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25 | loss mom | Eliza👩‍👧 Malakai😇 Eevie🌈

[bereaved-mama]

Sir?🤣

[konoko]

[thememedaddy]

[zendayamybabe]

december 3rd??? what the fuck. what’s next? december 4th? a 5th of december???? give me a fucking break.

[mtichexx-deactivated20230404]

[bereaved-mama]

Holidays are hard when one of your babies is in heaven and not here on earth with you. Doing my best to be festive and make it great for miss Eliza but I miss Malakai. There should be 2 helping me decorate. There should be 2 dancing to Christmas music. There should be 2 that I'm shopping for.

[bereaved-mama]

I've always heard people say that each pregnancy will get harder on your body. I never really believed it but damn right I do now, my whole body feels like it's breaking half of the time and this is baby #3.

[thoughtkick]

“Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to. It’s not for them.”

— Joubert Botha

[bereaved-mama]

Life's biggest miracle is the gift of having life grow inside of you.❤️

Eevie Renee❤️🌈

[benedictsmith]

Do you guys ever say the wrong thing in a conversation and then have it haunt you for months or years afterwards like a social anxiety poltergeist?

[ajd1219]

a social anxiety poltergeist

[ghastlyapparition-deactivated20]

would u like a him in these trying times

[penistipheadass]

[bereaved-mama]

I found out babies can cry in the womb and now everytime I cry, I know she feels what I feel and it makes me so sad that she could be in there crying too😓

[artofdyingslowly]

how do you tell someone “i’m not ignoring you i’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it’s really hard for me to maintain a conversation” without saying that

[scrumptiousangst]

Brain broken. Still like you. Talk later

[bereaved-mama]

Her answers were too hilarious and adorable for me to not share with you all🥹❤️🤣

[bereaved-mama]

I truly am not okay today.

[thoughtkick]

“sometimes you just need to take a step back and realize how far you’ve come instead of how far left you have to go. you are going to mess up, and you are going to make mistakes and you aren’t always going to get it right. but, you are human. it happens. it’s okay.”

— Unknown

[bereaved-mama]

"and once the storm is over, you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storms all about"