The Racing Mind

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A Beautiful Flame

He was like a flame,

He lit up the darkest of rooms with the ice of his eyes,

His touch scorched my skin,

And my god I’ve never wanted to be burned so badly in my whole life.

 He was like mid afternoon on a fall day,

The sun piercing through your long sleeves,

But the breeze making your hands go cold,

You felt like ice and fire all at the same time.

 He was like a nightmare,

He makes you sweat and shake,

When you wake up and he’s gone you want more,

You fear the way he makes you feel,

But you put yourself back to sleep over and over again,

In the hopes that he will appear,

And make your skin turn to fire.

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His eyes were like the sea, roaring waves and riptides pooling together and pulling you under. You didn’t even mind the fact that you couldn’t breathe when you got lost in them. Like a sailor who fell victim to the sirens song. And god I would have spent hours drowning in your gaze. Your arms like a cage, pulling me into the warmest abyss I’ve ever felt.

I want your lips to take my last breath.

I want to gasp in your air and be lost in the pools of those eyes.

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Fun Fact: If you type “anxiety” into the search bar, this message pops up. I think this is amazing and I hope someone out there can get use out of it.

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Anxiety

I’m slowly learning that it’s okay to have anxiety. I’ve always tried to deal with it myself and I have hit this level where I can no longer do it. I’ve started taking pills to help and I think it’s been working. I have an appointment in a week to see if they need to increase the dosage. I think I should have a slight increase. I felt amazing the first week, but now I feel the same as I did before. Maybe a little less anxious than before, but I could use a little more happiness.