im gert, and i like writing fic (my ao3 is biDEMONium) and drawing shit (my instagram is bidemonium). i mostly use he/aer/xem/they pronouns, but as long as you don’t call me she or it, i’m comfortable with pretty much any pronouns
this is currently a the mysterious benedict society blog (ahhh nicholas benedict my beloved) although i also post about the house in the cerulean sea, podcasts, and some other books. and i’m ALWAYS accepting asks and basically any other interaction <33
i’d like to kindly ask that if you want to write a fic based on one of my posts/ideas you ask me first, and credit/link in the author’s note. art’s always welcome, but again, please credit/link if it was based off one of my things <3
I follow back from @/androgymagnus, my main. I have a video games sideblog at @/holowniet. I’m also tracking #usergert but if it’s MBS related honestly I’m almost certainly going to see it anyway.
I also have a twitter (bidemonium) but I've basically not used it yet. I might when season two comes out, though, haven't decided yet. For now it's more to keep an eye out for updates 😭
TAGS
#gertspeak - personal posts or posts where i'm just talkin'. this tag was created on 12/12/21 (lol) and i might go back and tag some old posts but even if i do i'll probably miss some. hell, i might miss some after that date just because im adhd and forgetful lmao. haven't decided if this includes all original posts or just ones non-fandom related, but currently leaning towards the latter because hhhhh
#askbox - asks, anonymous or otherwise! (this does include wip 🌹 asks)
#wip - wip snippets. usually from 🌹 asks, but also just in general.
#snippet - snippets that probably won’t become a full fic
#my writing - my fics, finished, usually just the ao3 links.
#my art - my art, usually shitty doodles and sketches from my sketchbook. they're not very good most of the time, but they're fun at least.
#gert giffer - my terrible adventures in gifmaking. i am not good at it
some other minor tags include #incorrect mbs quotes (what it sounds like) #whumptober2021 (also what it sounds like) #mbs liveblog (won't be updated for quite some time for obvious reasons)
as well as just normal character tags (i think you'll find #nicholas benedict to be one of the most occupied, for example, and i keep forgetting it has a tag now but my #nicholas/milligan agenda is gaining steam, also sometimes tagged #mysteriousfisherman courtesy of peachygos my beloved) and tags such as #tag games and #mmc (for “make me choose” gifsets)
I know DNIs are functionally useless as most people won’t respect them, but know that I’ll be blocking any bigots (yes, that includes exclusionists and TERFs and transmeds/truscum) as well as “pr*-sh*ppers”/”anti-antis” (PARTICULARLY “MAP supporter” types).
Also, full disclosure, if you post a lot of negativity for the show, I’ll probably block you just because I really don’t want to see that. It’s nothing personal, this is just kind of my hyperfixation / comfort thing right now.
[ID: A tweet by Dan Hentschel @/danghentschel that says, "It's sad that being introverted, having a low social battery, and setting healthy boundaries is now considered being an "absentee father"". End ID]
Though honestly no idea how to pick 10 shows (or tag 10 people-)
showsss
agents of shield
mysterious benedict's society
only murders in the building
ninjago
what we do in the shadows
moon knight
agatha all along
good omens
9-1-1 (though I did stop watching when Bobby died)
the umbrella academy (ofc pretending s4 didn't happen)
Remaining time: 13 hours 59 minutes
That was harder than expected- the first 5/6 were easy but then came the struggle
Tags: @stronglychromatictroll @ashkinstree @thatonemaddieanon @mahpotatoequeen @myfairkatiecat @heyitsthatonesmolgay @nobodysdaydreams @bi-demon-ium @belannaswlonkderfulworm @thecatundertheladder (bit ashamed to say I didn't have enough mutuals for this- and no pressure to anyone of course)
Rewatching the series and I had forgotten how dead set Nicholas is on giving Reynie a biscuit when he comes to ask about Constance in episode 2 ? Poor boy he's so uncomfortable and awkward and Mr. Benedict is just like. I must Feed the child.
This is canon to me because the second time Reynie refuses it, Nicholas just tries to feed Number two instead (she already has her own place, disappointment)
watching the new taskmaster and jumping up and down bc one of the tasks is literally reynie's lightbulb logic puzzle. wish i was a contestant just so i could jump up and down screaming on camera going I KNOW HOW TO DO THIS I KNOW HOW TO DO THIS AAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!! within two seconds. when kumail started figuring it out, almost, i was losing my shit hooting and hollering.
you cant ever let yourself forget what it felt like to be 15. how adults treated you. being treated without a shred of respect because people think youre too young to have thoughts and feelings of your own. the lack of autonomy. you cant ever forget that because if you do you might become the kind of adult who treats kids like theyre not people
Trenton Lee Stewart, the author of The Mysterious Benedict Society, has said something similar about being 12 years old.
He made a promise to himself, when he was that age, that he'd never forget what it was like to be a kid with deep thoughts and a sophisticated mind. He wouldn't forget it, the way most adults seem to. And he never did. He wrote books for kids at a high reading level, and he never talked down to them or patronized them.
I went digging on the internet till I found one of the interviews in which he talked about this.
Here's a quote about the promise he made to himself when he was a deep-thinking kid:
"I had an odd self-conscious moment when I became keenly aware of the fact that I was having these thoughts, and then suspicious that years later I might — as some adults seem to do — forget that as a kid I’d ever been capable of thinking in complete sentences and experiencing real emotions. So I promised myself I’d remember that moment, and somehow I did.
"I’m not sure exactly how this has influenced my writing. But I try to see kids as humans rather than props in the lives of adults, and I imagine young readers can sense this."
— Trenton Lee Stewart, in this interview.
Prev is neither a boy nor a girl nor a both nor an in between (/ref). Prev is nothing.
@catboy-tdick @moonsandloons @spacebnnui @itsjadie @oliver-thebiodegradable @darksilvershadows36 @number1baddestglitch @nonhumaninallways @sparrowaces (all /nf) + open tags to any other moots I’m forgetting! (I really need to make a moots list. There are a lot of yall…)