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An appreciation post for Juli on her birthday❤️ 02.14.1987   

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juli isn't good with blind loyalty, but she is good with lying about where her loyalty falls. a clear example of this is with MOBIUS. she makes them believe she's on fully their side, and while she may waver from time to time, she still comes back to them. however, her return isn't out of devotion, but a chance to gain more insight and act as a man on the inside to help crush them from within. as i think about my resident evil verse, i feel she acts very similar when working with umbrella. she's still under the thumb of MOBIUS, so she puts up the front that is acceptable until a time comes when she can play the role of a double agent.

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a glance goes in the direction of the unknown voice, & following after is a nod. pink lips gradually curve into a crook grin, ❛ shit, yeah, it's wild. ❜ a small chuckle escapes. ❛ are the people you handle worse here in austin than in new york city ? fuck man, i've got stories about the upper east side of manhattan that'll fuck with your head. ❜ she looks around before leaning her body against a nearby desk. ignoring the clutter of file folders, she crosses her arms over her chest & looks at the officer again.

❛ hey, since you're here, do you have time to show me around ? someone else was supposed to do it, but wouldn't you know, as i walk in, an emergency happened, & now i'm left to figure this place out for myself. ❜ juli hated moving from new york to texas, but there were things ( & people, mostly people if she were honest about it ) that she needed to leave behind. this is all supposed to be a fresh start; however, one glance around the station makes her realize how much she misses the NYPD.

if there's one thing you learn on this job is that human beings are capable of anything.

pulling herself off the desk, she extends a gloved hand as the grin slowly returns to her features. ❛ since we'll be seeing a lot of each other, or possibly working together, we should at least have a name for a face. i'm juli kidman, but people back home used to just call me kid. i don't really care what you call me, but you know, sometimes we gotta act like mature adults. ❜ another laugh emerges.

csi: crime scene investigation prompts , co - starring @trustinginstincts as carlos reyes.

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JOIN US OR DIE ? well, guess what there's a third choice & that's - fuck you ! JULI KIDMAN of PSYCHO BREAK. explored by venus.

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fun reminder that juli stands at 5'9" without her shoes, but with her heels, she stands at 6'2" - 6'3".

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CSI: CRIME SCENE INVESTIGATION PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue from the television show, season 2

i don't want to disappoint you, but this is not the first time i've had a gun pointed at me.

it's easier to get a master's degree than a parking spot on campus.

yeah, i know. check the trunk.

you say that like it means something.

missed me that much, huh?

i lost someone once.

when the reality of their actions set in, they usually turn to religion.

you're too hard on yourself.

i'm like a sponge. i just absorb information.

i gave you your career.

i got a coupon.

who's gonna believe a guy like me?

so that leaves you.

ready, honey?

it sounds like you're making this personal.

god knows you haven't let me touch you in three years.

you're very good. you could work for me.

you were the kind that guys fall all over themselves trying to impress.

i thought that was my line.

you don't believe me?

i could have been a rock star.

i've always wanted to go there.

i don't know the basis of your allegations.

instead, i want you.

i can't believe you're doing this to me.

we told them what happened.

i just realized that you and i have a very healthy relationship.

i've never told anyone before.

no one's ever asked me that before.

you don't know what you're talking about.

you smell like death.

someone will be with you shortly.

i love this table.

you're too smart for that.

you're supposed to say something revealing back to me.

truth brings closure.

rich people don't go to jail.

i don't believe in rules that tell me how i should live.

they're your best feature.

you have to be able to walk away at any time.

no criminal charges were filed.

did you feel sick?

how many meals have we shared together?

kind of sounds like you.

i'll give you a lift.

sex is physical. is that a sport?

i know you're upset.

people don't vanish.

were there any disturbances last night?

you showered.

if there's one thing you learn on this job is that human beings are capable of anything.

i knew you were coming back today, so i dressed up.

you did this to yourself.

how's your new toy working out?

they were kinda cool back in the day.

how can you tell just by looking at it?

they're still dead.

you sucked at team sports, huh.

i notice you have no photos of your family in your office.

it doesn't make you any less guilty.

you ever been to therapy?

look, i was just doing my job.

take a guess.

our job is to think.

this is the thanks i get?

i just got the results.

you were okay sharing your problems with a complete stranger?

that's the funny thing about choices. once you make them, you have to go live with them.

i know what they look like.

this is going to take forever.

i'm playing cards.

did you enjoy being in the field?

sometimes i hate this job.

i always thought you kept your porn in there.

why did you need the expensive one in the first place?

you see my face? this is me almost believing you.

what does that look like?

wherever you live is your temple, if you treat it like one.

what's going on with you?

it's just unusual to see you dressed like that.

i enjoyed it fine.

you got anything to add?

can you think of a better time?

where have you been?

i don't think it's worth it.

i can't be everywhere, and they've banned human cloning.

you're flying solo, cutting me out. what's going on?

i always knew there was something weird about you.

give me a mint.

the past is in the past.

other than that i really don't care.

you can give a man a lot of things. you can give him your time, your money, even your heart. but the one thing you can never ever let go of is your power.

you still smell.

i wouldn't expect anything less.

since when are you interested in beauty?

why are you looking at me?

someone gonna cover me?

whoever this guy is, he's a lousy shot.

they're looking for me, you know.

