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Why must people resign themselves to immaturity? If someone doesn’t want to roleplay with you, and chooses to stick to a group, it doesn’t make them “toxic” they are not TRYING to hurt you. Some people are simply comfortable in their groups. There are many factors to consider. Judging people and placing labels on them for not interacting with you is rude and uncalled for. Chill your shit.

★ ( OOC. ┇ ★ RΥВYΙΙЅМЅ НAЅ ЅΙGNED ΙN ★  ) ★ ( OOC. ┇  ★  P Ѕ A  ★  ) ★ ( I HAD TO BLOCK A 'FRIEND' OF TWO YEARS BECAUSE I REALIZED HOW IMMATURE SHE IS. ) ★ ( LIKE. GET OVER IT? ) ★ ( JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO ROLEPLAY WITH YOU DOESN'T AUTOMATICALLY MEAN THEY'RE A TERRIBLE PERSON. ) ★ ( IT MEANS THEY'RE COMFORTABLE WHERE THEY ARE. ) ★ ( CALM THE FUCK DOWN GOD. )

Ohhhh that’s fucking rich. So if other people do it, it’s wrong, but if you do it, it’s completely fine? How is that fair? I did the same thing, I didn’t want to roleplay with you, I wanted to stick to my groups so I can be comfortable and happy AND FEEL LIKE I WAS ACTUALLY WANTED, and you fucking went a guilt-tripped me and made me feel like shit. You whined about me leaving to a new group to my best friend, in hopes she would agree with you.  I just fucking love how ironic you’re being right now. You blocked a ‘friend’ for doing this, and yet, you fucking do it yourself, and accuse me of shit when I leave. 

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Oh you want people to leave your friends alone??? How about you do the same with mine?!! Leave my fucking best friend alone. Stay out of her life. She’s MINE and mine alone. She already deals with my negative bullshit, she doesn’t need your manipulative ass latching onto her and making her life hard. I DO NOT WANT YOU TO WEIGH HER DOWN. I WANT YOU OUT OF HER LIFE. YOU DON’T DESERVE HER AS A FUCKING FRIEND. AFTER ALL THE SHIT YOU TALKED ABOUT HER TO ME, AFTER YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR HAVING HER AS MY BEST FRIEND, YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST WALTZ IN AND TAKE HER??? NO, YOU FUCKING CAN’T. LEAVE HER ALONE. GET AWAY FROM HER. I AM BEYOND PISSED THAT YOU’RE USING HER AS A BACKUP FRIEND. SHE’S NOT A FUCKING REPLACEMENT FOR ME OR ANYONE ELSE. SHE IS A REAL PERSON, SHE IS A GOOD ASS FUCKING FRIEND AND SHE DESERVES TO BE TREATED LIKE ONE. SHE DOESN’T NEED YOU TREATING HER LIKE A SECONDARY FRIEND. I DON’T NEED YOU TREATING MY BEST FRIEND LIKE THAT. SHE’S NOT YOURS TO CONTROL. SHE’S NOT ANYONE’S. STOP FUCKING USING HER AND LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE.

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Really? You’re ‘ready to end it’? Just because ‘nothing goes your way’? So... you’re willing to leave your fucking kid behind without a mother? Really? Are you that fucking selfish? All because you’re not ‘happy’? NEWSFLASH, TOOTS, LIFE AIN’T EASY. LIFE SUCKS BALLS. GET FUCKING USED TO IT. FOR SOMEONE THAT PARADED AROUND, CLAIMING OVER AND OVER THAT SHE’S AN ADULT, YOU SURE AS FUCK DON’T ACT LIKE ONE. YOU USE YOUR AGE AS AN EXCUSE YET, COMPLAIN WHEN YOU ACTUALLY HAVE TO BE AN ADULT. BEING AN ADULT DOESN’T WORK CONVENIENTLY WHEN YOU WANT IT TO. YOU CAN’T PICK AND CHOOSE WHEN YOU WANT TO BE AN ADULT. LIFE SUCKS. BUT TO CLAIM THAT YOU WANT TO END IT AND TO LEAVE A CHILD, A BABY NO LESS, JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT HAPPY? FUCK, I FEEL SORRY FOR WHEN SHIT REALLY HITS THE FAN. Fucking baby.

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Are you really complaining about the threads and shit you owe? Don’t you always fucking bitch that no one wants to roleplay with you? Shut the fuck up you ungrateful whore. Maybe people should stop threading with you since you can’t handle +20 threads. 

