when you end up 8ecoming way too attached to someone, more than they’re pro8a8ly attached to you. and then contact seems to die off and you hardly talk anymore and you miss them so much- too much - that your heart aches when you see them online 8ut theyre talking to others 8ut you. you could message them first 8ut you feel like youve just 8ecome a 8other, an o8lig8ion rather than a desire, now that they have seemingly 8etter people to interact with and spend time with...
you know its your fault. you shouldn't have gotten so close. did the others teach you nothing? people will leave you eventually if you don't drag them in and entangle them in your we8s to the point of no escape... you don't h8 them, you don't 8lame them either. 8ut god do you miss them... and you wonder sometimes why you tend to avoid your 8log more often than not. its 8etter to focus on something else, instead of getting spiked with overwhelming jealousy and sadness... they were never yours to keep in the first place you fool.... look at what you've done to yourself.
