📚 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐙 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐖𝐒𝐊𝐈'𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 (𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟎) 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ↳ change pronouns / details as necessary.
❛ this is not for you. ❜ ❛ i still get nightmares. ❜ ❛ sleep’s been stalking me for as long as i can remember. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to end up like that. ❜ ❛ i should have known something was up. ❜ ❛ mostly though, they just vanished. ❜ ❛ what did i know then ? what do i know now ? ❜ ❛ i have never read for more than an hour. ❜ ❛ i haven’t even washed the blood off yet. ❜ ❛ there’s no doubt i am responsible for plenty. ❜ ❛ you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceived them to be at all. ❜ ❛ and then the nightmares will begin. ❜ ❛ i’m just trying to help you out here. ❜ ❛ i had to think fast. ❜ ❛ i didn’t mean to wander into all of this. ❜ ❛ now there’s an admission, eh ? ❜ ❛ last night i wasn’t sleeping very well. ❜ ❛ we all create stories to protect ourselves. ❜ ❛ what can i say ? i’m a sucker for abandoned stuff. ❜ ❛ i guess the complicated one i don’t feel like getting into. ❜ ❛ i didn’t feel at all myself. ❜ ❛ i can’t do a fucking thing. ❜ ❛ but i’m still having problems breathing. ❜ ❛ i should have stayed near people. ❜ ❛ you won’t have time to even scream. ❜ ❛ i actually thought i was going to fall. ❜ ❛ it made me real uneasy, like i was surrounded by ghosts. ❜ ❛ do you believe in ghosts ? ❜ ❛ i think i still feel guilty. ❜ ❛ but who am i kidding ? ❜ ❛ i am alone in hostile territories and have no idea how they are hostile. ❜ ❛ right now going to hell seems like a pretty sound bet. ❜ ❛ i knew i’d failed. ❜ ❛ i’ve been waiting for this chance for a while. ❜ ❛ like i already said, drives me nuts. ❜ ❛ hey asshole. ❜ ❛ this shit’s getting ridiculous. ❜ ❛ i’ll remember what i’d hoped to say in the first place. ❜ ❛ i have no way of knowing that for certain. ❜ ❛ i don’t have long. ❜