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she knows better than to wander the streets of union after dark, but cat-like curiosity flows through her blood. she can't help herself. the quiet streets, & the sounds of summer, make her feel at ease. this place is as close to a utopian town as anyone could find. too bad none of it is genuine. all of it is built on lies & elaborate fabrications.

however, she tries to not think about it for too long. passing the residential area, she pauses outside a small cluster of homes & looks at them. all of the interior lights are off except for a few of the houses. she finds herself lost in them, & it isn't until she hears a voice that juli is reminded that she isn't alone in this world. she sighs silently.

❛  where do you think you're going?  ❜

a small chuckle momentarily escapes while she shakes her head, & then her expression goes blank. she knows that particular accent anywhere. ❛ well, shit, can't a girl go for a walk at night ? ❜ she doesn't turn to look at him, instead, she keeps her eyes on the houses. he has as much free will as anyone else inside the town, but the administrator has expressed mild concerns. due to this, she is sent in to check on things, so having him find her, feels like fate.

six word sentence starters , co - starring @camkill as stefano valentini.

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JOIN US OR DIE ? well, guess what there's a third choice & that's - fuck you ! JULI KIDMAN of PSYCHO BREAK. explored by venus.

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the smell of blood becomes overwhelming as it causes the junior detective's nose to wrinkle. she focuses on the briefing, but one glance around the room tells her pieces of the story, which her mind puts into a bigger picture. she's had minimal training for this, & she feels she knows what to expect in theory. however, the reality of it all is much different & it requires her to play along as if she knows what the hell she's doing & she thinks she's doing a decent job of it. that is until another voice breaks through her thoughts. she must have gone pale or done something to make him speak directly to her. she stops in her tracks & glances in his direction.

❝ hey, kidman. you sure you’re okay ? ❞

arms slide across her chest as a silent sigh escapes. she bites back her first comment knowing the nearby police officer might shoot her a weird glance. ❛ i appreciate the concern but i'm fine. this isn't my first rodeo with this sort of thing. i'm just regretting my fucking choice of shoes. ❜ she's stepped in who knows what, but it all plays a part in the job. however, high heels were a poor choice on her end & she knows if joseph were around he would be lecturing her on this. maybe that's why she's grateful to be shadowing sebastian. he doesn't have the same sort of judgment about him that joseph does.

she doesn't wait for him to respond as she starts walking further into the room. they still have a lot of ground to cover in order to understand what happened. ❛ of all the shit holes to be murdered in, i personally wouldn't want to be found here. ❜ her comment is mostly to herself, but she doesn't lower her voice. she's never been one to shy away from her feelings - so why start now ?

six word sentence starters , co - starring @almadael as sebastian castellanos.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  all of this is my fault.  ❜ ❛  are you even listening to me?  ❜ ❛  are you scared? 'cause i'm scared.  ❜ ❛  are you sure you'll be okay?  ❜ ❛  can you say that again, please?  ❜ ❛  do you have anything to say?  ❜ ❛  do you wanna go out sometime?  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me?  ❜ ❛  have you considered trying something else?  ❜ ❛  how long do we still have?  ❜ ❛  i can't do this any longer.  ❜ ❛  i can't wait to go home.  ❜ ❛  i didn't want to do that.  ❜ ❛  i don't follow, i always lead.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what you mean.  ❜ ❛  i hate him but i love him.  ❜ ❛  i like i here, it's nice.  ❜ ❛  i'll only go if you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm here if you need me.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i had no idea.  ❜ ❛  i'm weird, just deal with it.  ❜ ❛  is this your first time here?  ❜ ❛  just tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  just tell me why we're here.  ❜ ❛  no one will believe you anyway.  ❜ ❛  nothing else matters except for you.  ❜ ❛  please just let me help you.  ❜ ❛  there is time to fix this.  ❜ ❛  what do you want from me?  ❜ ❛  where do you think you're going?  ❜ ❛  when will you come back here?  ❜ ❛  why are you acting so stupid?  ❜ ❛  why do you ask these questions?  ❜ ❛  why would i lie to you?  ❜ ❛  will you go out with me?  ❜ ❛  you are more important than me.  ❜ ❛  you don't mean that, do you?  ❜ ❛  you have nothing to worry about.  ❜ ❛  you'll always be my best friend.  ❜ ❛  your hair looks really nice today.  ❜

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#𝖡𝖤𝖳𝖱𝖠𝖸𝖤𝖣𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖬 . selective & private writing blog for 𝑱𝑼𝑳𝑰 𝑲𝑰𝑫𝑴𝑨𝑵, from PSYCHO BREAK, aka THE EVIL WITHIN 1 & 2. explored by venus ( she / her | 30 ). under 21. please dni. blog uses beta editor & xkit rewritten.