As I sit outside with him I can't help but to feel this burning sensation deep within myself. Something I am not sure I should let take control, something i am absolutely sure would get us both in trouble. He is my father best friends son after all. These feelings would most definitely cause major problems for the both of us.
He glances in my direction and our eyes lock for what seems like hours. My heart jumps straight into my throat and I suddenly have forgotten how to breathe or think correctly. I can't look away I mean how could someone not look at this Adonis.
He had curly blond hair, round bright blue eyes, the most beautiful set of lips i have ever seen and a very defined jaw-line. Standing at about 5’11 with an extremely toned body, how could any sane person not at least glance at this walking god.
Finally he breaks eye contact and goes back watching the fish swim in the pond. I wish life was that easy. Swimming all day with the one you desire, no cares in the world about what other people would think or act. I can't help but feel he knows what I am feeling, because he feels it as well. Sighing i watch the fish swim around in circles in the silver plated pond with a beautiful water nymph fountain at it's center.
I jump when someone grabs my hand. Turning to look the sexy man next to me i see him still watching the fish, but now, he has this grin on his face. The type of grin that could only mean one thing, that he feels the exact same thing i do. Feeling the warmth of his hand in mine makes my body feel tingly all over. I can honestly say I have never felt this way before with anyone. What has this man done to me?
We sat like this for a while, just watching the fish. Slowly but surely he eventually wrapped his arms around me and I now know what joy is. The feeling of his toned chest against my thin bony back had my heart racing and my mind racing just as fast. I wonder if he is feeling the same bodily reaction he is causing me?
I don't get a chance to find out because the sun has finally set and I know I still have to get ready for my trip tomorrow morning. He stands up before I could say anything and helps me to my feet with a slight chuckle. Gently placing his hand on the middle of my back he walks me back up to the house. Suddenly stopping at the door I turn to him to ask what was wrong but before I could get a single sound out I felt his lips crash onto mine.
His lips felt so soft against mine, I couldn't help but melt into him. Barely able to hold myself up from the sudden sign of affection I feel his arm snake around to my side to hold me up and against him as tightly as he could. He must know. He must know that I will be leaving for fourteen months to help my sick sister with her treatment.
I am a truly lucky man to have been able to admire this man every day since we were 12 years old.  Being twenty now means a lot is going to change for him as well as myself, but I desperately with for  him to be in my life. To be that one solid thing in my life that makes me feel normal.
I Couldn't let him see the tears starting to form in my eyes. Pulling away from him I rush inside and up the stairs directly into my bathroom quickly locking the door. This is gonna have to be a cold shower to cool off my body’s reaction to that man's irresistibility.
Quickly jumping into the shower I turn on the cold water full blast letting it rush down my smooth pale skin. I grab my shampoo and lather it up before gliding it through my short red hair letting the suds flow down my back. Even with this ice cold water coating my body I still feel his heat. I can still feel his arms around me and his soft velvety lips against mine.
This man has turned my world upside down in a matter of hours and I have no idea how I am going to be able to be away for fourteen months. Grabbing my body wash pour a bit into my rag and scrub as hard as I can against my body to try and take away this feeling. Sighing in defeat when nothing works I turn off the shower and towel off before stepping out.
After toweling my hair some more I look in the mirror to style my hair before bed so I will at least look a little decent in the morning. I look like a love sick puppy whose owner just put him in the kennel for jumping on the couch to cuddle with him. After I finish my nightly routine I leave the bathroom and make my way down the hall to my bedroom. Switching on the lights to grab my bags from under my bed I notice something laying on my pillow.
Walking over to my bed I can already tell what it is, a pink rose laced together with a yellow lily. Was this him telling me we would give us a shot after my trip?
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