go into buisness because it's competetive and speculative and don't go into education because it pays like shit. Just lay on thr ground. Just lay on the ground.

[aurapalettes]

& you know what it actually IS lifechanging to smile at strangers & say please & thank you & goodmorning & compliment someones outfit & help someone in need & be more accepting of loving other people just because they are other people!!!

[cheshire-castle-library]

The worst thing I've had to learn over this PhD is that thinking takes time. And sometimes that time looks like you are fucking around.

[loveridden1999]

[berdlystudying]

July 7 2026

🎹 keyboard practice (30m)

🍇 comparative essay (DUE TUESDAY) (im already done with the essay, just need to write and format it in my notebook now)

🪁 art study (15m)

🎨 art fight (1H+)

i dont have classes on wednesday so ill be able to rest tomorrow and destroy the rest of these tasks. the unfortunate thing is that i found out late that the subjects are actually color-coded so now im a little peeved about that and im considering quite literally just pasting a big block of color on each cover so they technically qualify.

i missed my alarm today because i didnt charge my phone. how fun.

[berdlystudying]

🎹 KEYBOARD: PRACTICED

🍇 ESSAY: SAID AND DONE

i gotta take a shower, eat, then draw. tomorrow is up in the airs. still waiting for the class prez to tell us if we're going to go or not, meow. i also have some assignments and things to study, particularly with GenMath because i completely fell off in the middle of discussion and couldnt understand SHIT.

tomorrow wednesday, gonna wake up early, check up on if i have more to do, then spend the rest of the day doin it... okok.... awesomesauces

[berdlystudying]

July 7 2026

🎹 keyboard practice (30m)

🍇 comparative essay (DUE TUESDAY) (im already done with the essay, just need to write and format it in my notebook now)

🪁 art study (15m)

🎨 art fight (1H+)

i dont have classes on wednesday so ill be able to rest tomorrow and destroy the rest of these tasks. the unfortunate thing is that i found out late that the subjects are actually color-coded so now im a little peeved about that and im considering quite literally just pasting a big block of color on each cover so they technically qualify.

i missed my alarm today because i didnt charge my phone. how fun.

[st4rdustgurl]

kept complaining so much about purgatory that i imprisoned myself in a hell of my own creation

[berdlystudying]

July 6 2026

🐺 perdev reflection journal (DUE MONDAY 2PM)

🍇 comparative essay (DUE TUESDAY)

🎹 keyboard practice (30m)

🪁 art study (15m)

🎨 art fight (1H+)

i always get really anxious and nauseous in the mornings. my environment is not much help here either. i cut down keyboard time so hopefully its more sustainable in the long run. i have to go out by 8am to get some things ready.

im only gonna shower after school instead of in the morning because i feel Nasty after and i only wanna shower once a day, please!