When they cause your soul to mourn

Human. Brother to Elena, Jeremy, and twin to Elisabeth. Primarly set during seasons one through three due to the mun still working on later season biography details. Independent TVD OC. Multi-Ship and Verse. Written by a potato named Julie. Friendly mun. Original Character, Rule! 63, and crossover friendly. Always accepting new threads and partners.

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dcntgoaway:

           Me and you - what’s going on?                  All we seem to know is how to show                            The feelings that are wrong.

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Popping on to say hello and see how everyone’s doing. I miss Ezra and Elisa. But I don’t know if I’ll ever come back or not. Guess it would depend if anyone wanted it.

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I need to make this post. But, I’m so nervous about the post.

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HEADS UP

 So, if you haven’t heard–Hurricane Matthew is expected to make landfall in Florida late Thursday/early Friday. Though, I assume this could change as weather is unpredictable. Right now, it’s a Cat 4 hurricane. Haiti was hit with winds of 145 mph and from what I’ve heard? We really don’t know the full impact it’s had. 

Right now, last I heard it was somewhere in the Bahamas. Though I also heard reports of Cuba. It had hit land in Haiti, then got back onto water, and is meant to be Bahama’s-Cuba area for today/tomorrow.

Then it’s heading here. Some say it will be lighter due to it hitting land. But, there are concerns of winds being up to 110 mph, heavy rainfall, along with flooding and whatnot.

We really have no idea what to expect. Basically, this weekend? I could have no power and be sitting around in a darkened house living off spaghettio’s with candlelight for lighting or–it could be fine.

 We’re doing all the typical prep right now. Storm shutters are going up tomorrow. We’re stocked on food, flashlights, camping stove, etc. We’re prepared. Question is, prepared for what, exactly?

         I’ll keep you all posted as I know more. But, please put good vibes out for Haiti and other areas and let’s hope it decides not to hit us too hard–here. We’re in a state of emergency, right now. It’s a Hurricane Watch. But, I have a feeling it’ll go to a warning within a day or two if this thing keeps the path.

Also, i’ve seen what the apocalypse will look like, and it’s Target/Walmart/Publix during a Hurricane watch.

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If anyone else wants me, then hit this, and I’ll probably give the url to you–long as you don’t plan on yelling at me for not being HERE. Cause, that’s not cool.

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cruelestdemons replied to your post:If anyone else wants me, then hit this, and I’ll...

heyyyy

yo

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If anyone else wants me, then hit this, and I’ll probably give the url to you--long as you don’t plan on yelling at me for not being HERE. Cause, that’s not cool.

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caffeinatedimmortal replied to your post:-goes into drafts- -stares at drafts- -slowly...

THIS IS ME

btw imma im you to tell you where i been hiding

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caffeinatedimmortal replied to your post:caffeinatedimmortal replied to your...

Nah. Love by tackle!

potato potatohhh

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-goes into drafts- -stares at drafts- -slowly backs away-

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caffeinatedimmortal replied to your post:caffeinatedimmortal replied to your post:Still...

No dying! Only getting tackled

death by tackle

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caffeinatedimmortal replied to your post:Still alive. lol. Just been–hiding out away from...

*tackles*

*dies*

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Still alive. lol.

Just been--hiding out away from the world. lmao

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italianexoticbeauty replied to your post:tumblr is not working for me on some users : (

i’ve been having that problem too – try logging out and logging back in.

I cleared out my cookies and stuff like it says and then it still doesnt work

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tumblr is not working for me on some users : (

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Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."