Can I ignore someone telling me they love me? But I have to ignore them. I will choose isolation, and I will become someone who disappears suddenly and no one will know about and who will be easily forgotten.
I'm losing interest right now. I have to draw something, but I've only drawn fan art all my life, so I can't draw it now. I'm blocking everything because I don't want to see LOL. I tried to kill myself, but I can't and I'm just living. I don't know when I'll be back, if I can come back, or if I'll leave at all.
I know you guys don't miss me. This post is just a piece of writing.
Various aggrieved and or benefiting third (fourth, fifth etc. boyfriends)
Work-related separation
Long-distance relationship with even more boyfriends <---we are here
The beloved terrors actually met very early on in their careers! Carzzy started in 2016 on eXtantus and Humanoid started on Dark Tigers in 2015. They started off as rivals, competing in the same Czech tournaments in 2016 and 2017. Notably, Carzzy never won any of these while Humanoid won the vast majority of tournaments in Czechia before he left for other leagues. Humanoid holds this over his head often.
Their first actual picture together (as far as I know) is the one Orome took of them cuddling after drinks in Polish League. They played another 2 tournaments against each other in Polish League with Maty also getting worse results. In total, they met six times and Humanoid has always placed higher. However, they were clearly on good enough terms to have a house party together. So they went from rivals to party friends in about 2 years and all before either of them ever entered LEC so there is a lot of potential there. I don't think I've seen many if any fics touch on their teen years.
Orome was also their roommate on 2020 MAD so there's definitely an argument to be made that he's the third wheel or third boyfriend in their dynamic. He and Carzzy also flirted a lot and Humanoid seemed to like him well enough as he respected the skill Orome showed during worlds scrims in 2019. Orome was Csacsi's back up and an incredibly good carry toplaner. That said, they definitely stressed him out.
Tangent but: Carzzy spent most of his erl career playing weakside to Orome, rather than the other way around. This is why when he came in, he considered one of the better EU Ezreal/Varus/Senna player's as those were the roles he filled so Orome could play Renekton/Jax/Camille. While Carzzy can be flashy with weird pocket picks like Ekko bot (which he used to dumpster Kaiser in German erls 3-0) and on hypercarries like Jinx, he is most comfortable playing on the weakside. This is also why he works well with Humanoid as he is willing to play a facilitator to make use of Humanoid's roams to either get the jungler ahead or Humanoid ahead. It's also why basically every support he's had (Labrov, Kaiser, Hyli) abandon him and go do stuff with jungle-mid. He likes testing his limits 1v2; sometimes too much.
2020 Carzzy was an insanely popular ADC with half the league offering to take him. However, his eyes was only set on playing with Humanoid who he believed was insane. At the time, only Carzzy or Freeze were being considered for the spot on the newly rebranded MAD with MAD ultimately going with Carzzy. MAD 2020 has a distinct chain where: Humanoid is the star/core who is connected to Carzzy who is connected to Orome who is connected to Shadow who is connected to Kaiser. Shadow and Kaiser also got knocked out of playoffs by Carzzy in EUMasters so this team was essentially a circle of rivals and friends.
(Yes carzzy’s insta that year was him making a ahegao face).
This is also when MAD started their Czech It Out Series (with occasional guest stars) which was really more “Carzzy bullies or flirts with Humanoid for 5-10 minutes”
Carzzy and Humanoid give their unique (awkward?) take on the world, and each other.
Famous quotes include but are not limited to:
“Let’s grind our meats together.”
“I sniff drops from Marek’s hair”
“Press one if you want to get rid of Marek, press two to keep him”
“Banana stuff!”
“I saw Orome piss”
They also adopted a ghost in their apartments named Disco Nunu (Carzzy’s choice)
2021 they stuck together along with Kaiser due to a variety of reasons and they really took off as THE Duo plus or minus yet more boyfriends (Elyoya and Mac definitely added into the circle but these two really solidified themselves as a pair)
@kitsaline thanks for the help with the photos!
Since then, they haven't stopped flirting although funnily enough, the trend of Humanoid placing higher continued until Winter 2023 when FNC got 9th place (the rhuckz rekkles roster rip). They have continued to have dinner dates (mostly at places with fancy meat or sushi). Humanoid would love for Carzzy to come play on his team again, but for one reason or another Carzzy hasn't. Part of that I think was to stick to Mac/Pad and another was because after 2021, Carzzy worried that the team had become stagnant and that things needed to be shaken up for him to continue seeing success. While that hasn't worked out perfectly for him, he still clearly loves Humanoid a lot and had a long streak of duo queues this year! (Also again… yet more boys have been added, namely Exakick; they really have an enormous collection. Also the fanfic writing happened in 2023).
And that’s pretty much where they’re at, boyfriends with an invite to basically the lec. El Fin.
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