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Hypselodoris maritima

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New embroidery WIP

#WIP #embroidery #cyberpunk 2077 #BARGHEST

I was thinking about how it annoys me when people simplify characters to fit romance love interest types but then had to correct myself because, no, that's not it at all. I read loads of romance, I absolutely understand why someone would like slotting their blorbo into the role of a romance love interest that they like that they think is similar. It doesn't appeal to me personally but it wouldn't really surprise me if it turned out I was pulling from my favorites subconsciously. What actually annoys me is when they slot the characters into roles that don't fit them at all. Like what the fuck do you mean you made that character who would so easily fit into being the cold and manipulative CEO type with barely any changes to his characterization into a soft squishy delicate type who needs the lead to protect and take care of him and can't function without them??? What do you mean you took the guy who's clearly the reputedly barbaric warrior who's secretly calculating and leaning into the barbaric persona for his own ends type and made him a dumb jock??? What do you mean you took that lying manipulative bastard man who was absolutely perfect for some really interesting toxic relationship dark romance shit and made him SWEET EARNEST AND LOVING???? AAAAAAAAAAAAAH

#disclaimer that yes people can write whatever the hell they want #me saying I don't like something does not mean I think it isn't allowed to exist #yes I do block tags and people where necessary #ok hopefully that does the job #anyway this shit is the reason I don't follow the tags for any of my blorbos #I would become enraged #gotta let their stuff get filtered though blogs with similar taste as me #(I may have made the characters I'm talking about too obvious here)#(oh well)#text post #complaining

Man I really hope I haven't been accidentally calling Vinnie Vince in other posts or in tags, that's one of my other guys, I can't be getting those two mixed up like that

#text post

"I've taken way too long on this already so I'm just gonna post it without fussing about the editing" I said right before realizing I accidentally called Vinnie the wrong nickname for most of the responses. Fine I'll edit the damn thing a little bit I guess

#sorry Vinnie #having multiple characters with the same name gets me confused sometimes #text post

I fucking hate how hard it is to meet people and make friends, there's pretty much nothing in person around here so I'm stuck trying to meet people online which I only really know how to do through fandom stuff, and that puts any friendships formed in an inherently precarious position since they could easily fall apart if the fandom goes to shit

#none of this is helped by me losing most of my social skills from being pretty isolated for so long #text post #venting

Ugh I wanted to work on some writing stuff during my work break but I've been feeling a bit off from something I ate yesterday and on top of that my coworker is being an asshole and then keeps getting mad at me when I avoid interacting with him because he's being an asshole. I can't get anything done under these conditions

#text post #complaining

MEGA YOLK

#second jumbo from the same carton for scale

The t is really hitting my right thigh hair a lot harder than the left

#fun watching new hair show up #personal #text post

Yesterday I bought a bunch of embroidery supplies since I'm close to done with the kit I got and of course I got floss in like three shades of chartreuse for obvious reasons

#gonna do so much cyberpunk nonsense #embroidery #text post

Being into kink stuff and in kink spaces means regularly seeing people have wildly inaccurate ideas of what's vanilla and then trying to gatekeep the kink based on that. Like buddy. No. Most people are not only not into that thing you think is vanilla, they also think people who are into that are sick in the head. Like I've come across a lot of vanilla people who genuinely think wearing a cat ear headband in bed and jokingly meowing a bit is extremely kinky. You've just been in kink spaces and out of more vanilla horny spaces for so long your perspective on what is and isn't kinky has shifted and is no longer remotely accurate

#I have to remind myself of this shit too #I regularly get startled by people in non kink horny spaces finding stuff like penetrable toys shocking #anyways most people don't want to fuck the xenomorph #yes the design is intentionally phallic #that's because people find distortions of familier forms especially ones seen as taboo to be gross and scary #and most monsterfuckers I've seen be horny for it weren't specifically into it for that #it's a factor for some sure but mostly they like all the cool monster features #this isn't just about the xenomorph but I see that argument a lot and it annoys me #the thing that got me annoyed was pretty different but somebody mentioned the xenomorph in passing and left me doubly annoyed #and where better to complain about it #text post #complaining #nsft

Made a lot of progress

#embroidery

herpsandbirds

American Pipe Snake aka False Coral Snake (Anilius scytale), family Aniliidae, found across much of South America

This family is monotypic, containing only this species.

This species is considered to be quite primitive in its anatomy.

Coral snake mimic.

photograph by Konrad Mebert

#goober #snake #can't tell if it's just how he's curled up or if his tail is just that stubby

Now are my eyes still adjusting to the new prescription or did the eye doctor fuck up again

#could be either #new frames look sick though #text post

No photos of the cool shit I did today (they want to sell the expensive photo package)(also probably make sure no dumbass guest drops a phone they brought to take photos on a seal's head or something) but I did get plenty of fish photos

#was happy to see they'd reopened the jellies section #always like to look at those guys #critters

Tuna steak and mushrooms for dinner

#no you don't get to see the food #too good ate it all

Spent the whole day feeding creatures fish and it's made me extremely hungry for fish

#plus the t has me ravenous #text post

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