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Let’s just be clear on one thing, I’m not some fucking filler friend that can be poured into a fucking hole in your life. For someone who bitched about me leaving, you sure aren’t making a fucking effort to talk to me anymore. I just... I’m not some fucking backup friend, I’m not some filler. I’m a real person and I deserve to be treated as such. You never fucking think about how I feel, and yet, you whine about how I never thought about your feelings. Why should I give a fuck about your fucking feelings when you don’t do the same in return? You don’t fucking regret hurting me, you’re not fucking sorry, you apologize, but it doesn’t mean shit. So you don’t deserve to have me in your life. I’m not gonna be the friend that you run to when everyone else leaves you. You want everyone else to drop what they’re doing and run to you when you fucking break a fucking nail. You expect everyone to fucking prioritize you, even if they have a lot of shit going on in their lives. You’re selfish, you’re a bitch and I don’t like being friends with you, because I’m never thought about. I’m never treated like a person. You only want me to either plot with me or to whine about your life. You never want me for anything else. You’re a shitty ass friend, and whenever I leave, you always fucking make a big deal and try to guilt trip me by telling me that it hurts when I leave. It doesn’t fucking hurt, you’re just scared you’re gonna lose your doormat. 

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JUST BECAUSE YOU DON’T HAVE ANY TRIGGERS DOESN’T FUCKING MEAN YOU CAN IGNORE OTHER PEOPLE’S TRIGGERS AND NOT TAG YOUR SHIT. HAVING A TRIGGER DOESN’T DEFINE YOUR MATURITY OR YOUR FUCKING AGE. SO GET THE FUCK OFF OF YOUR HIGH HORSE AND STOP ACTING LIKE TAGGING TRIGGERS IS SUCH A BAD THING. ‘If you can’t handle being around adults, you shouldn’t be here’ SWEETIE, BEING TRIGGERED BY SOMETHING DOESN’T MAKE YOU A CHILD. STOP MAKING FUCKING EXCUSES AS TO WHY YOU DON’T TAG YOUR SHIT. FUCKING TAG YOUR FUCKING POSTS. STOP TREATING IT LIKE IT’S NOTHING AND SOMETHING PEOPLE SHOULD GET OVER. JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE A PIECE OF SHIT SCUM OF THE EARTH DOESN’T MEAN YOU GET TO WALK ALL OVER PEOPLE. ARE YOU REALLY THAT FUCKING SHITTY? THAT YOU’RE WILLING TO MAKE PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE JUST BECAUSE YOU DON’T FEEL LIKE TAGGING ANYTHING BECAUSE ‘THIS IS A PLACE FOR ADULTS’? NO, IT’S FUCKING NOT! TUMBLR IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SAFE HAVEN FOR PEOPLE. AND IF THERE’S SOMETHING THAT TRIGGERS THEM, THEY BLACKLIST THE WORD/TAG SO THEY CAN BE COMFORTABLE. 

STOP BEING A PIECE OF SHIT. TAG YOUR POSTS. 

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He may be an asshole, but not checking someone’s blog or their rules to make sure you’re not stepping on any toes is worse, by far. He may be a fucking drama queen, but fuck, at least have the respect to read someone’s rules. 

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hypocritical whore. 

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Well well well, would you look at that. You ain’t so innocent now, huh bitch? Claiming that they never told you that alcoholism triggers them, claiming that you couldn’t have possibly known. And yet, it’s in their fucking rules. That just goes to show that you have no respect for people’s rules. You expect everyone to follow your novel-length guidelines to the fucking T, and yet, you ‘didn’t know it triggered them’ even though it’s in their rules. Something ain’t adding up right here. You bitched about me to Katy about how I needed to stop acting like I was innocent, and yet, you’re acting like a goddamn saint that ‘didn’t know’. Sweetie, you’re a piece of shit liar. No wonder no one likes you, or believes you when you preach to us that you’ve changed and just want peace. Go fuck yourself.  And just when I was beginning to feel bad for you. 

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Hun, no one wants your shitty aesthetics. 

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You’re thinking of leaving? Good, please do. You are unwanted. You’re annoying, you whine too much and you’re just a plain bitch. Please leave. For the love of god.  I really hope no one convinces you to stay. 

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Oh good, you’re leaving. Wonderful, no one needs your pretentious, prissy ass here. Rude. I wasn’t fucking rude, you just wanted to be a dick.

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Good, unfollow me. Stay the fuck away from my Jack. 

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I just love, how you tried to defend him. Called him your friend, told me that I had been rude to him. Which turns out, I fucking wasn’t. And now, whataya know, he’s being a piece of shit to you too. How does it fucking feel, you whore?

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Things may be fine and dandy, but I still don’t trust you completely.

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God you’re such an attention whore. Constantly fucking whining about every little thing. Shut the fuck up, you’re fucking annoying. 

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Bitch, you don’t take care of anyone except for yourself. You claim you just want to love everyone, but you fucking don’t. At least, with me you fucking didn’t. I don’t know if you were like this with your friends, but with me, you had constantly hurt me and tore me apart only to put me back together so you can tear me apart again. And don’t play the pity card that no one wants to take care of you because whenever you start whining about how shitty your life is, everyone jumps to your fucking command. So shut the fuck up.