BeskarBuir

Alan, 30, He/They (maybe also it but I'm still figuring that one out) Transmasc with shit social skills who's still a bit confused by Tumblr etiquette Mainly into Cyberpunk 2077, but I also post other stuff. Casual virtual photographer and modder. Will post 18+ and suggestive content, so keep that in mind. I kinda use this as a journal so expect to see me complaining about random nonsense on here

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Wanted to do stuff besides just pride flag skittles this June so I used my usual bi pride pink for the base, a blue to purple iridescent flakie topper, a blue and purple glitter topper (too small to photograph well but it looks nice in person), and a scattered holo topper to add a little bit of rainbow

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Fucking hyped for the polish that's supposed to get delivered tomorrow, I'm prepping my swatch sticks now so I can check them out right away (even put extra colors to swatch over, which I don't usually bother with. Would have put more if I'd had space but the name of the indie I ordered from is so dang long that the label covers most of the stick)

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Trying to get myself to do more stuff so just ordered a beginner embroidery kit. I've been kinda wanting to learn how to embroider for a bit now so I'm looking forward to giving it a go

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Bear equivalent of a shark fin

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The generic mammal is here make a generic wish

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First day of pride nails

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Unlimited pose packs but no pose packs

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Damn possums always turning the corner right before I get the camera app open

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I'm in a shit mood so unless this turns out to be the rare kind of shit mood that gives me good ideas for stuff expect most of my posts for a bit to be me being grumpy about things

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Wow I sure love seeing game devs implying that wanting the ability to side with an antagonist in game says something about who you are as a person, that definitely doesn't weird me out about them or make me kind of uncomfortable about posting my deeply flawed or outright villainous characters in public forums because as we all know fandoms neeeever eeever use things devs have said as an excuse to harass people

(Shit like this is why I wish people would just stop asking game devs about shit. This shit and the spur of the moment responses about lore that people treat like the ultracanon sacred texts even when they contradict actually canon stuff in the game and were probably just the dev only half remembering something they didn't personally write)

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Ugh I'm so tired from work and pissed off that I still have to clean the stain from my broken bottle of lovely expensive limited edition nail polish off the floor that everything I try and engage with to relax just ends up annoying me. I just want to chill and all this gritting my teeth is making my jaw pain act up

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Aaaand my shelf broke. That I kept some of my nail polish on. Right when I'm trying to finish getting ready for work. At least only one bottle actually broke but I am now covered in my nice limited edition thermal polish and I am also late for work

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Man I'm really hoping that the indie store with a witchy aesthetic that I just bought some really cool nail polish from is fun witchy and not terf witchy, I've been disappointed before

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Babies

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Bugs!

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Looks even better out in the sun

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Bugs!