Hello hir-san!!!
If you have some time, can i ask for angst to fluff of shu and vox's reaction when their s/o ask if the bois still love them? Thank you so much
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❝My Love is Only For You❞
ᥫ᭡┆Vox Akuma & Shu Yamino x Reader┆ᥫ᭡
𖥔 Angst to Fluff
°⌜ Summary: You've started to feel.. alone. Whether it be your own scarce mind.. Or maybe.. they.. ⌟°
A/N: HEYY! 🍰! I was started to wonder where my first emoji anons went- and now yall popped up- ANYWAYS HOPE YOU ENJOY! 💙
Vox Akuma
Everytime you awoke.
He was gone, without a single trace of his warmth. Sometimes, from somewhere in the house, or rather, his streaming room, you'd hear his voice. Flirting with his chat, laughing with his friends. Rarely did you ever manage to spend a lot of time with your demon boyfriend. The times you did were often just for meals, or occasionally a couch hangout. But most times? He was just too tired.
Of course, you never said anything.
You didn't want to be seen as clingy, annoying, or controlling. You wanted your boyfriend to have fun and enjoy himself.
Even if he couldn't with you.
And when Mysta, Luca, and Nina came over for the week-long off collab, the feeling grew worse.
Anytime you came out, Vox gave you little attention; in fact, you felt invisible. The only times he called you was to help him make food; and when the time came round to eat, you'd grab your food and leave. Because you didn't feel welcome at the table.
His laughs began to haunt you.
Even when you two were sleeping, it felt as though there was a giant giant brick-wall between you two.
You despised it.
Weeks passed..
Weeks passed and you'd still yet to say anything. Trying to rely on the little attention you did get. Trying to fill your heart that was slowly becoming an aching void.
Until finally, it came crashing over.
And you broke.
"...Vox?"
The two of you had been sitting on the couch. For the last fifteen minutes, the demon had been rambling about whatever had gone on with his friends, but if you were being truthful, you hadn't been listening.
Instead, been dreading this.
"Yea? Whats up, (Name)?"
For once.. his attention was on you.
And it was now or never.
"Do you.. still love me?"
To say Vox was caught off guard..
..was an understatement.
Seeing you, staring at him with tears filled in your eyes. Realization crashing over him in a wave of guilt, sadness, and absolute, and utter terror. Eyes widening, Vox reached out to you. His mouth opening to say something, something to reassure you, but you shied away from his touch.
The demon's heart shattered into a million pieces.
"My love.. my darling, of course i still love you- i always have- please, baby, look at me-" Tears that had been threatening to spill from your eyes finally came spilling down. Vox hated it. He hated how you were looking at him, with that scared, tired, and depressed expression. He despised himself for not noticing.
For thinking that you'd stay with how he'd neglected you.
"You.. dont have to lie, Vox.. I can take it." With your sleeves, you wiped your tears the best you could, breath coming in soft, short gasps.
"No- Don't. I love you." Vox didn't let you shy away this time. He pulled you into his arm, burying his face into your hair, pulling you into his chest. "I.. i love you, so so much."
"..I can't.. imagine a world without you. Darling.. You are my light. I'm.. im so sorry."
Every second, Vox hated himself. He'd ignored you, and expected you to be alright. He was a shitty boyfriend. A shitty person.
He slowly pulled his head away, and pressed a kiss to your forehead, "i love your laugh.." to your cheek, "your smile.." your nose, "the way you.. always light up a room.." neck, "i love you."
Resting his forehead against your own, Vox could feel his own tears threatening to spill. "I'm.. im sorry. I've been- so shitty. I didn't think and I-"
You cut him off with a kiss to his lips.
While he was mending your heart, he felt his own ache even more.
"Darling.."
"...Please.. Vox, if you ever- i mean.. if you don't-"
"I will always love you."
From that point on, Vox had made it his goal, no, his mission to ensure your heart was always filled. To ensure he would never be the cause of your pain again. With your help, he balanced work and his friends, and left plenty of time for you.
He vowed never.. to ever make you feel unloved by him again.
Shu Yamino
You knew what you were getting into, going into a relationship with Shu.
Or at least, you thought you did. As friends, it felt as though the two of you were inseparable: and when you confessed, and Shu returned your feelings, you had expected it to become even more so.
Turns out, you were wrong.
Sure, the first few weeks, months, were good: Shu was a lovebird, constantly showering you in affection, constantly making you laugh. He would light up your day effortlessly, and you his.
Until he didn't.
Shu was always so caught up in his work. You expected that.. yet he still made time for others. The few, and far inbetween times you did spend, Shu was exhausted- which, was to be expected. More nights than not, you slept alone, and awoke alone. Mealtimes, sure, Shu was still there; but seeing him..
..Well, you couldn't help it.
Couldn't help how empty your heart felt.
Without his laughter, his odd jokes, everything.
Which.. left you to believe, Shu didn't love you anymore.
one day, as he was gone, you made up your mind. You wouldn't- no, couldn't stay in an environment like this.
So, as you made dinner for the two of you, you had decided to ask him, straight up.
.."Shu?"
Looking up from his food, you felt your stomach drop. "Yeah? What's up?"
Were you really about to do this? It.. could ruin everything. But.. i don't want him to feel pressured, or.. obligated, to be in a relationship with me..
"Do you.."
"...do you still love me?"
Silence. The only sound- was silence. Your heart, slowly tearing apart, and Shu, staring at you with utter confusion.
Quickly, to hide your tears and guilt, you looked up at him. "Its- nevermind."
Shoving yourself away from the table, you made to stand, only for a force to crash into you and send you stumbling against the counter.
"Eh? Sh-"
"Im.. im so sorry."
His voice cracked, arms tightening around your body, head burying into your neck.
Was he.. crying?
"It.. it isnt- i do love you." Shu held you closer, as realization crashed over him in waves. Of what he'd done.
Your own tears spilling over, as he patched your heart.
"You.." "i.. i.. heck."
"You dont have to- say it. If you don't mean it."
Shu leaned his head away to look you in your eyes. "I do. I've been.. yeesh, terrible.."
During that moment of Shu holding you, you could practically feel his regret. You could see it in his eyes.
He'd never meant to hurt you.
And he'd never make the same mistake again.
