EXTRA DIRTY DIANA

1987 state of mind

[billiejeandreams]

Little intro about me!!!

I’m newer on here and on a new account! I recently redownloaded and haven’t been on here since like 2015. I didn’t realize how much I loved it still. I have been a huge MJ fan since I was 8 years old. I am now 25 and from the Pacific Northwest! Everyone on TikTok was talking about all the amazing MJ content on tumblr and here I am. Back and thriving!! I post anything MJ related whether it’s smut, whimsical, memoir, or edits! All things Michael 🤍

My username is inspired by the first song I heard from MJ when I was a kid. Billie Jean is obviously a classic, and of course dreaming is just so whimsy and reminds me of Michael and how much he loved to use manifestation, prayer, and was very spiritual. Plus it’s catchy… hehe.

My favorite album is BAD which leads to it being my favorite era. But I love all eras and all of his music. I’m currently hyper fixating on thriller and dangerous. My first favorite song was Dirty Diana and probably still is, as cliche as it sounds. You don’t have to have a niche favorite song to be a huge fan. Itll never get old.

Side note: The Weeknd’s cover of Dirty Diana called D.D. is really good too and it made me realize how talented he is and sounds A LOTTTT like Michael!!!! As another huge fan of him.

Anyways thanks for reading <333

have fun… you’re safe here 🍎

[billiejeandreams]

He sum serious 🫦😩 so yum, I would lick this man’s sweat off him

[billiejeandreams]

I’d let him use any hole he wants

[billiejeandreams]

“I bet your lock screen is of you and your husband”

Me: ummmm yeah I guess you could say he’s my husband 😅

[billiejeandreams]

Alt Michael can have all of me. Literally use me??? Free use??? Do whatever you want???? Like????? Are we joking. I’m on my knees begging 💀💀💀

[billiejeandreams]

I just clenched my thighs together because WHAT…

[femalekanye]

[visualsbyaina]

"A star can never die. It just turns into a smile and melts back into the cosmic music, the dance of life"

Destiny has a cruel way of making us come to reality, and leaving us without you is that hurtful reality. It pains me, but I know you're at peace now, the one that you deserved for so long, the one that was taken away from you since you were a child. We try to make your legacy a beautiful thing, even when others try to take it down; your memory lives in our minds and hearts. You make the sky sparkle, and now I celebrate you. I love you, applehead.

[billiejeandreams]

2:26pm. June 25th, 2009. We love you. 17 years later.

[billiejeandreams]

Oh sweet angel. This sweet angel face. The world lost the most magical, beautiful, kind, loving, and wonderful, warm, caring, human being 17 years ago.

I can’t even put into words the amount of anger and despair I feel towards the ones who failed you. I can’t even fathom or come up with the correct words to also explain my heartbreak today. I could go on and on. But I will just live through your music, spread joy, and spread magic and love and kindness just as mj would do. All I can say is I hope you are no longer in pain, no longer suffering, and enjoying orange juice.

For the last 17/18 years I have loved mj so much. I remember the day he died SO CLEARLY. I was around the block, playing with my friends outside when my friends dad came outside freaking out saying “MICHAEL JACKSON DIED!!!”. I remember running home and my mom watching the news about it. No one could believe it. Here I am, at 25, and I still can’t believe it. The grief is so fresh.

Now that I am an adult, and I learned about mj and I have so much love for him. I’m a nursing student and have always been skeptical about what I want to do as a nurse. I just landed a job in a pediatric emergency room. Call me crazy, but I fully believe this was meant for me to continue spreading the magic, love, care, and kindness that mj brought when he visited children in hospitals. Michael spoke many times about how the way we treat children shapes the entire world. One of his most well known ideas was that violence, hatred, and cruelty begin when children grow up without enough love, safety, and understanding. I agree. And I am so inspired by children, and I want to spread the same message while taking care of children. He loved children. He wanted to protect them. The way he felt about children and the world INSPIRED ME. And I want to be that same safe haven for them.

We love you so much Michael. SO MUCH. Our Peter Pan. Thank you for existing. Truly a gem. Your presence and your spirit is still very much alive and I feel it everyday in your music. You have healed apart of me.

[hcwait]

rest peacefully my peter pan. ♡ 06.25.09

[urdeftones-grrrl]

Rest In Paradise Angelface ❤️

29 August 1958 - 25 June 2009

miss and love you forever

[prettyangeliczz]

michael really could’ve snatched me up with his eyes alone, god damn.

[billiejeandreams]

I just moaned.

[billiejeandreams]

That is literally dada fr

[cupcakeprincezz]

VERY IMPORTANT RANT

this is very unlike my normal posts but i am honestly so tired of people calling michael jackson things he wasn't when the man was unanimously acquitted in 2005, meaning all twelve jurors agreed he was not guilty on every single charge after a seventy three day trial with more than one hundred and forty witnesses and absolutely no physical evidence. the FBI spent more than a decade investigating him and found nothing at all, the accuser’s family had a proven history of lying and chasing money, multiple people who actually grew up around him testified that nothing inappropriate ever happened, and the later accusers had their lawsuits thrown out because their stories kept changing. it is genuinely exhausting watching people repeat the same lazy accusations when the legal record is right there showing he was investigated harder than almost any celebrity in history and no credible evidence of abuse was ever proven and he was found not guilty on all 10 criminal counts in the 2005 trial. this includes every allegation of m0l3station, intoxication of a min0r, and conspiracy... it takes two seconds to go look it up and here i am arguing with old, horrible men in posts about him 😒fucking sad !!! i don’t tolerate any michael slander. thank you.

he can never catch a break, such sad ass people in this world and when it comes to actual p3do's like donald trump WHO HAS EVIDENCE CLEAR AS DAY people are suddenly mute smhhh. oh and netflix thinking posting a whole documentary about him when he's innocent during the month of his death and coincidently after all the support and love he's gotten from the movie btch please you're not doing anything by releasing that, just gonna be full of lies you pulled out your asses 😤 they’re not investigating, the whole thing already looks like a cheap hit piece made by people who can’t stand that his legacy is still untouchable.

[billiejeandreams]

Call me dramatic, parasocial, or whatever but I genuinely don’t think I can even fathom being on my phone or near any social media on the 25th. I’ve been crying today watching his sister Janet talk about him and their relationship and just watching videos about him. It’s not even that I can’t stand the fact that he is really gone, I am grieving how disgusting he was treated and the fact that there is literally nothing we can do about it. The entire Gen Z population were the kids he was trying to protect and love and I just wish he could see how much we love him and all the support and UPMOST love we have for him.

I am just so incredibly angry at the world. The disgusting, vile, hateful, unfathomable treatment he received from family, media, the press, elites, and the public. Including the justice system. This poor baby I literally just want to protect him. The world failed him so bad. I hope he knows how much he was and STILL is by his fans and how we feel. It just shatters me to pieces, I cannot.

He was SO fucking misunderstood. That sweet little angel face. OUR BABY 💔 we love you so much Michael.

Everyone should just listen to his music and drink orange juice on Thursday 🫶🏼