mutuals only swag

metfell collective mutuals only i will be blocking any non mutuals

[bighornram]

welcome to my blog

mutuals only swag bars etc etc i will be blocking nonmutuals

specific guys will tag their posts as themselves

[delmondo]

walked in on the boys doing lines of water in the bathroom

[stupiddykehag]

How it feels complaining at you guys

[hussyknee]

The most basic, intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them. The only exceptions to this rule are the ones I have, which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws

[bighornram]

AND MY HEAD IS FULL OF POISON!!!!!!!!!!! AND MY HEART IS FULL OF DOUBT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IVE GOT TOXINS IN MY BLOODSTREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU TRY HARD TO SUCK THEM OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT FEELS LIKE MEDICATION!!!!!!!!! AND ITS GOOD FOR ME!! IM SURE!! BUT IT DONT MATTER HOW YOUR LOVE FEELS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WILL NEVER BE THE CURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bighornram]

sick awful gross feeling crawling on my skin i feel so fucking gross. gross. gross gros gross. bad. i should have been worse

[looo-ch]

[bighornram]

i need a gif of a woman screaming crying wailing gripping her hair and shaking on her knees in her room

[bighornram]

i did so good not being an insane person in front of my mother and i even watched a movie with her. back to listening to the same song on loop and punching drywall

[deathonthebeach]

An imagined version of yourself living happily in an alternate universe is a kind of dead wife

[bighornram]

And if I loop a song for an hour straight at LEAST? THINK NOTHING OF IT. LET PAPA DO WHAT HE NEEDS TO DO.

[bighornram]

It feels like medication and it’s good for me I’m sure but it don’t matter how your love feels anymore it’ll never be the cure

[bighornram]

WHO CARES. WHO FUCKING CARES. I HAVE NEVER CARED IN MY LIFE. I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!!!

[bighornram]

great yeah lets have a nightmare thats accurate to what we do every single night which is lay in bed and watch an asmr video and then yeah have the video get fucked up and sinister and then have us get freaked out by said video in the dream and try and turn on our lamp and our surge protector got unplugged or something in the dream so it wouldnt turn on and the ominous sense that something was in our house purveyed while something fucking slowly creeps in in the background of our little video and the asmrtist turns around horrified in the actual video and looks back at us really slowly knowing she was about to die and i hated it. like ok. great. yeah thats awesome. good for my paranoia.

[queerintheuk]

Just met a trans man who's going on T because he specifically wants to be bald and i'm afraid to say i think i'm just never gonna meet anyone cooler than that ever again

[velvetys]

Hey mutual I just noticed you had a reply that’s hidden to me… so you’re talking to bitches who have me blocked now?

[bighornram]

who up feeling like some sort of disease or blight