bill dickeys favorite girl

im just tired man // follow my main art account mrsdickey

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quickie i started drawing when i was high as fuck

finished it at lunch..also my baby felt bill has been found and safely secured in my shrine

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its june!!!! im very excited to draw more summer stuff

my birthday is on the 30th yayyy im gonna be 22. such an insignificant age lmao

edit yall i think i lost my little felt bill plush i had on my ita purse. i genuinely think im about to bawl my eyes out lmao

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he fell off earlier but i have revived him. unfortunately now he is missing a quarter of his brain

sorry for such shitty, low quality posts (does anyone even care??? i dont) ive been really into pokopia and have not really had free time outside of that, and i just kinda have an art block. got some very messy unfinished billspence sketches from lunch earlier. i am that artist that has to do 50 sketches before starting the lineart (then again i never really even try with my lineart anymore lol)

ive been trying to draw faces more "correct" but also incorporating my style into it. i think its getting somewhere, i dont need to look at references to get the basic gist of my face style anymore. these are really rough though i just wanted to show my recent art because ive been lacking

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billspence keychains by nimziconz on etsy!!! my sheilas .. my sheilas ..

i also got a switch 2!! ive been saving for one for a while and after exactly a year after it came out (i mean i got it yesterday but uhh). im pretty grateful im able to save for things like this. ive been enjoying pokopia way too much that ive forgotten how to draw at least for right now. ive also been taking edibles for my physical pain, depression and adhd, and have needed something to do other than laying down and contemplating my life while im destroyed lmao. ive had my original switch since 2018 and i think it needs a good rest

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i love this game so much i dont care

sorry for the bad quality screenshots im fucking cooked right now and this has me dying pete and josh got married, naturally all of my eltingville miis (except zane and max theyre dealing with their breakup) showed up, then josh and pete didnt travel very far for their honeymoon lmfaoooo

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happy pride month!!

unfortunately i forgot my ipad at work today, so i had to draw on my phone with my finger lol.

this isnt my pride month drawing, but i did wanna draw zane and max bitching..in my tomodachi life save file, max and jerry started a fight and arent friends anymore. then zane and max began a fight and broke up, tomodachi life jerry starting shit lmaoooooo ive been trying to get zane and max together again but they hate each other still

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lazy dynaswap billspence sketches and stuff

bill and spencers dynamic swap is bill being more like submissive and willing to serve spencer i guess, he actually loves max and loves doing things with his family. spencer is just like bill (in my headcanon i guess, because how bill is at home isnt really elaborated on). she dislikes max, dislikes bill and thinks hes way too cheesy, clingy, and obsessed on focusing on their sons well-being. spencer rarely wears her color contacts. she canonically wears her color contacts because bill says it reminds him too much of pete when she has them out

i was gonna make their fashion styles change, im still thinking about that but im probably not gonna draw it rn.

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lazy dynaswap billspence sketches and stuff

bill and spencers dynamic swap is bill being more like submissive and willing to serve spencer i guess, he actually loves max and loves doing things with his family. spencer is just like bill (in my headcanon i guess, because how bill is at home isnt really elaborated on). she dislikes max, dislikes bill and thinks hes way too cheesy, clingy, and obsessed on focusing on their sons well-being. spencer rarely wears her color contacts. she canonically wears her color contacts because bill says it reminds him too much of pete when she has them out

i was gonna make their fashion styles change, im still thinking about that but im probably not gonna draw it rn.

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this is so hick of them. hotdogs with the dickey family

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one of my natural nails is starting to come off, it hurts, and of course its on my dominant hand, lmfao. drawings arent gonna be great, im really upset.

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i am probably not going to finish this

i spent way too much time on this also no its not a billjer drawing i dont like billjer but itd also be really weird for their sons who fuck

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i cant fucking stand this anymore

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i love how in my game they usually never hang out as the club only, and one of the two times ive seen it is this

and afterwards i was sperging out about it and my game focused on jerry, and it had one of those sudden cutscenes where bill buried jerry in the sand lmfaoo

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le sighhhhhhh i wish i had someone to share this candy with....but nooo i have to pretend im sharing it with an incel from a comic book i cant fucking stand this anymore im so unhappy with my delusional foid life

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got a new ita bag (wip)

ignore how crusty my bill plushie is i cuddle with him every night i try to keep him well groomed but he is unfortunately perma crusty as i can not put him in the washing machine he will die

its currently a wip, my old one had half pilot bill and half epilogue bill. im just gonna keep this one epilogue bill centric. i like the pilot, its more recognizable, but i like the epilogue more, and i wanna keep only a character i feel attracted to on the bag. still a fan of pilot bill but i dont want him on my ita bag, just more passionate towards epilogue bill

i needed a new one so bad, my old one was getting torn apart so quick. decided to get one from japan, i paid a lot more for it, and it's definitely much better quality. its also pretty big, and i found myself needing a lot more space than what my old had.

i was planning on getting an orange one, but i decided to go with this white one. the orange didnt have the orange gingham ribbons on it, but i really wanted them because you know bills orange flannel, so i decided to get the white, which is a color i don't normally go for.

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lost another friend. kinda hurts

art for placeholder, i dont really like how this looks so ill just put it here. wasnt really planning on sharing it.

i just need to vent here and get my feelings out.

i have a bad habit of running away from people when things get hard with my mental health. my mental health has been terrible lately, and i was very very close to quitting my job, im lucky i even still have it. that, and i ended up cutting people off. it sucks. i hate it. i cut people off because im scared they're gonna wanna leave me or i think they just hate me. and i hate it, so i end up doing first without any explanation. i hate it. so much. people glorify bpd all of the time. bpd is awful, its ruined so many of my friendships, and its one of the major reasons why im so depressed and afraid to form connections with people. i just want it out of me. i wanna enjoy my time with people without being a paranoid bitch.

i just needed somewhere to put this, idgaf if people dont care. things suck and im so tired of losing my friends. next thing i know the entire eltingville fandom will all be my ex friends confused on why i suddenly blocked them 😭😭 i kid, but im just tired of it, i need to be thrown into a clique or find another friend in this fandom and just...stay and not think they hate me. or maybe i dont need it and should probably stop interacting with people in this fandom, idk. this might be a call for help

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hey epilogue bill dickey fictionkins my discord dms are open