bhinzeimy

💖 24 yo 💛 Daughter of God 💜 loves to explore new things 💖

[bhinsss]

🎵🎶

[unravelsky]

It’s exhausting. There are times when all you want to do is lie down and sleep for a whole week, a month or maybe a year. To forget everything that makes you feel things you don’t want to feel at all. To leave everything behind and start a new one. That it would be better if you’re not yourself and to be somebody else. Yes, I’ve felt that way many times. 

[bhinsss]

Yes. Its really exhausting

[blossomfully]

“I hope we last. I hope we do. But if we don’t, this is how I want you to remember me: I want you to remember me curled up, listening to the sound of your heartbeat and tracing maps across your skin. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me in hysterics for absolutely no reason and in tears because one time you made me so sad neither of us thought I’d recover. Remember me brave, that time you held my hand and I thought I was going to die; remember me scared and gentle and delicate and breakable - only for you though, only for you. Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember the way I was too stubborn to talk to you and how absolutely insane it drove the both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs you couldn’t stop listening to and the childish dreams you allowed yourself about the future. If it’s any consolation I allowed myself to have them too. If it comes to it I don’t want you to remember the ending. Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #132  (via unravelsky)

7.1.16

[bhinsss]

21.09.15

This will be our first meeting. Omg im so nervous. Omg!

[attractionns]

I just want somebody who will never stop choosing me.

A.G.  (via gorjaas)

I waassant 19.09.15

[unravelsky]

I hope by the time you realize that you need me in your life I’m not yet done waiting for you. Because if I did, well I’m sorry, you came back a little late. There’s nothing left for you from me.

be back while i’m still here // s.j.  (via unravelsky)

7.6.15

[bhinsss]

Please come back home.😢 7.6.15

[unravelsky]

You’re not a robot. It’s okay to feel things. It’s okay to be happy and not feel guilty about it. It’s okay to show that you’re not fine but you’re hurt and sad. It’s okay to let your emotions spill out. It’s okay to speak up when you know something is not right. It’s okay to break the rules sometimes. It’s okay to do what you want and not to do what others thought you need to do. It’s okay to be vulnerable and weak at times. It’s okay to break down and cry. It’s okay to think of yourself once in a while. It’s okay to let go of the things that weighs you down. And it’s okay to be you.

a daily reminder to myself that i usually forgets || s.j.  (via unravelsky)

7.2.15

[bhinsss]

6.26.15

[bhinsss]

[bhinsss]

6.22.15

I am lost

[asapantho]

I still check on you

[bhinsss]

No matter what happened between us, or how long its been since we last talked, I still care, I wanna know how you’re doing and feeling. I don’t stalk you but just enough to know you’re okay because you’re still that person I miss and the person who will always be in my heart

[illuminatewords]

You don’t miss me. And I’m trying to be okay with that.

(via malditangblogger)

[illuminatewords]

How could you give up on me without a fight?

A text that I’ll never send (via malditangblogger)

[sightober]

I wanted you. All of you But you chose to only want parts of me. You picked at all the pieces you thought were worth your time, then trough me away when you were done. Leaving me with only pieces of who I was before your love. I wanted you to want me. All of me.

7:17 pm May 7 2015 (via malditangblogger)

[bhinsss]

Why do men always complicate things?? Whyyy?

[bhinsss]

Why did you steal me, if you can't keep me.