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season 2 thoughts

it still seems strange that sauron was in front of adar's camp where galadriel was being a prisioner and we never got any type of acknowledgement from sauron. let's remember that adar is the one that literally stabbed him in the back, made the uruks turn against him and made him remain shapeless for years, he HATES the guy.

that guy currently has, in sauron's words, the thing that binds him to the light, the woman he wants to crown queen beside him and you are not gonna give us ANYTHING? and yes i know that it would be kind of sus of annatar to go there out of nowhere BUT i had an idea.

annatar goes as a messenger to try and negotiate with adar in behalf of eregion/celebrimbor to free galadriel but when he comes close to her she realizes who he is and boom! they meet before the last episode of the show, she sees him with this new face and has some of kind of reaction.

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eddie ruining his relationship with his soul to "fix", close or finish his relationship with shannon which by his words left him broken.

so now eddie is broken, without his soul, and probably with chris off to texas with his grandparents. his captain is in the hospital on the brink of death, his coworkers i ASSUME will definetely have opinions about the whole kim/shannon mess that wont be good.

oh eddie diaz season 5 i see now that you were just a tease for what eddie diaz season 8 wil be.

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no bc what the fuck is gonna happen to MY MAN eddie diaz in this finale cuz the way ryan is talking about it seems like he will fucking die

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im sorry but thats the same fucking shirt.

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i'm so excited about the weather finally getting colder that i'm planning my outfit for class tomorrow like i'm in elementary school waiting for picture day

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something about eddie looking for shannon in every relationships with a woman he has.

something in kim saying if he was talking with her or with her?

something about him telling ana that he hoped that with he could love her the way he wanted to

something about him not being able to commit to marisol eventhough he has not had any issued commiting to other things

something about eddie clinging and idealizing his relationship with shannon because he is still there.

something about eddie saying he is worried about himself and that he is broken

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eddie diaz you will never not make me want to kms

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love that the buckley siblings are just enjoying life with their partners while everyone goes THROUGH it. they did that for me #1 buckley sibling stan

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i hate how they keep giving henren hope for adopting a kid WHEN THEY ARE THE PERFECT COUPLE FOR THAT ony for than chance to be ripped away from them time and time again. i know this makes sense because of the councilwoman but my god cant they catch a breath

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honestly kim and eddie matched each others freaks

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not going to think about eddie "im broken" diaz and evan "you like to fix things" buckley.

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im so sorry but chris finding out will be eddie's breaking point, because how do you, really, trust your dad again once he brings some woman that looks identical to your mom, whom you have only just started to grieve properly, to your hose when he is in a relationship. and this is not me saying eddie is a bad parent because i dont think so, what i do think is that eddie is grieving in the most fucked up way possible and that leads to him doing things he wouldnt do otherwhise.

lets think back to the other two most dark moments of eddie what were his reactions.

his wife, who he had a complicated relationship with, just came back into his and chris life after a while she realizes that she has to learn to be a mother and then to be a wife so she asks for divorce. a day later she is hit by a car and dies IN EDDIES ARMS. later, his bestfriend gets crashed by a fucking fire truck, and LATER his son and his bestfriend get stuck in a tsunami. he react by letting out his anger, sadness, worries and everything else by JOINING AN ILLEGAL FIGHT CLUB. does that sound like the most sane guy ever?

he gets shot, never speaks about it until his son breaks down because he is afraid his dad will die, what does he do? he quits his job to get a desk job where he is not fullfilled. BUT he does go to therapy, there his therapist tries to talk to him about his army days where he saved a convoy of people. he is really struggling so he tries raching out to the people he saved and turns out everyone is dead, everyone he risked his life saving is now dead. what does he do? he shuts himself off and gets to a point where he is in such a bad place where he grabs a baseball bat and smashes his whole room while his son is outside his door begging him to listen to him. his son is so afraid that he call his bestfriend to help.

now that we have that already established, i do think chris is going to be taken away from eddie in some way or form. no i dont think his parents will come and take chris's custody but i do think the isolation that rg talked about for s8 eddie, could be him going to texas for a while to recconec with chris and to have some time to reasses his life.

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shannon diaz they could never make me hate you

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I mean it also makes sense because we are talking about eddie-gets into an illegal fighting ring because his son was having nightmares-diaz

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im so sorry if you are boring and hate this storyline. me? i love the drama, the cheating and the knowing this will only end in chaos with more drama (and with marisol gone)

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ALSO the season literally started with chris having issues with girls and "relationships" because of him thinking everyone will leave cuz shannon did and then she died. cue to eddie getting himself into a very messy situation relationship wise because he us trying to find shannon's replacement in someone that looks exactly like her

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i think eddie going on a date with shannon/kim is a very eddie thing to do, he has always felt that there was not enough time to be with shannon and when the time and the moment were there she died, in front of him may i add. shannon has been an open wound on eddie from the moment that we meet him, so no i dont think him going on a date with his exs wife clone is something ooc. do i think is weird? yeah a bit buen not ooc. he will always try to fill shannon's role in his and chris's life, i'm not saying kim will do that, because i just know that whole situation will blow up right into his face, but i do think it will give him some kind of healing. being with someone that looks like your dead ex wife but its nothing like her so you have to get in your head and deal, accept and live with the fact that she died and understand that no one will fill her role because thats not something you need to do, you have to find new people and make new space for them.