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This is basically a girlblog meets attempted poet meets dreams spilling out of me and it's insufferable but I love tumblr so here we are

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Maybe im posting too much today but that's okay because look its a UFO above a fire-watch station (spot the fire in the bottom left)

#ufo #I want to believe #art #fanart #does this count as fanart #who knows #artists on tumblr #artists of tumblr #drawing #artwork #sketch #digital art #procreate #this is x files fanart but it also isn't at the same time #x files #txf #the x files #the xfiles

A quick X-Files hallway sketch :) it's a little rough and could def be improved but im pretty proud of it! The little UFO taking M & S in the background is a little touch, and with the baseball bat I think everything is tied together really well (bat references 06x19 "The Unnatural")

I'm realizing now I should've added a bee, huh?

#fox mulder #fanart #dana scully #art #artists on tumblr #x files fanart #x files #the x files #txf #txf fanart #mulder and scully #the xfiles #dana katherine scully #mulder x scully #ufo #aliens and ufos #alien art

Another GO fanart I did a couple years ago! I'm gonna try and do this style again, maybe with an X Files piece, who knows! Anyways, I love this one. The building turned out a lot better than I thought. I have some more I did, so I'll probably post those later today!

#good omens 2 #good omens #good omens fanart #crowley #fanart #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #procreate #artwork #art #digital art #illustration #artists on tumblr #fuck neil gaiman #azicrow #sketch #okay im done now #I hate tagging

guys I can't get enough of the musical its so good Elle and Emmett in the musical know what's up sorry to the movie but it doesn't touch the musical at ALL (also the legally is an a but it looks like an e that's my bad)

#legally blonde #legally blonde fanart #fanart #elle woods #Emmett forrest #legally blonde the musical #elle and Emmett are meant to be #Emmett and elle should kiss again #art

Because I'm posting my art now I thought I'd post this GO fanart I did around 2 years ago right after season 2 came out and I processed the ending... (spot yellow door)

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Very quick X-Files sketch I did on procreate! The angles of the legs and hands are defiantly not correct but you know what that's okay lol

#x files #the x files #scifi #aliens and ufos #scully #mulder #scully and mulder #x files fanart #fanart #I love the x files #dana scully #fox mulder #txf #txf fanart #txf meme

i am so embedded in the fear of life passing me by i let myself be consumed by my screen and my sorrows until i no longer have passions and i am simply floating between friends and thoughts; worrying and crying like a child as other people live the life i could have if i got my ass out of bed.

#Save me #i hate it here #do you ever think about that #i want to be in love #i cant do this #i cant take it anymore #oh god #i cant sleep #im crying #i just #i cant #If i spend another day on my phone am i going to fall deeper into a hole i cannot get out of?

i do love myself so FUCK OFF with that “love yourself” bullshit. Maybe i dont as much as i should but just because of that, it doesnt mean i dont need romantic love. I crave romantic love from the bottom of my soul. The depth of me, my CORE, is built on romance. I can love myself. The issue is i want ROMANTIC love. I cant deal with it. I crave it so badly all i think about is love and being loved. I want to be held. I want someone to hold their hand on my lower back as we walk through a crowd. I want it to be the norm for me, not a dream.

#FUCK #excerpts from my mind #feelings #do you ever think about that #lovesick #oh god #i want to be loved #i want to be in love #love me #relationship

an inability to see a different perspective than your own is a sign of weakness.

an assumption can be the death of you if you refuse to understand someone's reasoning.

nothing is black and white and believing it is creates a narrow and sad world for yourself.

#excerpts from my mind #writing #feelings #i hate it here #shut the fuck up #do you ever think about that #thinking out loud #if you know you know #some of you need help #some of yall are wild #girlhood

you say you loved me then cracked me open, dumping my seeds into a bowl for your consumption. I would say that’s romantic but you washed the flavour away. You peel my skin and squeeze me dry, anger rising at the juice in your eye. I’m sorry for my defensive nature around you, I’ll do my best when you next take a bite.

#symbolism #writing #excerpts from my mind #lovesick #poetry #poem #pomegranate #grapefruit #fruit #im just a girl #girlblogging #woman #girlhood #say you love me #im sorry

you cant let the people of the past keep the space in your head meant for those who care for you now.

It's a girl thing to realize maybe I'll never experience teenage romance. I guess it isn't a big deal (I feel like I'm being gutted from the inside so my heart can be ripped out and I will be punished for eternity).

#writing #excerpts from my mind #words words words #girlblogging #feelings #lovesick #sigh #i just #ughhhh #girlhood #this is what makes us girls #hell is a teenage girl #teenage romance

the weirdest feeling is knowing there’s more out there for you but you just can’t place where. Like, you’re looking outside at the couples running through the rain and you just know that someone is gonna do that with you but you just don’t know when, or who, or how, and it’s torture because you begin to feel hopeless after waiting so long, and the impatience kicks in and you waste your life away for this person or this thing you don’t even know is going to show up or not.

#love #lovesick #feelings #girlblogging #writing #words words words #excerpts from my mind #do you ever think about that #do you ever just #do you ever yearn?#do you ever feel like a plastic bag #yearning #longing #deep thoughts #its midnight #late night thoughts #12 am thoughts #what is it called

sometimes i think its pointless to be sad when theres no one there to comfort me

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Looking at university costs and realizing the best option is for me to fake my death and move into the forest because how does anybody afford ANY of this shit.

#university #universities #education #career #students #girlblogging #why is everything so expensive #kill me #what the fuck #im broke #i need money #what do i do

i wish it wasnt so terrifying to leave a life i hate so much

#words words words #excerpts from my mind #feelings #i hate it here #what is wrong with me #i hate this #im just a girl #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls #girlhood #I hate my life

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