[bindheaven]

devoted.

I'm Even, 23, he/him

i'm a taken bisexual trans man, t4t, and a switch.

My lover: @dr-morbidcuriosity

I have a partner & we are monogamous. Not looking for anything or anyone, but you're welcome to watch. I get off on it.

DNI: "Men DNI"/wlw-only blogs. Misgen/detrans blogs, RPF blogs, ED/SH blogd

Priest/hierophilia side blog: @agreeably-ordained

My tags:

- #even's : my own original concepts/writings. specific kinks are tagged.

- #🌙domposting : Even dominant posting

- #💫subposting : Even submissive posting

- #for my doctor 🖤 : posts for my boyfriend <3

- #asks : for asks that I've answered - My anon list is here.

- #not a concept : not related to my blog, like a ramble/shitposting tag.

- #even.png : my photos

⚠️ I post about harder kinks, including CNC, pain and impact play, weapon and intox play, etc

Favorites:

hierophilia, cnc, sadism & masochism, size play, pain play, autoandrophilia/forcemasc, bondage, humiliation, exhibitionism, orgasm control

No thanks:

what you're into is your business. don't make it mine.

Real person fiction, detrans/misgendering, "corrective" anything, incest/fauxcest, scat/piss/vomit, ageplay, feeder/feedee.

[honestlyvan]

Another thing fandom needs to start doing more of is projecting on tops.

There are delicious amounts of psychological distress you can inflict on that guy once you get into his head. The brainworms of forcing agency and initiative on someone who genuinely is Not Fucking Ready For It are exquisite.

[honestlyvan]

To quote myself: Domtops in fics are always written to have such uncomplicated and healthy relationships to their sexualities and for my mental health I need us to collectively start giving them complexes about being some kind of monstrous predatory freak of nature instead.

Make that guy have a panic attack b/c someone in his daydream told him to stop and he kept going anyway.

[honestlyvan]

New and improved! Sad Wet Dog of a top is thinking about how he wants to hurt you but doesn't want to hurt you and the contradiction is slowly and steadily making him Lose His Whole Fucking Mind.

[bindheaven]

need to take strap so badly it's making me suicidal

[bindheaven]

i SAID

[bindheaven]

need to take strap so badly it's making me suicidal

[bindheaven]

hold on i'm trying something here.

[agreeably-ordained]

he/him || detrans/misgen DNI || I have a partner.

[knittedmittensstuff-deactivated]

Do u get hard from hurting me be honest (say yes say yes say yes please say yes say yes plseas pleae)

[hotnfreshtakes]

trans men and transmascs do need to hear they aren't hurting anyone for being masculine, but more than that they need to hear that they are loved for being masculine. your masculinity is wonderful and magical and you pull it off incredibly well. your masculinity is cool, it's desirable, it's attractive. there are people out there who will be drawn to you because of your masculinity, not just in spite of it. you deserve more than just to be tolerated in queer spaces. your masculinity deserves to be celebrated

[knightclubbing]

Codpiece, but it's a giant vulva.

hell yeah

[bindheaven]

shaved my bush. feeling exposed

[traddykes]

“now where do you think you’re going?” and getting pulled back by the hips when you start backing up from it bc it’s too big and you’re stuffed so full you can barely breathe and your legs shake as they push in even deeper

[stxp1d-mxtt]

I need someone to hold my hips down while they eat me out till I’m crying and begging them to stop bc it’s just to much for me to handle. They of course don’t listen, and start sucking harder maybe they even start fingering me along with it.

I want to be a mess by the end of it ♥️

[dumbusahana]

Edge me n don't let me cum n make me fall asleep with thick toys in my cunt <3

[nutlessspeedrun]

chanting to myself that "i dont cum" and "im never going to cum again" while frantically rubbing myself to an incredibly hard edge... which could mean nothing!

[bindheaven]

the other day he made me lay flat on my back so he could look over my healing top surgery incisions and poked and prodded for probably ten minutes and occasionally telling me to hold still. and yes it was arousing, thank you for asking.

[bindheaven]

who's going to send me one hundred dollars so my boyfriend can buy a historically accurate surgeon labcoat to fuck me in

[dr-morbidcuriosity]

to celebrate finals being over, I let myself cum after rereading your denial series 😘

thank you for the excuse to treat my tdick, the orgasm was so good I know you must be dying for one ❤️

I’m so glad you enjoyed it <3

The month denial was so worth it, I’m still thinking about how good it felt finally cumming, he ate me out until I was practically crying <3

He’d have me spread myself and just demolish my cock, it didn’t matter how much I cried out, he’d completely over whelm it while I laid back still and took it <3

I know I always regret asking for my cunt eaten because I can never handle it, and I always end up sobbing but it’s just so good when he holds my legs apart and ignores me while he helps himself.

I always let him know when I’m going to cum because it’s so much but next time I need to just let myself cry it out, I shouldn’t even need to worry about cumming, just letting him help himself is enough.

I’m already daydreaming about having my cunt eaten out again, he does it so good. Want my cock hard and throbbing while he overworks it and ignores my cries while I let him milk it.

It’s my absolute favorite way to cum, I’ve been wanting it non stop the way he pulls off my cock to make it hard and throb ugh <3

I can’t wait to be put back on denial already, our cock cage just came so I’m sure he’ll have me in it soon since I’ve been having him edge today <3 hopefully he won’t have me on denial for the whole month

[bindheaven]

inflatable plug review:

ughhh it hurts,, literally not even 4 full pump squeezes and it aches. and there is no way this is coming out of me without being at least halfway deflated.