questioning yourself
Here you go, I analyze human. and the only human I know best is myself.
Here is what I feel.
I feel tired and want to run away when I have so many things to handle. I just want to leave all of them.
And now, when I dont have anything to do, em, especially when there are many things shoul be done (about administration) and I dont have any intention for doing it, I will feel useless and again, I feel like I want to run away and leave everything.
I feel happy when I have things to do under my control and phisically.
And when I'm alone, it's my problem because could not handle my self.
I hate my self feeling this way, and this is supress me even harder.
And I feel feel in trouble too when I have to work a lot and meet many people.
What kind of characteristics are these?
Every up and down I have been felt, it couldn't prevent me from feeling to give up and run away.
How to be strong?
How to be diligent and discipline?













