pretty girls

Trying to be a better me. Askbox is always open. HW: 180 CW: 150 GW: 124 This blog is a personal outlet for me. If me following/reblogging you makes you uncomfortable, please message me and I will address it.

[berrylipchick]

*trigger warning, purging *

I had a dream last night about purging. I didn’t even want to but I felt like I absolutely had to. It was that awful awful feeling when you’ve ate something and the guilt is just overwhelming and disgusting. I was in the middle of something, somewhere public but I couldn’t take it anymore and i walked out. I was crying on my way to the bathroom.

What’s weird is that I don’t even purge and I never have. I don’t want to start because I know it’s addicting and its just a horrible cycle. I’ve just been thinking about it all day and I have no one else to share this with.

[dietblaze]

Umm goals 🥺

[wis3fullshit]

🎐🌟I had to read this twice and now i feel personaly attacked🌟🎐

[berrylipchick]

No one ever really leaves do they lol

Anyway I'm going to be using this account again, need to drop 15 pounds by July 👌

[skinnieskinnieluv]

Thinspo/fitspo

[berrylipchick]

I'm retiring this blog for the time being.

I've been thinking a lot lately. I don't want to be on my death bed regretting how much of my life I wasted on something as trivial as my weight. I want to remember the amazing food from the vacations I go on, not how many calories were in it. I'm not saying I won't have my bad days, but I think there will be fewer of them.

Thank you for following me and supporting me during my time here. I really wish you all the best.

Xoxo

[unspokengrief]

god I wish none of us were sad

[sexymotorslifestyle]

[makeuphall]

[berrylipchick]

You wake up one morning, stomach rumbling. You're tired from fasting for so long. But you made yourself a promise- being so close to your ugw, you wouldn't eat until you finally hit it. You walk to the bathroom, strip naked and step on the scale. And it shows that number you've always dreamed of. You smile. You take pictures, post them all over your Tumblr, your insta. Your goal weight!! Finally! So excited to start the day, and reward yourself with a light breakfast. But shower comes first. You examine your naked body in the bathroom mirror. You've sure come so far. Flatter stomach, thinner arms, more pronounced cheekbones. Your hipbones aren't showing as much as you expected them to, but they're there. And your thighs are the thinnest they've ever been. But your thigh gap still isn't as big as your favorite thinspo photo. And you finally got your fingers to wrap around not only your wrist, but your forearm as well. But... Not your upper arm. It's extremely close, though. Maybe just 5 pounds away. Maybe even less. Just 3 pounds. Yeah, that's all. You look back in the mirror and you don't see the progress you've made anymore, just how far you have to go.

And you set a new goal weight.

[slimming-tothe-core]

Over Sized Sweaters ~ 🖤

[miss-skinny-minny]

[jipmulder]

[mvneuver]

💘

[berrylipchick]

Hey sweet, I have 7 weeks to loose 37lbs, I will be running 3 miles every week. How many calories should I aim to eat per day? X

The calories you should eat depend on how much you currently weigh, but you should eat at least 1000 calories a day to stay healthy. Make them nutritious (no empty calories). Whole grain, fruits, vegetables, protein. Take a vitamin. And drink lots of water.

[berrylipchick]

Me at 5: I can't wait to be a teenager!

Me at 13: I can't wait to be an adult at 18!

Me at 18: I can't wait to be 21 and go drinking!

Me now: I can't wait for the sweet embrace of death

[dumbitchh]

yesterday

starving is so easy and it works

yesterday I went out with my friends, they were eating pizza and I said I wasn’t hungry and my crush said “you should eat something, look at you, you’re so skinny”

my mum and my friends told me to stop losing weight

there’s this guy at school who doesn’t talk to me anymore, but yesterday he said I look even prettier and when I said goodbye to him he said “goodbye beautiful”

everything is getting better 🌸