[aaantlion]

stealing vid cos op was a terf . crayon peace on earth

[wetdrream]

yall look at my fucking gorgeous boyfriend

he/him - cishets dont interact

(also follow his nsfw twit !!)

[pleyade]

I like FTM

[wetdrream]

^chaser behaviour tbh

[beyondbinaryz]

Read an article today.

.......

“Why did you feel the need to ghost me the way you did?”

He squirmed in his seat, turning red and staring at the candle on the bistro table. He could not for the life of him make eye contact with me. “I don’t know. I was stupid and younger.”

“Yes, so was I,” I said. “But I think it’s more than that. What was running through your ‘immature’ mind when you decided to not tell me it was over? The reason why was none of my business, but the fact that we wouldn’t be seeing each other anymore was. Why couldn’t you communicate with me?”

After much thinking and sweating, he finally exhaled deeply and said “I didn’t want to be the bad guy.”

“What?” I said. “How does that make sense?”

“It doesn’t,” he said. “I didn’t tell you it was over because I felt that if I did, I would be the big bad mean guy who broke a girl’s heart because I met someone else. And I didn’t want that on my conscience.”

“So you’re saying that it wasn’t on your conscience at all that you ended up being the big bad mean guy who confused a girl for weeks because you couldn’t be honest with her?”

“No,” he said, “I did feel bad anyway.”

......

I think this is what you tell yourself. Or maybe I just hope it? That you don't hate me. That he did tell you that you couldn't see me anymore. First as boyfriends, and then as friends. That you did love me. That you do, but that you love him. I just don't understand how it doesn't destroy you to hurt me. I still can't get myself to be okay with doing anything that might hurt you.

[beyondbinaryz]

Was bullshitting with a guy, I met last night. My birthday was last week, and it came up in conversation. A few hours later, we got physical and he told me "Happy Birthday," before a long mess of trying to stay hard and neither of us getting off. It was awkward.

Tl;dr: Don't tell a random person, "Happy Birthday", and then not make them cum.

[pghgraffiti]

More Love Less Hate

[beyondbinaryz]

Trauma will age you faster than anything else. I love you, even if you just played with my life.

[beyondbinaryz]

I choke and drool runs to the floor. Chasing the smoke with half a glass of the doctor's favorite fermented fruit. My eyes closed as i slide my face against the mirror and slam my head back in an exhale as tears stream down my face. Still chasing recovery. Long lost to you as just a memory.

[emptyholes]

I don't think you meant to say, "I love you." It slipped that first night. As you strolled across the floor. Two steps faster than anyone your height should have been. That boyish grin slipping across your face. I hurried behind you pretending it didn't exist. I was too scared to say it, and we'd just met. Only we'd known each other for all of time.

[beyondbinaryz]

I didn't have words for you at first. You felt like sunshine.

[angelst4t]

God I’ll miss you

Your compliments especially. You called me the moons son, or a Demi god. It made me so flustered and often boosted my ego.

The way you listened whenever I talked about my stupid hyperfixations and you said I was adorable when doing so.

You were good to me. Just not towards the end.

[beyondbinaryz]

You were so fucking good to me. Then long after we were friends rather than lovers, you hurt me so badly out of no where.

[workmaninprogress]

As meatloaf once said:

All revved up. With. No. Place. To. Go.

[beyondbinaryz]

Dude. I think you're straight so please don't take offense, but you are absolutely stunning. Continue to rock the world. Don't ever enter a room feeling any less than the gorgeous man you are.

[myblog-is-great]

[beyondbinaryz]

Keep searching for the light, alone in the darkness.

[fairylilies]

[beyondbinaryz]

I miss the way you smell. And the way your laugh carries across a room.

[thatsbelievable]

[whitepeopletwitter]

[bled]

[keep-hauntingme]

How It Feels To Be Loved By The Moon Signs

Aries Moon - this is a new love. this is being stuck in the honeymoon phase. it’s a million kisses, everywhere you go. it’s the rain on your skin. it’s both cold and hot, the love swings you everywhere.

Taurus Moon - this is the love of adventure mixed with stability. even just staying home feels like a brand new day with your eyes wide open. they want to take photos of you all day long, because they’re in love with your beauty. they know how to make you fall in love with yourself.

Gemini Moon - this love feels like freedom. you’re flying through the sky on a private jet, and joining the mile high club. they are so intelligent and this love is talking. you talk through everything, and you find yourself surrounded by a dozen love letters they’ve made for you.

Cancer Moon - this love feels like home. this is your mom’s home cooked meals, and your grandma’s secret recipes. it’s always having a pair of arms to fall into. it’s softness and sugar and sweetness. it’s feeling like you’re always gonna be accepted and have a place to go, no matter what.

Leo Moon - this is the love for royals. you will be treated like you’re fit for the throne. they will show you off to all their friends and all over their social media, and don’t be surprised when they brag about your accomplishments as if they were their own! they will shower you in compliments and gifts.

Virgo Moon - an organized love. they plan the dates in advanced, and keep a calendar marked with all the significant events in the relationship (including things you may not find significant!). they show their love by collecting little items from your dates and storing them away. this love is having someone bend over backward for you time and time again.

Libra Moon - this love is very forgiving. it feels like makeup sex and dressing up for fancy dates. this is being spoiled, and being taken out all the time. money is no concern for them, when it comes to love, and they will lavish it all on you. they want you to be happy, in all scenarios.

Scorpio Moon - such a beautiful love. they will make you happy like no one else. they will be loyal to an extent you haven’t seen before, and stick by your side through everything. nothing scares them away, no matter how bad or evil you’ve been. once they love you, they love you.

Sagittarius Moon - this is a wild love. adventure at every corner. this is cruising down the Caribbean with a wine glass in hand, and their head resting on your thigh. this is tan lines and beach bodies. this is diving off cliffs thirty feet up and going skydiving. everything is exhilarating, and their love is no different.

Capricorn Moon - very stable love. they want to take care of you, and will go to the ends of the earth for you. sometimes they may seem a little stern, but in the cold, you will find the fire lighting up inside them. they keep you warm, through everything. it’s being protected, so long as they are by your side.

Aquarius Moon - this is a slow-pace love. heavy platonic, friends to lovers energy. even in the worst fights you have with them, you know they are still your best friend and will support you. it is a slow-burn, something that continues to blossom over time only to become more and more beautiful as the years pass.

Pisces Moon - a very compassionate love. they can read your mind before you even have a chance to speak it. when you have a bad day, they’re already at home with hot cocoa and a warm blanket, waiting for you. they are empathetic, and will do their best to understand what you are going thru. a very soft love, like being cuddled by kittens.

[beyondbinaryz]

Yes. You.